I Love the Light
Chapter 86

Time passes so fast. It has not been felt for two months since the fire that almost caused Light to lose his life. His parents' house, which was burned down at the time, has now been rebuilt, without changing shape.

What about Dania? the woman was sentenced a month ago and sentenced to five years in prison, a much lighter sentence than life sentence, and this is indeed because of the request of the Maheswara family who are still kind enough not to let Dania spend her life in prison.

The woman was sentenced to five years in prison, but the woman was not placed in prison but rather a mental hospital. Not because the woman was crazy, but because it seemed that the woman had quite a severe depression. Dania has repeatedly tried suicide attempts, but has always been thwarted. So, Denis felt that his daughter needed the help of a psychiatrist to cure her depression. And the psychiatrist who became Denis' choice was a young man who was already known to cure many people who had mild and severe depression. Dania wasn't put together with the crazy guys, but the woman had her own room, because indeed she wasn't crazy.

"How are you today, Dania?" the psychiatrist asked by tucking in a sweet smile that always faithfully accompanied the man.

"I've gotten a lot better, Doc," Dania replied to the psychiatrist's smile. This almost month-long smile is rarely or almost never seen on the woman's lips. The tone of speech Dania is also soft unlike before which is always ketus.

"Thank God! that means you have experienced a lot of development" said the psychiatrist named Sandi.

"And this is all thanks to you" said Dania without stripping off her smile.

"It's not because of me, but because of your intentions as well" Sandi said.

"Doctor Sandi, do you think I'm this annoying and mean?" asked Dania with a sad face back.

Password did not immediately reply, but simply smiled.

"Initially yes. But, a psychiatrist should be required to always be patient, so whatever your attitude, I consider it a challenge" replied Sandi in a soft tone. Sandi understands, to overcome the hard and selfish attitude Dania must be with gentleness.

"Emmm ... like that huh? do you think my actions deserve to be forgiven?"

"of course! everyone deserves a chance, including you. It all depends on you, whether you really still want to change the better or choose to be stuck with the hate you have in your heart," Password is silent for a moment to take a pause while breathing air to fill the cavity of his lungs whose oxygen stock is starting to thin.

"Dania, maybe in the early days of your change, it will be hard to be accepted or trusted by people you have hurt because you have lied to them, but I suggest that you not be too sad about it, but try to keep showing your changes in real action. I'm sure as time goes by, they'll be able to forgive you" Sandi continued.

"Amen! thank you yes!" dania said with a sincere smile. A smile that could again divert the memory of Sandi to his late wife.

Yes, Sandi is a widower who has a 4-year-old daughter.his wife died while giving birth to their first daughter due to hypertension. During the four years of his graduation, Sandi had absolutely no intention to replace his wife with another woman, because he loved his late wife very much. However, the past two weeks, there has been a strange feeling that is difficult for the man to explain, once he sees Dania. Especially when he had seen the gentle treatment of Dania when bringing her daughter to meet the woman. Sandi saw, clearly if it turns out that her daughter was so missed by the figure of the mother in her life. However, Sandi did not want to be rash because she felt that her feelings were still gray and on the other hand, the man also knew the reason why Dania could be like this, like this, that's just because the woman's love claps one hand.

"Doctor Sandi, it seems I don't need to be in this RSJ anymore. I have to go back to prison, to finish the rest of my sentence," Dania suddenly said, making the man feel like he was pinching, feeling not ready to part with the woman in front of him.

"Can't you stay here? or can't you ask the Maheswara family to ease your punishment?" ask Sandi expectantly.

"It can't be like that, Dok. I have to serve my sentence until it is over. Now, I'm more prepared and sincere in living it" replied Dania, smiling sincerely.

Sandi was stunned not knowing what else to say. If he still wants to hold the woman, in order to stay in this RSJ, he is confused to give a reason if the woman later asks why.

"Sir, Dania is there to meet you," suddenly a nurse appeared and immediately bowed in front of the doctor Sandi.

"Who,Sus?" Dania scrunched her forehead.

"Both of us, brother Dania!" not that the nurse replied but instead the face of Light that appeared together with Gilang. Light with his sweet smile, Gilang with his sour face. Because honestly the man was very heavy to visit Dania, but for the sake of the Light who constantly whined to meet Dania, Gilang was forced to finally agree.

"Dania, it looks like I need to get out first, because there's still work waiting for me. Remember, you must try to neutralize the emotions of your soul!" Dania nodded her head, assenting. Before Sandi actually came out of the room, the man also did not forget to ask permission also on Light and Gilang.

"Why did you two come here? do you want to laugh at me?" asked Dania with her eyebrows linked.

"Of course not, brother. I really just want to see the condition of brother," said Light without stripping off his smile.

Dania took her breath. The sense of regret is even greater seeing the Light that is still good to him, when what he did first, is really very evil. The tail of the woman's eyes then glanced towards Gilang. Again there was a puff of breath from the woman's mouth, looking at the flat look on Gilang's face. From the expression that Gilang showed, Dania could conclude that the man still hated him.

"As you can see, I'm fine, Light," Dania replied as she glanced towards the already bloated belly of Light.

"How, womb? is it okay?" dania asked with a hand that was about to touch the belly of Light. But before she managed to touch the woman's stomach, Gilang quickly pulled Light's body towards her.

"Mas Gilang!" reprimand the Light with eyes that glare sharply.

"It's okay, Light! I'm not hurt at all. Maybe she's still afraid that I'm trying to hurt you and your baby again" Dania smiled despite the pain she felt in her heart.

"of course! who knows, if your attitude is genuine or fake like before," Gilang opened his voice in a very cynical tone.

"Mas Gilang! didn't you promise not to talk about this anymore? try to think positively," reprimanded Light with a dislike gaze.

"Udahlah, Light. You don't force it." Dania interrupted the Light's speech. "Oh yeah, let you come here, from the deepest heart, I'm really sorry for you. Maybe my mistake has been very big and difficult to forgive, but there is no harm if I still hope sorry from you guys?" dania said, which sounded very sincere.

"Sister, before you apologize, I've forgiven you. I hope that one day you can be a better person,"

"Have you finished talking? when we're done, we'll go home now!" Unlock the sound without looking at Dania.

"Wait a minute, Mas!" pinta Light.

"Sister Dania, here's some food for Brother. Eaten ya!" The light handed over a package of food to Dania's hand.

"Thank you, yeah! oh yeah, what about Reyna? is she okay?" asked Dania who now felt like she missed her little friend.

"Ka Reyna is fine. This Saturday, she is getting married to Kak Randi. Maybe if he's not busy anymore, he'll visit Brother,"

Dania bit her lip feeling sad again, when she certainly would not be able to attend the wedding of her best friend. However, again the woman tried to brush off her sadness.

"Thank God he's getting married. Give her my regards. I hope everything goes well,"

Tbc

Just so you know, some wonder why a psychiatrist is called a doctor. Psychiatrists and psychologists are different, even though they are both experts in the mental sciences. Psychiatrists are doctors, whereas psychologists are not doctors. Psychiatry is a medical science that focuses on mental health, while psychology is a non-medical science that studies a person's behavior and feelings. Despite the different backgrounds, the two complement each other. One more thing, maybe someone will ask why Dania was put in the RSJ when she was not crazy? many conclude that mental hospitals are only for people who experience mental disorders or crazy. Actually no! The function of the RSJ is not just based there. Here is not only for people with severe mental disorders but also for other treatments related to psychology and medicine. Thank you ⁇