
"When We Fall in Love. We will give anything for Him whom we love. But when he that we love only incised wounds! At that time we will only accept the word
grief."
~Kim Sohyun~
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The dark now colors the sky. The roar of breathing was regular, but the face that was waiting looked worried. The woman with a thousand wrinkles clasped the hand of the woman who was now closing her eyes.
Slowly moans and small movements occurred on his body. His eyes opened and then closed again. The light from the room lamp made into the two clear black netra it was glare.
Slowly but surely his eyes opened. After the retina of his eye adjusts the incoming light. The pull and breath relief flowed. Hong Ajhuma rubbed softly on Sohyun's head.
"Is anyone sick?" Ask the old woman.
"No." Sohyun replied briefly.
In the spacious room he was only accompanied by the Aunt. Sohyun stared at the old face full of wrinkles the burden of life with a pretty deep look.
"Why are you staring at Auntie like that eoh?" Hong Ajhuma asked the nephew.
"I just realized. If Aunt is very old now. Must have been a big aunt taking care of me, right?" Sohyun said in a soft voice.
Hong Bin smiled. He shakes his head. Then looked at Sohyun gently.
"Parents are never tired or difficult to care for their children. Even though Sohyun is Aunt's nephew. But for Aunt Sohyun is Aunt's precious daughter." Hong Bin replied sincerely.
Sohyun. His two eyes looked teary. Sohyun only briefly felt affection for his two parents. The rest he spent with Hong Bin. The sister of his father. However, at that time the woman who now holds his hand lives in all to the cage. And when Sohyun was nurtured by him, Hong Bin worked very hard for Sohyun.
CLICK !
Dret !
The door to the room was open quite wide. Where Kai entered the room with a tired face. He did not come home when he heard Sohyun fainted. Even men prefer to keep themselves busy in the office. Because he knew there must be Hong Bin.
With a slow step Kai stood behind the back of Hong Bin's back who was sitting on the bedside. Sohyun smiled as the melt was invisible in the two corners of his eyes.
"Why are you just standing there? Friends Sohyun. I have to go home." Exclaimed Hong Bin in a calm yet sweeping voice.
Kai stepped closer to Sohyun's bed. Hong Bin passed away to both of them. Sohyun patted the side of the empty bed. Ask Kai to sleep next to her. Kai just complied, he climbed into the bed and lay down there.
Sohyun went into Kai's arms. The man just kept quiet and avoided. Sohyun looked at Kai's tired face.
"Did something happen in the office?" Ask Sohyun softly.
"Yes, I have to finish an important project. I'm sorry I couldn't go home when I heard you passed out." Lying Kai with a flat face.
No one is talking. Both are soluble in each other's thinking. Kai doesn't know what to do with Sohyun. Sohyun thought about what he did not know. Minga Kai changed quite significantly. The man was so cold to her.
When they were dating first. If Kai was angry, the man would not make Sohyun feel neglected. It is so full of awkwardness. When Sohyun complains of pain when the two argue, Kai will put his anger aside.
Honestly speaking, Sohyun felt Kai was much different. When Sohyun opened his eyes as he expressed the loss of half his memory. At that time Sohyun felt the loss of all Kai's affection. The man seemed to only treat Sohyun like a heavy burden. He felt that he and Kai had happened.
Minga Kai and himself felt so far away that it was difficult to reach. Kim Jongin is no longer his old self. The man has changed so much.
"Kai~ah." Sohyun's voice made Kai look down at Sohyun's face on the chest of his field.
"Hem." That's all Kai came out of.
"What was the moment of the accident when we had a fight?" Sohyun asked with a look of puffing staring at the two shady netra of Kai.
There's no answer. The man was silent, Sohyun quite understood Kai. If the man is silent, cry over Sohyun's words. Then it was clear his answer was correct. Sohyun sighed, he did not know what else to do.
"Is there something I'm doing until we fight?" Sohyun asked again in a soft voice.
"Here you go, don't think about it again. You will feel pain if you force yourself Sohyun. Go to sleep, I'm tired." Kai said he wanted to give more answers to Sohyun.
Sohyun. He felt like he was really at a great distance from Kai. Even though he is now in Kai's arms. But somehow he felt he was no longer in the heart of the man he now embraced. Even the call was no longer the same where the word Sohyun~ah had turned into Sohyun alone.
It was as if he no longer belonged to that man. Seeing Kai close his eyes. Sohyun let go of his embrace. He got off the bed slowly. And step out of the room. Kai opened his eyes when the door closed. He rubbed his face with rage.
"Don't force me more than this Sohyun. And don't ask me anything. Because you better not know if you want to stay here with Jonghyun. We are no longer the same and in line. So just go through your role as Mom instead of Wife because you're not my wife." Say Kai slowly, very slowly.
While outside, Sohyun descended the stairs slowly. He stepped into the back garden. No matter the clock number it's twelve o'clock. He just wanted to give his brain a fresh supply of oxygen. His two feet stopped in the back garden.
One week he was home. A lot of things have changed. Including now the flower she saw. Once upon a time, the garden that he now looks at there are many beautiful white Liliy flowers. But at this moment he only saw a stretch of thorny red roses.
"Am I still yours Kai~ah? Or is it no longer yours? Why does everything in this house feel foreign to me eoh?" Sohyun said softly.
Into his two eyes let out a clear crystal. His chest felt so tight that he beat his chest hard. It hurts so much, really. Where when the people we love feel so far changed. Her eyes felt very cold.
Long enough Sohyun pondered in the garden. The rain rained down on his body. At that moment Sohyun got up from his seat. Her nightgown clothes were soaking wet, with Sohyun slowly walking into the house. Let the water speck that settles on his nightshirt wet the floor. He went up and opened the door. But on the bed there was no figure that had closed his eyes. Sohyun opens the closet and takes her to the bathroom.
Done wearing. Sohyun came out to look for Kai in the study. His footsteps were so slow, he had not yet reached the door of work. The room with the lights still alive made Sohyun interested.
He stepped slowly. Her hair is still wet. With perlah. Sohyun opened it, to the two eyes Sohyun made perfect. He choked, looking at the heartbreaking sight. In a fairly large room. Almost equal Kai's room and hers. She saw the woman who nurtured her son was making love with the man who became her husband.
No tangung-gang. The woman no longer wears a single thread. And the longer, the scene he saw grew more and more agonizing. The pretty woman's head felt heavy. His head feels spinning. With trembling hands Sohyun closed the door very slowly. He stepped straight into his room.
His body slowly fell down. Head cackling. Sohyun stood up with a sweat splashing over his body. He stepped into the drawer, opening a bottle of sleeping pills and tranquilizers when the headache came.
He did not drink it in small quantities, but so much. He limped to walk towards the bed. He pulled the blanket to the chest. There are no tears ! Not because he wasn't sick. Tears will not reduce the pain. Those who do not resist when they are hurt are not strong. But I felt broken and broken.
Sohyun's two eyes closed slowly. Wishing that what he was seeing was a dream. Even if he knows, he knows if it is not a dream. The pleasure that Sohyun could not accept with a chest.
The man betrayed his true love. Makes his heart break and shapelessly break. But what he can do when pain overcomes the love he has. Kim Sohyun, can not be separated from Kim Jongin. He could no longer open his eyes. The cries and cries do not become one in the deep wounds.
The deeper a wound. Then the further away the sobbing and crying. Sohyun did not want to be a fool. He wants to defend something he shouldn't have defended. Kim Sohyun, will fall in flames and wounds. If he stays where he doesn't want to be.