
"If you were given the choice to die or stay. Then which one will you choose? Don't the two of them feel cruel?"
~Kim Sohyun ~
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The two round eyes looked so empty. Outside the Kim family mansion is full of people wearing black. Many people offered condolences to Kim's extended family. Be it from the closest relatives, the Businessmen and also some reporters standing outside the house.
The Guards keep tight the big house both outside and inside. The woman with the shoulder-length hair could only be silent. It was like being dumb and deaf. Dark circles in his two eyes. After a sobbing heart-rending cry with a groan of injustice he felt. The woman is now like a statue without a soul.
The middle-aged woman, her ex-mother-in-law entered the room. He looked at his ex-daughter-in-law. He knows that loss is not easy. With heavy steps the woman approached the bed. He hugged Sohyun's body with a caress behind the pale-looking woman's back.
"Save it all, baby. Eomma knows this is heavy for you. But we can't do much, baby." Hyemi said with a hoarse voice.
Hyemi felt what Sohyun felt. There was no crying or movement. It was as if his soul had gone along with the departure of the two people he loved.
Not much different from Sohyun. The man with a pale face stared at the two photos on the table. Accompany the flowers of Kristan on the table. That smile she could never forget. The voice he never forgot. The man asked people to leave the mourning room. Just leave it there.
"Why did you leave? Appa hasn't said anything to you, baby. Appa hasn't shown and performed Jinna well? Jinna~ya..." Kai sobbed painfully.
Kim Jinna's. Still attached in the ingatakan Kai when he first met the Princess. The first time he hugged the princess. But in the end he hurt the Princess with a charade. The Princess should hate herself and not want to meet her. Although Kai took his life. Jinna shouldn't care.
Butwhat? Kim Jinna instead came to her with a request for her to be healthy. Jinna hugged him and called out to himself with Appa. After what he did.
Tears returned to greet Kai's thin cheeks. The man looked at another photo. Where is the sweet lady with a warm smile. The woman he obviously hurt. But the woman still gives attention and also sincere affection to Kai and the Son and even the Princess.
Choi Nina is the second woman in her life after Kim Sohyun. Even though he doesn't love Choi's woman. He will still appreciate and love Nina even though he forgives the woman. Even the woman was pregnant with her child. His unborn child in the world also died with his mother.
"Kai~ah." Chanyeol's voice greeted Kai's drum.
The tan-skinned man did not respond to Chanyeol's call. Chanyeol saluted for the first and last time to two people of different ages. Chanyeol heard the police talk. Nina protects Jinna during a traffic accident due to a continuous collision. But the fate of the protected Jinna bounced when Nina died. Not only Kim Hong Bin, the old woman was most important out of the car when the consecutive collision occurred.
The three had returned from the hospital. Because Jinna wants to meet her father. He wants to encourage Kai to undergo treatment. And also to give support so that he knows Kai still loves the mother who will soon be married to another man.
Even though Jinna is still a child but she gets to feel the feelings of an adult. Didn't many say children are more sensitive than adults? That's how Jinna feels. After he finished visiting his father. Jinna and Hong Bin are getting back by Nina.
No one can avoid death. That's what happened. Nina's car lost its weight to the balance because of the slippery asphalt. Snow with that. In front of the car, many people get the same thing. A collision happened.
Many people died. Including the three women of different ages. Kim Sohyun lost two people at once as well as Kai. The man was lost to the Princess and the Wife. While Sohyun lost the Aunt and the Princess.
"Don't blame yourself Kai~ah. Everything that happens is destiny." Entertain Chanyeol slowly.
There's no answer. Kai just stayed silent in his tears. Chanyeol rubbed Kai's back slowly. Then he turned to look at Jinna's photo. Chanyeol did not know what he would do if Jinna was Jillo.
"I, Appa's the Brutal Hyung." Kai said with pandanggan nanar.
"No. Jinna never thought you were. Isn't that why he's always present in your every treatment? Jinna loves you. He loved you and never hated you Kai~ah. Don't let Jinna be disappointed in you." Chanyeol is wise.
Kai nodded. He denies what Chanyeol said. He was a stupid and cruel old man. His two sons hated him. And now he has only one child. Kim Jonghyun, he's still not approaching Kai. He is still scared and is still in psychiatric treatment.
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5 Months later
The day looks dark. Kim Rowoon placed a bouquet of flowers over the still-wet tomb. No more tears like yesterday. He sits next to the tomb of the woman he loves. Rowoon straightened his face to look at the gray sky. As dark as his heart, he smiled.
"Didn't you say you'd part with her. But why are you separated like this? It's not like this that I want to see Nina~ya." Rowoon said slowly.
The flashback
Rowoon stepped closer to the pregnant woman at the corner of Caffe. He pulled a chair for him to sit on. On the table Caffe Milk Shake cold has been available. Women look more beautiful in adulthood. In Rowoon's eyes Choi Nina was always beautiful no matter what her condition was.
"Oppa !" Nina cried with a warm smile.
Nina is still the same as before. Full of toughness and also soft. When they were dating years ago. Nina always displays a warm smile and also pays attention.
"What did you call me here Ms. Kim?" Rowoon said in a cold tone.
Nina smiled. He sipped his drink with a smile that never faded. Then put the drinks on the table. He looked at Rowoon with a serious face.
Rowoon did not heed Nina's request. He leaned his back on the chair and looked at Nina with the same face.
"alright. Oppa is still the same, still stubborn as before." Nina said with her head held up briefly.
"Not to make any pleasantries. Say what you want to say." Demand Rowoon formally and coldly.
"Does Oppa still love me?"
Rowoon almost choked on his own saliva. He chuckled cynically at Nina's question.
"What good do you know?" Rowoon sarcas.
"I just want to know. Maybe I can change your decision." Nina is as calm as possible. "If Oppa still loves me we can go back to Oppa. I'm going to divorce Kai Oppa. And Oppa cancels Oppa and Sohyun's wedding." Nina continued in a calm voice.
Rowoon smiled cynically. He did not expect that the woman in front of him was so selfish.
"Gee ! You're so selfish. Acting as you please." Rowoon said in disbelief.
Nina groans. He stroked his distended stomach in addition to heavy breathing.
"Yes, I must be selfish Oppa. To keep him alive and happy." Nina said that she did not understand.
"Him?" Rowoon's birthday parroted.
"O Oppa Kai. I know it'll hurt your heart and hurt your feelings Oppa. But I can't lie anymore." Say Nina slowly.
Rowoon's two eyebrows shot up. A sign that he did not understand what Nina said.
"Kai Oppa is sick. He sounded to his family and the people around him. I just found out. I want Sohyun and his son back to Kai Oppa. And you came back to me Oppa. That way we can live quietly. I want to see her healed and happy." Nina said with two eyes radiating sincerity.
Rowoon stood up violently. The friction of the legs of the chair and the floor sounded quite loud.
"You love her so much? You never think I feel Nina? Did you know I tried to let you go with her. I don't care if he's sick or dead. I don't care what happens including you. You're the meanest woman I've ever met. From now on don't ever call me again. And my marriage to Sohyun and I will still happen." Rowoon said with emotion.
He turned his body away from Nina.
"You're still the same Oppa. You're selfish ! You only think of people yourself. It was when I said I didn't want you to leave. You keep going. I love you Oppa ! Really am. And gone years without news. I didn't need a fortune at that time Oppa. I just need you and your love. But what?! Tampa asked me, You left me alone. I feel abandoned and camped." Nina said with tears.
Rowoon. He felt slapped by Nina's words. It's true that he went with Nina's approval. It was all he did in order to make Nina happy. But he forgets, if happy does not stand with treasure.
"Then you're angry I love another man. And selfish for other men. Then don't you see if you're more selfish than me. You married a woman who didn't love you. Oppa, please cancel the wedding before it's too late." Said Nina with a hoarse voice.
"I can't." Rowoon.
He stepped away leaving the charming Nina in the corner of Caffe. If only Ego Rowoon wasn't high. She hugged Nina and said she wanted to do it. As long as Nina returns to him. He realized Nina's departure was his fault. He died first. It is not wrong that the woman loves another man.
What can be done the words that Rowoon wants to hear are. Nina says she still loves herself and wants to come back. Not to love another man and to work for that man.
Flashback off
"I'm sorry Nina~ya. I should have said I'd have fucked up your wish." Said Rowoon in a soft voice.
Elsewhere Sohyun rubbed the top of the Son's head. Sohyun did not want to lose Jonghyun like he lost Jinna. Five months had passed even though the wound was still scarred.
"Eomma, will never leave Jonghyun for a second. It won't." Sohyun.
Sohyun looked more possessive towards the Son. He died of his career and also annulled his marriage to Rowoon. The man was not angry when Sohyun said he did not want to get married.
Jonghyun hugged the body of the mother. Sohyun replied to him even tighter. Jonghyun lives with Sohyun in the Arpartment. He was just alone. If asked about Kai. The man disappeared as if in the swallow of the earth.
Sohyun always kept an eye on Jonghyun. Good at school and out of the house. If he did not see the face of the Son for one second, he would be like a madman looking for Jonghyun. Kim Jonghyun can talk. He knew that his sister had not been with the nanny.
There was no sentence on Jonghyun's lips saying longing for his sister in front of Sohyun. Choi Sulli, forbid Jonghyun to say Jinna said. So that Sohyun does not get worse.
Kai's family helps Sohyun look after Jonghyun. And also the mental development of Sohyun. Sohyun had a heavy expression after the departure of Jinna and Hong Bin. Kai's family doesn't know where the Son is. The company is led by Kim Jisoo. Kai's biological sister.
"Eomma will protect Jonghyun." Sohyun continued to repeat his words until he closed his eyes.
The woman fell asleep. At that moment Jonghyun's two eyes opened. He slowly stroked the mother's thin cheeks. He felt sorry to see Sohyun like this.
Jonghyun misses Appa and his sister. But what can make it happen should make Jonghyun swallow raw the word miss.
"Eom ! Jonghyun misses Jinna and Appa." Jonghyun said with tears.