I Love the Light
Reyna flash back

Reyna stepped inside her room. The girl completely lost her mood hearing the words after words that were thrown from the mouth of Dania, the woman who was her best friend from childhood.

Yes, after a bit of an argument with Dania, Reyna chose to go home. Though initially he wanted to go to the hospital where his mother worked which is also where he works at this time. The girl followed in the footsteps of her mother becoming a doctor.

Reyna flung her body onto the bed and then turned around, looking back at the ceiling of her room.

The shadow of the story of the past, how his relationship broke with Gilang which resulted in the man getting engaged to Dania immediately flashed back in his mind.

Flashbacks

Reyna and Gavin were joking at each other in the college park where they were studying. They studied at the same university, but different majors. Gavin faculty of business management while Reyna in the faculty of medicine.

The two of them have been in a relationship for the past two years without Dania's knowledge, because Reyna knows that Dania loves Gilang a long time ago. The closest people who knew of their relationship were Melinda, Omanya Gilang and Grizelle, the man's younger sister.

"Beb, where's Dania? why didn't I see him today? isn't he coming in?" reyna asked as soon as her laughter subsided, hearing Gilang's joke.

Glazed looks grunting. The remnants of the laughter that was still attached to his lips evaporated somewhere as soon as Reyna mentioned the name Dania.

"Ck, why the hell did you mention his name? it really broke my mood, you know," said the man, in an annoyed tone.

"No, I can't, Beb. We've been friends since we were kids, after all" Reyna said gently.

"I know, Beb. But I was sick of her selfish attitude, always forcing her will. I've said many times that I have no feelings for him at all, but he doesn't care and still disturbs my composure," Gilang pulled out his teasing.

Reyna sighed with a single blow. The woman did not deny Gilang's words, because in fact she was also careless with the attitude of Dania who always wanted to win by herself.

"Beb, how about we just tell him if we love each other and have been in a relationship with a dating status?"Gilang again gave his proposal which he had proposed many times to Reyna.

"Please don't, baby. I don't want anything to happen to Dania if she knows about our relationship" Reyna said with a clear face

The face that always makes Reyna melt.

"But when, Beb? I'm tired of hiding like this." Gilang rubbed his face violently.

"Propay ya! one day we'll find a way to tell her, for sure" Reyna said, trying to portray the man she loves.

The silence paused for a while between Gilang and Reyna. They were both busy with their own thoughts. Suddenly they were shocked, because the Gilang phone rang, a sign of a phone coming in.

"Hello, Om!" greet Gilang to the person who called who turned out to be Denis Dania's father.

"Sir Gilang, you please come to the hospital, Dania was trying to kill herself. Now he's calling your name" Denis said from the other end of the phone in a panicked tone.

"What's? trying to kill himself? how can?" pekik Gilang, really shocked. Even the man spontaneously stood up in shock.

"Yes, Son. Now you please come here. To your family's hospital," Denis asked from the other end.

Before confirming, Gilang exhaled his breath first. The man really looked heavy to meet Denis' wishes. However, considering that Denis is the friend of the papa, inevitably Gilang finally agreed.

"Who's going to kill himself, huh?" Reyna immediately asked, as soon as the woman saw Gilang put her phone back in her pants pocket.

"Dania. Denis said he tried to kill himself and has now been rushed to the hospital. I asked him to come there, Beb. He said that Dania had been calling my name, from now on" said Gilang with a frustrated face.

Reyna was silent for a while. Honestly his heart ached like a thousand needles when he heard Dania who called the name Gilang who incidentally his lover.

"What are you waiting for then? let's go to the hospital now!" Reyna stood up, smiling, trying to cover up her heartache.

"Are you okay?" Gilang squinted his forehead.

"I'm fine! the important thing now is that we have to look at Dania's condition. Come on!" Reyna pulled Gilang's hand and invited him to leave the place.

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Reyna walked first into the hospital, because Gilang is still looking for parking and plans to go to the toilet first after that following Reyna. After asking where Dania's room was being treated, the girl stepped towards the room mentioned by the receptionist earlier.

Reyna opened the door of the room and saw Dania lying weakly.

"Reyna, have you come, son? thank goodness! Um same auntie wants to come out for a while, can I take care of Dania for a second?" denis said Dania's father.

"Oh, you can do it, Om!" Reyna accepts Denis and Bella's request.

"Thank you, son! we're out for a minute!" Denis and Bella step outside after seeing Reyna nod her head.

Reyna went to the bed where Dania lay weak. The woman landed her body sitting on a chair near the bed.

"Dania, why are you doing this stupid thing anyway? what's the problem?" reyna asked as she looked at the loyal Dania with her eyes closed.

"My problem, Gilang and you," chirped Dania who turned out to just pretend she was still sleeping.

"Me and Gilang? ma-you mean?" reyna asked carefully and nervously.

"Ja-so you already know?" reyna said on the sidelines in shock.

"Yes, I know everything. I hate you Reyna! you really aren't a good friend," Dania started to look crying.

"I'm sorry! but I cannot deny my feelings for Gilang, nor can Gilang love me. We both love each other, Dania,"

"But you know that I love him a lot too. I loved her before you, Reyna. Imagine, starting small I cultivate this feeling, but with how much you rob it of me. In this case, I'd rather die, if I can't be with Gilang," Dania seemed to be releasing an infusion needle stuck in the back of her hand.

"Don't do that stupid thing, Dania!" prevent Reyna while restraining Dania's movements.

"Can't! I want to die now, "Dania's getting hysterical.

"Please don't do that! if you want me to let go of Gilang, I will!"

"really?" Dania suddenly calmed down.

"Yes. I'll let it go for you" Reyna concluded with a very painful feeling.

"Thank you! thank you, Reyna. I'm sure with my efforts, I will be able to make Gilang fall in love with me," said Dania smiling, satisfied.

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Gilang stepped closer to the room where Dania was being treated. But before he reached the room, suddenly there was a voice calling his name, so inevitably he stopped and turned to the direction of the sound.

"Eh, Um Denis, Aunt Bella. Why could it be here? it's not Dania being ...." Gilang pointed towards the room of Dania.

"Yes, Son. We had a little meal.So we left Dania to Reyna," said Denis.

"Oh, like that? well then, let's go in together, Om, Tan!" Gilang almost stepped back, but was immediately detained by Denis.

"Wait a minute, son! Om want to talk to you for a minute" Denis said with a face that is difficult to read.

The sudden feeling of disgust felt bad. Somehow, he felt that there would be something very important to say his papa friend, and definitely related to Dania.

"What's up, Om?" ask her with a racing heart.

"Look, Son. My daughter Dania seems to feel desperate, because she loves you so much, so she intends to commit suicide. If you can, Om begs you to be in a relationship with Dania,"

Gilang's throat seemed to be stuck so that the man felt difficulty to swallow his own saliva, when he heard Denis' request.

"But Om I'm actually already__"

" Om Denis is right, Lang. There's no harm in you, accepting Dania's love. He loves you sincerely" Reyna interrupted Gilang's words. The woman had apparently walked out of the room, and heard Denis' request of her father Dania.

Gilang's eyes grew and looked at Reyna with a questionable gaze.

"How can you say that? so what about __"

"We seem to need to talk for a while," Reyna again interrupted Gilang's speech. He did not want Gilang to tell their relationship in front of Dania's parents.

Reyna took Gilang away from Dania's parents, because she didn't want the two men to know what she was talking about.

"What did you mean?" ask Gilang without further ado.

"Sorry, Lang. I need to step back from our relationship. It's for Dania's sake" Reyna said with a soft tone and a sad look.

"I don't want to!" refuse to move firmly.

"I beg you, Lang. Dania needs you more. I don't want Dania to do anything stupid, to kill herself because she can't be with you. Dania already knows our relationship so she intends to end her own life. Pity Denis and Aunt Bella if they lose Dania. And one more thing, our relationship will certainly not be happy if until Dania died because of us. Until the rest of our lives, we will be haunted by guilt" Reyna said in a deeply broken statement.

Glazed, unmoved could say nothing more. Her feelings are very heavy to fulfill Reyna's request of the woman she loves.

"However I will not, Beb," again Gilang tried to refuse.

"I beg you, Lang! This time I'm really begging you. Otherwise, I won't want to see you again" Reyna said with a threat.

Gilang breathed heavily. "Well if that's what you want. I hope you won't regret it later" Gilang concluded as he stepped away from Reyna.

Sure enough, Dania was happy when she heard that Gilang would accept her love. Unmitigated, the girl immediately asked to be engaged to Gilang, to bind the man.Their engagement was held in a large scale and covered by the media.

Melinda and Grizelle were really angry and disagreed with the engagement. But they could not do anything because Gavin Gilang's father spoke up.

Yes, after Gilang wanted to accept Dania, Denis immediately went to Gavin and asked the man to match Gilang with Dania. Seeing Denis's face while pleading, Gavin could not resist and finally fulfilled Denis' request.

During the engagement, Reyna could only cry, staring at Gilang and Dania from afar. Luckily, there was Bayu Gilang's best friend who came to comfort him.

Flash back end