I Hate You, Mom & Dad
Chapter 15

"Life is not always filled with white. There are times when black is present in your life."

~Kim Sohyun ~

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Rain spots are clearly visible behind the hospital's clear glass. Sohyun stared at the raindrops that rained down on the earth brutally. Dark clouds cloud over Seoul.

Those round eyes no longer had a clear word there. The black net looked dark. The sky covered by black clouds. The pain was more than the prick he was doing. Let people say he's crazy, he doesn't care.

All he cared about was how the pain could be relieved. The love that he thought would change, brought a fresh breeze. But it's not really at all. Kai tore his heart apart, stomping on his soul. Minga was no longer found by the old Sohyun.

"Why stand there?"

That heavy voice made Sohyun turn his head. The man smiled warmly at Sohyun. In the man's hand a bouquet of his favorite Lily flowers looked so stifling.

Steps. The man approached the position Sohyun stood up slowly. Sohyun stared at the white flower for a while then turned to the scenery behind the glass.

"I don't like Lily flowers anymore Seonbae." Sohyun said as the man was about to put the flower into an empty vase next to Sohyun's bed.

Jung's dock guy stopped. He looked towards the class. He sighed fretfully.

"Then you like what flowers?" The real Jaehyun asked was useless at all.

Jaehyun. Kim Sohyun, he looks different than he used to be. Ah, no ! Kim Sohyun is now unknown. Jaehyun did not know the woman who was behind his body.

"Black rose." Sohyun said slowly.

Jaehyun's eyebrows shot up. He is not a psychologist until he knows what the word Sohyun means. But he was not a foolish man who did not know the meaning of the Black Rose flower. It is suffering and rebirth. But Jaehyun did not know, of the two meanings which Sohyun chose.

The grief? Or Rebirth?! Whatever his underclassman chose Jaehyun wished was no longer a wound. He felt sorry to see Sohyun. Then how are you from the man of the same surname as Sohyun. If Sohyun gets hurt this deep. So the man who was already in the younger brother by Jaehyun must have also been injured.

"alright. Next time I'll bring you a Black Rose." Jaehyun replied with a warm smile.

Sohyun turned his body. He looked at Jaehyun with an unreadable look.

"No need. I want to bring that man for me." Sohyun said with a mysterious smile.

"You...."

Sohyun smiled at Jaehyun's surprise. No words came out of Jaehyun's lips.

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Jisoo looked at the nephew with a sad look. Kim Jonghyun still could not make a sound. The boy has been in rehab several times. He brought back the light behind his eyes. Let the voice come back.

There's nothing people can do. Kim Sohyun, he refused to see Jonghyun how many weeks. With the reason there are those who still can not be far from the bed. And refused to let Jonghyun meet him in a fiitless adan.

Reason ! Yeah, that's just an excuse. He wants the child to be more tortured to hate so deeply on Kai. Jonghyun hysterically denies Kai's existence. When Kai came Jonghyun pelted Kai with all the objects around him as he shouted.

Jonghyun's two eyes showed anger and fear. The Doctor forbids Kai to visit Jonghyun, except when the boy is sleeping. Torturing?! Oh of course, Kai was tormented with the fuss.

It was not just Jonghyun who acted angry and afraid of him. Jinna, the boy even screamed and screamed when Kai came to his kindergarten. The boy even cried saying to Kai to leave.

Although the lips of an adult did not say why his mother was lying in a hospital bed. However, Kim Jinna can steal the hearing from the Sister which they rumored if Sohyun was stabbed in Kim's house. Which Jinna knew very well Kim who they were saying.

The little girl speculates that Kai was the one who intended to kill the mother. He screamed in fear when he saw Kai. The tan-skinned man was now inside his room. In the mansion where exactly the incident happened.

"Young." Excited Kai with a pale face.

The man felt that there was no energy at the moment. His two sons hated him. Kai's heart breaks and breaks when Jonghyun is hysterical. And Jinna's hateful look at him. Kai really doesn't deserve that?!

"Eat Kai. Jonghyun and Jinna will definitely forgive you. Don't be like Kai~ah." Chanyeol.

Chanyeol has joined Kai like his own younger brother. He did not think how could Sohyun do it all.  How could Sohyun commit suicide at Kai's house. And even make the Son see it.

As parents Chanyeol was angry at Sohyun's actions. Because it does not justify the stupidity of Sohyun. Minga Jonghyun became a mute child. Doctors said Jonghyun's vocal cords could return to produce sound. Still, Chanyeol felt sad to see Jonghyun lying with empty eyes.

Chanyeol also had one son. A boy as handsome as he is. Park Jillo, is the son and whole life of Chanyeol. If it happened to Jillo, Chanyeol would not be able to live. Chanyeol will be devastated.

"Eat, and meet Sohyun. He said he'd meet Jonghyun after you met him." Chanyeol said again by staring at the open entrance.

"He's going to see Jonghyun?" Ask Kai enthusiastically.

Chanyeol. At that time Nina came in carrying food trays. Which contains milk-bed porridge. Chanyeol just looked at Nina with a look of dislike. He felt betrayed by the girl.

He thought Nina was nothing more than Jonghyun's nurse. The woman is actually Kai's wife. Chanyeol had hoped that many Kai could return with Sohyun. When Kai's ex-wife returns to Korea. Even Chanyeol was grateful when the collision happened.

He thought it was God's plan to support Sohyun and Kai. But it turns out he was wrong. Kai messed up everything. The truth of who Jinna is revealed. That boy is Kai's son. What makes Chanyeol sad is when he stopped how Kai treated Jinna.

Be honest. Chanyeol was furious at Kai as he treated Jinna harshly. The Hong Bin incident brought Sohyun and Jinna. Chanyeol wants to give a raw bogem to Kai. But he felt sorry for Kai.

On the one hand, Kai was also hurt. What's more when Mr.Kim and Mrs.Kim get mad at Kai. Making Kai's face battered until angry Chanyeol faded.

Chanyeol stood up when Nina was next to the other bed.

"I have to go pick up Jillo at school. Be quick and apologize to Sohyun. The deepest Jinna." Chanyeol then stepped out and greeted Nina as usual.

Chanyeol used to be so friendly to Nina. But after knowing Nina's status, he no longer greeted Nina.

"Oppa ! Why should Oppa apologize?" Nina's question didn't understand.

"That's Nina. I'm tired, can we talk about it later." Saying cold Kai.

Kai didn't want to fight with Nina like a few days ago. Because she knew Nina was pregnant.

Nina heard the cold tone voice that Kai let out just sigh. He feels Kai looks so weak and also likes to be angry. Minga made Nina a little afraid of Kai. Not like before.

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Sohyun smiled at the boy who was still wearing patient clothes. Sohyun painstakingly fed Jonghyun. The child was still unable to speak, Sohyun felt so hurt and torn apart. But he cannot be weak just like that.

"Done. It's time for Jonghyun to sleep." Sohyun said with a smile and a cheerful tone.

Jonghyun looked at Sohyun with an indecipherable look. Although there is no empty view. But the handsome boy was still afraid. Afraid that the one in front of him when is his hallucination only.

He clasped the end of Sohyun's shirt when Sohyun would place a dirty plate in the corner of the table. Sohyun looked at Jonghyun with throbbing lips. It feels like he wants to doubt.

"Eom ! Won't go again. Eomma's here with Jonghyun. Jonghyun, Jinna and Eomma will now not be separated anymore." Sohyun said with a vibrating vocal chord.

His two eyes were glazed. Her chest was congested seeing how Jonghyun was staring at her. How Jonghyun grasped the edge of his shirt firmly made the tip of Sohyun's shirt tangle.

Grip ! The gang was not let go even though Sohyun had promised not to die. Sohyun put the dirty dishes in the net. He let go of Jonghyun's hand on the edge of his shirt.

Sohyun's two eyes were perfectly rounded. The boy fell silent with empty eyes again. And there was nothing more surprising than seeing the patient's trousers wet.

Jonghyun urinated in his pants with his body shaking. Sohyun roared in his heart. The mistake he made to get Jonghyun turned out to be huge. Sohyun cursed himself with an expletive.

"No. Don't be like this, honey. Jonghyun made Eomma afraid." Sohyun said carrying Jonghyun's body into his arms.

Sohyun. He was wailing with broken feelings. Out there Hong Bin is no less ruined. He saw everything behind the door of the parapet The guest room and Jonghyun's nursery.

"Sorry ! Forgive Eomma !"

The words repeated like a tangled cassette on Sohyun's lips. He is afraid ! Really very scared. Black is always terrible. Sohyun's grudge made a huge hole in the boy's heart. Kim Sohyun, wrong ! He was willing to turn time back. He wouldn't do that again if it could be reworked.

Jonghyun was his precious son. Not worth exchanging for custody, right?! If you know this, then Sohyun will let Jonghyun with Kai. If his son is okay.