I Love the Light
Did I love you already?

The light wiped his tears and turned towards Gilang who also seemed to be doing the same thing. Suddenly, for some reason there is a fear and desire Tahuan so great will how the man who has become her husband now.

"It seems like Gilang is getting harder to forget Reyna's sister. This turns out to be what makes Reyna's sister so special to Gilang, "inner Light with a chest that feels tight.

At the same time, Gilang also turned his head towards the Light. Their gazes for a moment locked.

"Why do you see me like that?" asked Gilang with a frown.

"Sir Reyna is good, Mas." Instead of answering Gilang's question, the woman revealed what was on her mind.

Before replying, Gilang sighed first. The man's gaze now turned to look forward, not to the Light anymore.

"Yes, he's really good. Because it's too good that he is often used by Dania," replied Gilang without turning to the Light.

Gilang's answer and how the man's gaze now, makes Light more convinced that the name Reyna is still attached to the heart of her husband. The light suddenly shifted his gaze in another direction while touching his chest that felt tight.

"Yes, God, why does it feel like this hurt? am I really in love with Gilang? is this how it feels when we know that the person we love loves loves another woman?" light in his heart.

"Now I know, the reason why, Mas can love her," Light said softly as he held back his tears from coming out.

Disappointed, silent a thousand languages. The man did not agree nor did he argue.

"Easy! now you better rest first. You may be very tired of what happened today. I want to go downstairs to see my mom and dad" said Gilang as he climbed out of bed and stepped outside, despite not hearing the Light say yes.

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Gilang came down from above and saw that in the living room his large family had gathered. There's Oma and her opa and her mom and dad. It seemed like the four people were also talking about what had just happened. From the fourth face no longer looks tension like this afternoon.

"Lho, Gilang why did you come down, Son? Which light? why don't you accompany her?" ask Jelita in a row.

"He's asleep, so I'm down." replied Gilang, lying. Though he came down because he was confused to respond to the words of Light. The man was afraid that Light would suddenly ask him how he felt now, whether he still loved Reyna or if he loved his wife.

"Oh, it's good that he's asleep. Maybe he was too tired and stressed because of the chaos that just happened," Gavin opened his voice.

"Yes, Pa." replied Gilang with a faint smile.

"Lang, did you call Reyna and say thank you? after all he had already helped settle this mess," Oma Melinda opened her voice.

"Emm, not yet Oma. I'll call him later,"

"I called her, Ma," Jelita opened her voice.

"Yes, mom too. But, besides us Gilang and Light must also thank him?"

"Yes, Oma. I'll really call him. Coincidentally my phone is also on top," Gilang chimed in his omens.

"Reyna's a good girl, so Oma wanted her to be the daughter-in-law of this house so badly, but anyway, maybe Reyna wasn't meant to be with you," melinda said accompanied by a sigh that is quite heavy.

Without them realizing it, the real Light caught up with the husband to come down, hearing Oma Melinda's words. Without waiting for the continuation of the old woman's words, Light immediately rose back up with a feeling of sadness, because it felt never expected.

"But, you marrying Light is not bad at all, because Oma knows that she is a good woman. Oma also cannot lie to the heart of Oma who also feels happy when you decide to marry her instead of the cunning woman," continued Oma Melinda again.

Missed not answering at all. The man's mind was now out of nowhere.

"Lang, what are you thinking, son? it seems like you are not focusing on hearing what we are talking about," asked Gavin with a furrowed eyebrow.

"Emm, ti-no Pa! I'm focused, said Gilang, nervous.

"Now you want to ask and you have to answer honestly, do you love the Light or do you still love Reyna?" Gilang's throat was immediately blocked to swallow his own saliva was difficult, because the question that Gilang avoided from the Light, now ejected from his papa's mouth.

"why do you ask like that?" Refresh to ask.

"Is it wrong for you to ask this?" asked Gavin again, and Gilang immediately shook his head.

Gilang scratched his head that was not itchy, feeling embarrassed to answer.

"Why didn't you answer? haven't you? mama sure it must have been. Because this morning you two can both be late and __"

"Yes, it's Ma!" sambar Gilang quickly before his mother continued.

"How do you feel when you do that?" gavin asked.

"Ah, what are you guys doing? why do you ask such a thing in front of parents like us? then I'd better get out of here" Melinda said as she stood up and left.

"Haish, your mama is yes, really conservative and still cramped," Ganendra opened his voice.

"Hey, I can still hear it from here, old man!" melinda's series is still going not too far.

"Two bangka, cried old bangka. You don't know yourself!" Ganendra grumbled as he stood up to his wife.

The three people who were in the room, laughed at the old couple's absurd behavior.

"How about Gilang, you haven't answered papa's question. Do you love the light?" Gavin repeated his question after his laughter subsided

"Haish, why ask again?" batin Gilang, upset.

"Why don't you answer?" Gavin reopens the sound.

"I don't know, Pa. I'm still confused" Gilang replied, honestly.

Gavin smiled faintly at the answer his son had actually expected from the start.

"Why should I be confused, Lang. If you think you love the Light, you just haven't noticed it yet,"

"Why can you, Papa think like that?" gilang eyebrows linked, curious.

"When Dania caught the Light in your room, you were so panicked and afraid that anything would happen to her. That's one example, Lang," explains Gavin.

"Is it wrong to worry about your own wife?" Gilang felt that the reasons given by his father were less logical.

"Not wrong. But it is your excessive worries that make me draw the conclusion that you already love your wife. One more thing, to find out how you feel about the Light, now try to imagine if the Light with another man, such as the lecturer, are you upset and angry or ordinary? if you are upset and very angry, then you love him. Now imagine that Reyna with another man who loves her, if you feel jealous and angry, then you still love Reyna."

Gilang fell silent and tried to do as his papa Gavin asked. When the man imagined the Light with Randi, Gilang's heart suddenly felt hot, and he hated the thought itself. However, when she imagined Reyna with another man, Gilang smiled and felt happy with what she was thinking now.

"Easy! now think carefully about what Papa said. Me and your mama went into the room first" Gavin stood up and grabbed Jelita's hand. The couple, swinging their legs, left Gilang alone.

After pondering for some time, Gilang finally decided to go back up into the room.

Meanwhile, Light repeatedly wiped his tears, so remember the words of the oma Melinda who really wanted Reyna to be his wife Gilang.

"Sir Reyna deserves it for Gilang. Besides being beautiful, she was also very kind" the woman whispered inwardly.

The sound of the door that someone opened immediately made Light close his eyes, pretending to sleep, because he was sure that the new one who entered was Gilang her husband.

The bed moved as Gilang climbed onto the bed. Heart Light immediately felt like running out of a marathon, along with the closer the husband was behind him.

"You're asleep, Aya?" ask Gilang while looking at the Light whose eyes have been closed. The man sighed, seeing that his wife was already asleep.

"Yes, said papa and mama, I already love you, but it's just that I haven't noticed. Do you really think that's the case?" asked Gilang while looking at his wife's innocent face.

"But, honestly Aya. I am still confused whether I love you or not. But one thing is certain, if now I am afraid of losing you," continued Gilang back while pulling Light's body into his chest. Then the man hugged the Light tightly, making the Light warm up instantly.

Tbc