I'm In Your Eyes
Chapter 3

The blanket still covered Raya, her eyes were still closed, lazy to wake up and welcome the cold of the morning.

"Raya, wakeup...! you're not going to work?" Hari Raya's brother who loves Raya the most, even though Raya has grown up Hari always spoils Raya, as if Raya is still a child.

Raya began to open her eyes slowly, she saw Kak Hari sitting beside Raya while giving a morning smile to Raya.

"Still sleepy brother". Raya is lazy to wake up, maybe better sleep again than having to meet people who do not want her to meet. Perhaps with that, Raya could dodge them.

"Start this lazy work. What's the matter my dear sister, try the same story brother. It seems there's a problem...." Guess Kak Hari, while opening the blanket Raya. He saw, Raya was still wearing work clothes yesterday, maybe because she came home at 11 pm (until home) and was sleepy, so Raya did not have time to change her clothes. Hari shook her head.

"Today I want permission, brother, please call the restaurant if I get sick. Just tell me I'm sleeping 'cause I just took some medicine." Sahut Raya, while pulling the blanket again.

Kak Hari picked up her phone first, and sought her contact resto Raya. Without thinking long Hari called the resto and asked for sick permission for Raya. After calling the restaurant, Hari met Raya again, and asked Raya to tell her what had happened. He just smiled, and lied.

"What's the problem? Until you get home from work late at night?" Ask Kak Hari while holding Raya's forehead and tidying Raya's hair.

"No brother, I'm just tired, cape and lazy. Maybe because yesterday I did a lot of work, brother, until I came home late. And now I need a break. Brother take it easy, if there is a problem, brother the first person who knows my problem". explained Raya lying. That's all Raya can explain at this time, because if the real story, Kak Hari must immediately search for Space, and beat him. Because Raya knew that Kak Hari would not stay silent, she would act if she knew that her sister was abused last night. And Raya does not want her brother to beat Angkasa, the man she loves, despite having hurt and disappointed Raya, Raya does not want to make Angkasa battered.

"alright. For now, brother will choose to be quiet and not interfere. But if brother knows the truth, brother will not stay silent." Hari kissed Raya's forehead with her sincere affection.

She smiled sweetly, and went back to sleep. Day came out of the room with curiosity.

Switch to Bram who has been waiting for a long time Raya in the park near Raya's house. Bram's been waiting for Raya an hour there. Until Bram paced back and forth, back and forth, like an iron, and he saw a watch on his left arm. Bram was a little disappointed because Raya chose not to come to him. But because of the curiosity Bram also tried to come to his house, Raya might be late to work, and still be at his house. Seen from far away, the car is being washed by Kak Hari. Kak Hari plans this afternoon to use the Raya car, because it looks a little dirty so Hari washed it first.

without thinking long Bram walked closer to the front of the house Raya, and he also approached Kak Hari.

"Excuse me, sorry bang. Is Raya home?" ask Bram politely and show him his sweet smile.

Kak Hari looked at Bram and watched him from top to bottom and up again. Just this time Kak Hari saw a man as handsome and as tall as Bram and his body was stocky. Never did Raya take this foreign man to her house.Kak Hari knows only Angkasa who play here with friends work Raya. Who is this guy? I just saw it this time. Batin Kak Hari's.

"There was. And you who? What business is it looking for my sister?" ask Kak Hari berantak. He looked at Bram suspiciously.

Bram sighed, oooo this is her brother Raya, I must take this person's heart. His inner self and Bram instantly introduced himself and extended his hand with a sweet smile that was as bright as a blossoming flower.

"Include bang, I am Bram his friend Raya, I have known Raya for a long time, maybe about 2 years we know each other. I am also the owner of the famous coffee shop in the center. Maybe you know that coffee shop. And I came here to pick Raya up to go to her workplace. Who knows Raya is interested and her family certainly allows it too." explained Bram and still her sweet smile. Kak Hari returned Bram's hand, without having to suspect him again.

"Oooo. yes I know. So. . Your destination here is to pick up Raya. And it's a pity, Raya can't come with you. Maybe next time." Kak Hari refused it quite politely. Bram thought his brother might not know him yet, and would not allow Raya to go with him.

"Why bang? do I look like a bad guy?" bram asked while tidying up his clothes which showed his burly muscles.

"Not because of that. It's just, my sister is sick, so she needs a day or two of rest, or maybe three days" explained Kak Hari.

Bram nodded and understood why Raya had not come to the place where she had invited him to meet. This is quite clear and should not be disappointed, even this is the time to show a man's care and attention to his women.

"It hurts!? What pain is he bang? can I go see him? but I want to go out first, it's not good if you don't bring a hand." said Bram with a little surprise.

"Cappiness. It is better not to look, because for today he needs enough rest. Maybe tomorrow." denial courtesy of Hari is top. Bram agrees and he leaves from there.

"Well bang, I say go home first, tomorrow I come again. Thank you." he said and immediately rushed away.

Kak Hari continued to wash the car Raya who stayed a little more.

Turning to Raya who was sleeping on her soft mattress, and playing her mobile phone, she saw some missed calls from Angkasa and Bram. Two people he now hates. And there are also some WhatsApp messages from Angkasa and Bram. Lazy to open it. But it must be read so that Raya knows why Angkasa did things that he did not want last night. If Bram would ask why he didn't come.

He saw one message from Space. Mata Raya fiddled and felt like she could not believe the reason.

Sorry Raya, I really didn't expect to do such a thing to you. I don't know why I could be like that just like you. Maybe because I was surprised to find out that you liked me even before I knew Dwi and long before that.

Raya, if you know, I feel the same way. But I dare not express my heart, for I fear that you will reject me, for we are bound by the rope of friendship. When we first met again I was fascinated to see you grow up, I fell in love with you. But you look ordinary to me. Sorry I didn't dare to say it. But honestly until now I still love you and love you more than friends.

And about Dwi, I just admire her, nothing more. And at first I thought I was trying to date Dwi just to forget about my race as you, but it was Kingdom's fault. This feeling is getting stronger. And I can't stand it anymore.

Raya maybe after last night, you hated me. I'm fine and I'm ready to accept your treatment to hate me and stay away from me. But please Raya just this once give me a one-time chance to restore your trust in me. I promise I won't repeat the mistake a second time.

And one more thing, I will end my relationship with Dwi. But give me time to end it.

Sorry.sorry..sorry... Raya

Raya slammed her cell phone into the sofa near her bed. And cursing his sense of regret. Why God, why is it like this. She cried again and covered herself with a blanket.

Before long Kak Hari came, and to Raya's surprise, Raya rushed to wipe her tears and pretended to be sound asleep.

"Still sleeping. Raya...." Kak Hari woke Raya.

Raya was surprised to really not believe that Bram was that determined, he came here? very determined, child.

"Bram?" raya's eyes were bulging, and Raya immediately sat down. Kak Hari did not expect Raya's reaction would be that surprising.

"Yes. Let's not say he's the guy who's been making you nervous. Maybe last night you were with him and you had a problem?" Ask Kak Hari suspiciously.

"That's it, no, not him." Keceplosan. She also has to be honest with her brother.

"It's true, last night you had a problem, it's not a matter of sickness. But this is about this heart" Kak Hari pointed to his own heart.

"Who is that guy. And what's your problem with him? Did he hurt you more than you think?" asked Kak Hari and Raya looked down and confused, Raya is not a sister who likes to complain, but Kak Hari is the one who always forces Raya to tell stories. If Raya doesn't tell you the story, Kak Hari likes to figure out the problem point himself.

Raya is silent a thousand languages, for now she does not want Kak Hari to know it. Because Kak Hari and Angkasa are like sisters, they also often play and hang out together.

"Ok, if you don't want to tell a story. If you are ready, Kak Hari will be faithful to listen and give you a solution. Just rest and don't forget, this is breakfast eaten, and spend." explained Kak Hari while rubbing the hair raya.

"Oh yes, this afternoon I borrowed the car first yes.later brother came home late at night instead. Brother has a seminar. Later brother buy something for sister's prettiest brother." Sahut kak Hari while pinching the sweet cheeks of Raya cute.

"Sick to know brother ..." He rubbed his painful cheek. But that's Kak Hari, always make Raya like a little sister, even though Raya's age is 23th and that age has not yet had a boyfriend. Not even thinking about dating. While Kak Hari is engaged, and in a few months will propose her fiance. Raya and Kak Hari are 5 years old. Therefore, Hari felt Raya as a child.

Kak Hari also went out of Raya's room. Then Raya stood up and took her cellphone that she slammed earlier. Looking back at the WhatsApp message, he clicked the message from Bram. Sure enough Bram was just asking why he didn't come. It was very sad that Raya answered a message from Bram.

Why God, why should they. Why it should happen at the same time. What should I do God? Shouted in his mind as he shed his tears.

Turning to the pensive Space in his backyard. He did not think that the events of last night would make him hated by the Kingdom of women who had been close to him and who loved him as well as those he loved. He saw that WhatsApp he sent to Raya was only read, not a few words Raya replied to his message. He realized that Raya would not return the message, but at least he tried to explain everything.

Angkasa feels guilty and sinful already tarnishing his friendship with Raya, he also feels the most stupid creature that does not think ahead. Perhaps because his already unstoppable lust held back that feeling.

I'm not supposed to do that, I'm the dumbest of stupid creatures, I'm wrong I'm totally wrong. Sorry Raya. Excuse me.... Shouting his inner self, Angkasa cried over his mistake, he slapped his cheek.

Switch to Mama Raya. After exercising, Mama Raya saw the work shoes Raya still on the shoe rack. Mama Raya did not know that Raya did not go to work. Also from last night he had not met his daughter. And even in the morning he had gone to exercise with his neighbor (Mama Dwi).

Mama Raya went to Raya's room, opened the door to Raya's room, saw her son was sitting on the sofa and covered his face with both arms while his arms hugged both knees. Raya sobbing sedu crying. Mama was shocked and immediately approached her daughter.

"Raya... Why are you, son? What's up, honey? What's your problem so you cry like this?" Ask Mama Raya while embracing Raya and sitting beside Raya.

Raya was shocked and wiped her tears, she immediately hugged her Mama. And remember maybe Angkasa knows everything from his own mother. But Raya was now weak helpless, and could not stem her own tears.

"Mama... Space knows everything. Space Ma space..." The crying came back even louder.

Mama let go of her embrace, and held onto both of Raya's shoulders. He saw his son who was hurt.

"Had Mama told you, you'd be sick, son. Keep what he's doing, so you're like this. And honestly son, Mama didn't tell Angkasa. But last night he came here looking for you. Mama said you were still at the restaurant. Then Mama could see him in front of your room. Mama thinks she took something but where could the Space be like that. You know, he's holding your bedroom door handle." Obviously Mama.

Raya's eyes are patterning and thinking maybe Angkasa had time to enter his room, and read his diary. Yes it is, Angkasa read his diary. Why would he do that? I have to see him.

"What Ma? Did he come here yesterday? Why didn't Mama tell me Ma? Then how could he read my diary, Ma?" tanya Raya returned, with a hint of hesitation.

"Evening mobile phone Mama Lowbat, Mama Charger, eeeh ga old Mama overslept. So Mama didn't get to tell me, son. About Diary Mama doesn't know. Keep what your problem is so that you cry like this and choose to remain silent in your room. What's he doing with you?" Ask Mama a little forcefully.

Raya fell silent, lowered her head and chose silence. For now Raya does not want to say anything bad, because it will make her worse.

"Well, if you don't want to say it now. But after this, you come out yes, breathe fresh air in the yard, and move your body a little, so feel good. But first wash your face first, tuh beleknya cover your face beautiful and cute dear." Sahut Mama Raya while kissing Raya's forehead and passing away went out of Raya's room.

Raya rushes to her feet from her seat, and she goes to the bathroom that is in her room to clean her body.

After the shower, Raya wears a blazer with a plain t-shirt and her baggy pants. Then Raya ate her breakfast first given by her brother earlier, only 2 pieces of bread filled with cheese grater and sweetened condensed milk, as well as a glass of pure cow's milk her favorite. And Raya continued to apply her powder and lip gloss on her beautiful and cute face. Never he dressed up menor, just apply 2 weapons flagship make up it. Do not forget the kalem perfume whose fragrance is soft and not boring.

Raya also took her small backpack, inserted her mobile phone, her make up equipment, her perfume, tissue and her wallet. Not to forget the keys to the office motorbike. Wearing his favorite G-Shock watch, and he saw the clock has shown the number 10.25 WIB.

Raya passed out of the room, leaving her bed that was still in disarray. That's Raya when she's in a hurry, she likes to leave the bed in a mess. But right back home, surely the bed is neat. Who else took care of it, of course Mama Raya who she loves the most.

Raya went to the back, seeing her mother cooking her favorite food.

"Siang Ma's... I'm out first. Oh yeah, I'm just gonna go for a second. I saw Mama cooking, my favorite food". Raya smiled sweetly, as if making Mama let her go out.

"Okay, go, solve your problem. Yes, my mom cooked your favorite food. So you have appetite, baby." The brow of Raya. Raya also kissed her right hand Mama and her two cheeks that smell typical seasoning cuisine. But Raya likes that fragrance, because it can make Raya's stomach hungry.

Motor driven Raya drove medium, do not want it to go fast, because during the day on the road the vehicle is quite solid. And the weather was bright enough to cover his gray mood. His current goal of meeting Space in his home, there and no Space in his home, did not discourage him from solving his problems. Not wanting him to tell Angkasa first, he wanted everything to be pure without having Space think of the reason first. If told later Space even reasoned this is what.

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