I Love the Light
I'm willing

The light has not been drowsy at all, the woman decided to watch a Korean drama that is popular now. Meanwhile, Gilang was still inside the bathroom.

"What are you doing? why haven't you slept?" reprimand Gilang who turned out to have come out of the bathroom and stepped toward the Light.

"I'm not sleepy, Mom. So I want to watch for a while, wait sleepy," said Light while looking at the screen on his phone.

"Why are you watching on your phone? what's the use of TV?" Gilang pointed towards the big TV in front of their bed.

"Yes, on my phone I can use earphones, if the TV is not. Later if you sleep can be disturbed because of the sound of the TV," replied Light, straightforward.

"No pa-pa, I'm also sleepy because of it. We watch it together," said Gilang as he grabbed the TV remote and turned it on.

"But,Mas. Don't you like watching Korean dramas?" light feels bad.

"No Pa-pa once in a while. Now you tell me, Chanel you're watching" Light mentioned a Chanel that presents many romantic dramas, both from Korea, China and Thailand.

Gilang got on the bed and sat down leaning beside the Light. The man's face was looking solemn while watching as if he liked it too.

Not long after, Gilang and Light's countenance suddenly flushed red looking at the romantic scene on the screen where the man kissed the female lead a little fiercely.

"Haish, why should this scene now be aired? how'this?" inner Light, while biting his lower lip.

"Damn! this is the same as begging me," Gilang also monologued in his heart. But the man acted as if he was not affected by the kiss scene in front of him.

"Why is it old? please please change the situation dong," Light pleaded inwardly.

The light heaved a sigh of relief, as well as Gilang once the scene had changed. But change the scene actually makes Gilang face pale and like shivering. How not, the scene he saw was where there was a great fire and the sound of fire sirens sounded. It certainly made him remember the events of the past, which traumatized him until now.

Meanwhile, Light had not noticed the change in Gilang at all. The woman actually really liked the situation she was watching right now, because then she could immediately imagine how great her papa was.

"Mas, tell me why?"queried. The light is so aware of the change of Gilang.

Gilang did not answer, instead the man looked more pale.

"Mas, what the hell are you doing?" The light is panicking.

Gilang pointed towards the TV with a trembling hand and Light twitched his forehead, puzzled.

"What's on TV? did you see any ghosts standing there?" tanya Light with a face look that turned frightened as well.

"Bu-not! but the fire" said Gilang as he closed his eyes.

The light shut off the television and grabbed Gilang's head to his chest. The woman stroked Gilang's head, intending to appease her husband.

"Quiet yes, Mas. No need to fear, it's only on TV, not real," said Light gently.

"Mas, why are you afraid of fire? what, you've experienced it?" ask for the light again.

Gilang did not reply at all, as instead he was holding his breath now as his face was right on the two chewy objects hanging on the chest of Light.

"Haish, why does my face have to land on this place anyway? it's the same as killing me." Silang grumbled in the heart. The shadow of the incident this afternoon when he saw Light change clothes, instantly flashed back in his head so that something down there began to wake up.

"Campus! where Otong had started to wake up again," Gilang cursed his fate.

"Mas, why are you quiet? you're still scared, aren't you?" The light pressed Gilang's face against his chest.

"Much more and more I am," cried Gilang in the heart.

"Is this hard?" inner Light because it suddenly felt that there was a hard object touching its thigh.

"Gee! What's that?" shouts of Light as he closes his eyes and points towards Gilang's bulging shorts.

"He wakes up, and he wakes you up" Gilang said, scratching his non-itchy head.

"Waken? I will calm you down" replied the Light with his hands still closing his eyes.

"Yes, the upper one is calm, but the lower one wakes up. Who told me to make my face, into your chest. It's natural as a normal man, that's waking up," said Gilang, not to blame.

"Then, please put Mas to bed again," said Light with flushed cheeks.

"You think it's easy to put him to bed? the only way for him to sleep is yes, you have to put him to bed" Gilang said ambiguously.

"A-i? how-to? do I have to elus-elus like putting a child to sleep?" ask the Light innocently.

Gilang clucked, saw the face of Light. He was confused his wife was indeed innocent or pretended to be innocent. The adult is like this, I don't know.

"If your way is like that, he certainly will not sleep, but even more awake," said Gilang who increasingly feels ambiguous in the ear of Light. Because what he knew and always did in the parlour first, always stroking the heads of his sisters when he put them to sleep.

"So how's it going, Mas?" tanya Light finally makes Gilang feel confident that the wife is innocent.

"Yes, we have to do what a married couple should do, then later he will sleep alone" said Gilang very carefully.

"Me-do that thing?" murmured Light was nervous because she knew which way her husband was talking.

"Yes. Are you not ready to do it with me?" ask Gilang.

The light did not answer. The woman's heart was instantly beating fast, twice that of a normal heartbeat. The woman was confused as to what to answer.

"Yes, if you don't want to, I won't force you" Gilang said, seeing the silent Light.

"Well, if that's the case, I'm going to go to the bathroom first" Gilang almost got out of bed, but stopped when Light's hand held him.

"Emm, is Mas Gilang ready?" ask the light in a very slow voice.

Gilang smiled thinly, because he felt the Light had begun to give a signal, would be willing.

The man, turned around and looked towards the lowered Light while biting his lips.

"Why are you asking back? you should have known the answer. I asked like that, a sign that I was ready," said Gilang softly.

"But, we both ...."The light hangs his words.

"What are we both?" Gilang twitched his forehead.

"It's okay, Mas." said Light, choosing not to continue his speech. At first, he said that the two of them did not love each other. He was eager to have a husband and wife relationship out of love not because of naf*su.

Gilang sighed because he saw the face of Light who still seemed reluctant to do that with him.

"You sleep! later I will catch up with you," Gilang again moved to get off the bed. But the Light held her husband's body.

"Alright, Mas I'm willing." said Light in a very slow tone of voice, because if you think about it anyway they both have become husband and wife.

Tbc