
"Rich..." Mama looked at him suspiciously.
Raya like the accused, suspected Mama, even though she felt she had done nothing wrong.
Raya raised her left eyebrow while advancing her cute sweet lips.
"Mama wants you not to lie to your heart. Be honest with the circumstances and not have to pretend not to know." The advice of Mama this time really made Raya confused. Why did Mama say something beyond reason. I don't know what makes Mama say like that, whether Raya dreams or says things under the consciousness of the Kingdom, so Mama says it.
"What does Mama mean? I don't understand at all???" The confusion is completely confused, millions are confused. If he were a psychic, there might not have been any need for that.
"Mama knows you love Angkasa, but Mama doesn't want you to be hurt because almost every day you interact with her. Moreover, you often see them making out. You'd better avoid them if they're alone or look for activities without them." Obviously Mama.
Mama always knows everything about Raya, Raya's feelings and Raya's problems. Raya has never told this to Mama. Raya is jolly but she is a little closed with love. Because for him it's not important. But another thing for Mama, Mama always attach importance to it, because Mama is afraid of the heartache.
"You mean, Mama, I have to find activities without them, that means I'm off the volunteer team?" Raya is worried about that, why Mama gave such a decision, it does not have to be like that also mah times. Inner Kingdom.
"Yes, that's what Mama meant. You better get off that team. And look for other activities, so you won't see them every day. At least your heart is healed, baby. Mama doesn't want you to keep going like this. Enough to have enough." Mama hugged Raya, rubbing Raya's back gently and lovingly.
"It's okay Ma. I'm strong enough to be strong enough, Ma." Lirih Raya's.
Mama let go of her embrace and held onto both of Raya's shoulders and shook her, as if making her realize from her long daydream.
"No, you're not that strong. Mama knows you're a weak Mama's girl. That's why I want you to stay away from them, get out of Mr. Jefry's volunteer team." Firmly Mama and increasingly convince Raya not to follow the activity again.
He was silent and could not say anything. And realizing, it was true what Mama said, I wasn't that strong, I was weak, and my heart hurt. But I hid this pain. And I don't know why Mama found out, did I ever show a strange attitude when they were both, and Mama saw my strange attitude? Inner Kingdom and instantly Mama surprised him.
"Tomorrow for Mama to say the same Space, if you rest first in the volunteer team." Mama just left, without thinking about the feelings of Raya at this time who was mixed.
Raya really doesn't believe this. Why is Mama so hard. Raya has to finish it before Mama says it with Angkasa. The Kingdom must meet with Space immediately.
"Can we meet tonight? I have something to say." Raya carefully initiates a conversation on mobile with Space.
Angkasa assented the invitation of Raya with curiosity, okay later I will go to the restaurant as you pick you up. Sound of numbers behind cellular.
"Okay, I'll wait." And soon ended that conversation. With his anxiety, I don't know what to talk about tonight. Whether to be honest with his feelings or whether he immediately stopped being a volunteer team. Why stop, is not it the thing that Raya likes the most, helping people who need it. This makes Raya a giddy seven-rounder, wanting to run away from this problem, but this must be resolved before Mama gets ahead. Raya does not want the two people she loves to misunderstand and later there will be problems.
The Kingdom of sitting pensively has almost 30 minutes waiting for the arrival of Space. Every minute Raya sees the clock in her left hand, she occasionally sees the phone and taps her fingers on her desk. Until the coffee he drank was just two more sips. Because the clock has shown at 22:00 it is time to close. Raya also came out of her study. He looked around his workplace. His subordinates were cleaning the tables and chairs and other places were cleaned.
Raya cleared her throat and left without greeting her subordinates. They already knew that his manager like that must be a problem. One of the waiters at the restaurant approached Raya.
"Sorry Mom, it was about 20:00 when a little boy handed me this letter. He said to have it handed over later when the clock has shown at 22:00". The waiter thrust out the letter and it passed away because he had to immediately clean up his workplace.
He was a little confused, with the letter. And what does the person mean to give his letter should be ten at night. Raya passed go out and sit at the table outside. He slowly opened the envelope and read the contents of the letter. He read slowly with a serious face.
For Raya,
Which always has my mind
The previous Kingdom I apologized because only through this letter can I express my heart. I don't know since when I felt this feeling, whether it was from first sight or maybe because we met so often.
I am indeed a bad man and far from what you want, even though you often pay attention to me with your cynical gaze towards me. But somehow with your cynical attitude like that, I like you instead. And this feeling is eager to have it all.
Could it be that you have the same feeling? Because I know that deep down you like me the most.
If you'd like, I'll wait for you in the morning before you go to work in the park near your house.
Greetings, the man who adores you
Bram Prakoso
Raya immediately goosebumps and tears the letter, then dumped it in the trash. Raya also passed to the motor belonging to the restaurant where he worked. Today Raya deliberately did not bring her car, because Angkasa intends to pick her up. But unfortunately Angkasa forgot his promise. And fortunately at work there are several motors available for delivery order vehicles.
Bram is crazy, and not sane. He meant what a letter was like. I am interested in his invitation. Amit.... Don't let me like it. Inner Kingdom while turning on the motor.
Raya also launched her motorbike, and spoke in her heart wondering about Angkasa, why not come, not even giving news.
Space why you made me wait, and wonder, why didn't you tell me. Maybe I, as your best friend, was expecting you too much. Here's answer. From tomorrow I'll quit that team. Yes it should. Because with that, I definitely don't see you often. Little by little, I will forget you. Inwardly
Raya riding his bike at a speed of almost 60km/h, maybe because the time is already night once.
Suddenly there was something in front of him, which made Raya startled and suddenly pulled the brake behind her
Czechiii........ The sound of the brakes is loud. And his eyes were bolted to see the Space Motor lying in front of his eyes. And the man's body fits near his motor.
The Kingdom immediately descended, and approached him. Wake up the guy he liked a long time ago. Yet there was no blood, the Kingdom raised its Space head, awakening it slowly with its fear. The space began to wake up, his best friend looked at him, and he smiled sweetly. It was a shock why Angkasa was smiling so sweetly. Angkasa also said an apology while pinching the tiny nose of Kingdom.
"Sorry..." Light up the sky with a sweet smile.
"Sorry for what? You're in an accident like this. Why can you be like this? What's going on?" Question Raya bertubi-tubi. The space is still lying down, and his head is placed on the p*a Kingdom. Both of her hands held the pretty sweet face of Raya and Raya's eyes faded in shock.
"Sorry buddy, I forgot. I remember coming straight here, but I just slipped, but I'm fine. I'm standing up, yeah". Space immediately stood up, involved him that he was okay. Laughing, as if it were a joke. But it was very dangerous for him.
"What's funny, you accident like this instead laugh, I'm surprised to see you lying in the middle of the road like this. I thought you were hurt bad. Never mind, it's night". He also switched to his motor.
Space then pulled the right hand of the highway, and said something that made the Kingdom feel struck by lightning.
"You like me? I mean you love me, Raya?" Ask the clarified Space. Raya turned her body and let go of Angkasa's hand.
"What do you mean, talking like that? I want to talk to you, not the heart. But about the volunteer team. Don't make jokes. It's not funny to know". Obviously Rayam and passed back to his bike.
"I know, Raya. You love me, you love me, even you love me. But why Raya, why do you feel it when my heart is already Dwi? Why Raya? And I know you'll be off the team. It's not that easy as Raya". Space explained. And walk near the Kingdom.
Raya does not believe this, why Angkasa can get to know, did Mama say it?
"No, that's not true at all. Space I cape. Next time we talk about the team. And that feeling is not true". Raya got on the bike and started the engine.
Space held the motor, and looked at the two eyes of the Kingdom, nearing its face. Dibelanya Raya hair and hugged Raya tightly. Angkasa just wants to prove whether Raya really loves him or not. If you love her, Raya will return her embrace. Raya immediately fell silent and felt the warmth of the embrace, unconsciously reply to Angkasa's embrace. Angkasa dissolved into reply hugs Raya, and she also touched the neck of Kingdom, grasped the hair that blocked her neck and let her sweet lips kiss. Raya eyes pattern full color. Raya spontaneously took off the embrace, and removed Angkas' hands from his hair and neck. Unknowingly the Kingdom slapped hard Space.
"You're outrageous, I'm not that generous". Shouted with her teary eyes. He never expected that Space would be that determined. The man he had always considered good, turned out to be just like the others. Who would only take advantage of the woman who admired him even loved him.
"I just want to know if you really love me? If it's true you'll return my kiss earlier". Space is without doubt.
"Never see me again! From now on I'm off the DarmaLucky volunteer team". The power immediately turned on the motor again. And he passed away leaving Angkasa with his heart that was disappointed in the attitude of Angkasa to him.
He never thought that Space would do that. The man he admired, loved and cherished had lowered his self-esteem and left him disappointed and hurt. This was the first time she had been treated so badly, by her first love.
The swift tears soaked Raya's cheeks, along the road she was unceasingly crying, not wanting her to see the man again. The man who had let her down, wished it was the last time he saw the man. Raya immediately wiped her tears, not wanting Mama and her Papa also brothers to see her sadness.
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