I'm In Your Eyes
Chapter 7

The fingers of the fingers began to move, the ECG monitor screen also showed a normal heart rate. The eyes began to open, he saw a small room and medical devices attached to it, his hand was also inserted a needle infusion and his nose was installed oxygen hose. His head was wrapped in bandages and felt heavy as well as pain. Recalling the events experienced by Raya before lying helplessly, Dwi was out of control, Raya also shed her tears, it felt more pain than she felt now. His best friend who used to love him and always supported him, now hates him maybe even more than that. He did not think that his love for Angkasa would result like this. Though he didn't want to seize Space, he quite had that sense. Love makes her like this, she doesn't want to fall in love anymore, she doesn't want to be loved anymore. Just one time.

The doctor gave good news to the family. And they were allowed to enter to see the Kingdom, but were limited to just one or two people. Mama and Papa were the first to see Raya. Mama immediately hugged and kissed Raya's forehead, she saw her beautiful son withered, she also saw tears still wet her cheeks, next to her tears was the same Mama.

"Alhamdulillah, you realize son. Mama is scared dear" Mama still hugs Raya. Raya smiled thinly, trying to be strong. Raya could not speak yet, it felt like letting out a voice felt heavy to her, so she simply nodded and smiled.

"You're strong, aren't you, son? Papa's sure you can get through all this." Please Papa Raya while grasping the left hand of Raya. Raya smiled knotfully and nodded. He didn't want to say his heart wasn't okay.

"Outside there is a Day out with Space, said our Doctor can only see you for 10 minutes. Now it's their turn, isn't it?" Papa said, but Raya shook her head, she squeezed out her Papa's hand. Papa felt maybe his son was scared. Papa was silent for a moment, and calmed Raya. Though Raya did not want to meet Angkasa, she did not want her heart to get sicker.

"Relax baby, Papa and Mama are here, we're waiting for you in front huh?" Papa reassures Raya, even though Papa knows Raya is her weak daughter. But he always taught to be strong and to be strong. Raya nodded and saw them leave the room. Not long after 5 minutes, Brother Day and Space entered. Kak Hari immediately embraced Raya, while Angkasa smiled sweetly felt an unstoppable happiness, it felt like she wanted to embrace Raya and let go of her longing. But in thought again, fearing that Raya rejected him and there was also Kak Hari, would definitely scold him.

The Eye Kingdom did not want to see Space at all, the pain was felt when he saw Space. His eyes were just the same for Hari. He did not want to reveal the existence of Space there. The sky also felt like Raya did not like her presence. Thought Angkasa, maybe Raya kept her distance, just to heed Dwi's feelings.

But here there is no Dwi, ah maybe he was afraid Dwi suddenly came. The important thing is that this heart remains yours.

"Raya, you get hurt like this originally like what? ko can bleed a lot, if it falls normally, it might not be like this, but if due to a strong push, it could be like this. Honestly, how did it happen?" Tanya ka Hari, while grasping her sister's left hand and standing up again bent leaning closer to her sister.

Raya just reacted with a thin smile and shook her head, inexplicably wanting to make a heavy and painful sound. Maybe his communication nerves are disturbed. Hari was surprised by the state of Raya, why did her sister not want to talk?

What's with Raya? Usually he is not like this, is it possible because it just woke up.

"Raya why not answer? try to say what that word is..." Pinta kak Hari who still stands beside Raya.

Raya tried to speak, but it was very difficult to make a sound, even though she tried. Kak Hari immediately pressed the emergency button above the head near the bed Raya. Space felt a little panicked, afraid of the Kingdom so unable to speak, due to the impact on his head.

Not long after the Doctor and nurse entered the room

"What's wrong with the patient?" ask the doctor, looking at it like nothing happened. Kak Hari explained it well.

"It seems like my sister has a hard time speaking doc." explained Kak Hari as she stepped back, letting the doctor examine Raya.

Then the Doctor examined Raya very carefully, Kak Hari and Angkasa went out before the doctor asked for her.

"What's wrong? why is the doctor coming in again?" Ask Mama curious. Kak Hari sighed, and then explained what had happened with her sister.

"Raya had trouble speaking no sound came out a word." Obviously Kak Hari, immediately Mama's eyes were sad and filled with tears, her tears fell to her cheeks and sobbed. Kak Hari clasped Mama and stroked Mama's hijab. It was so painful to hear Raya unable to speak, how she would communicate and move on with her life. Will he be strong?

When such a sad atmosphere, Dwi and Bram came together, they had heard Kak Hari's explanation. And they were really shocked by what happened with Raya, even though there was good news Raya was already aware, but Raya was now so flawed. Dwi felt even more guilty, there was no intention of him to create a Kingdom like this. Dwi was sad and tears were wetting her cheeks. Bram just fell silent and adjusted his tight breathing, he could not believe the woman he adored was now deformed. It feels bitter, does he have to continue approaching the Kingdom or is it enough to leave here?

I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm too selfish and ambitious. I didn't think it would be like this. I'm your petty best friend who has no heart, I'm sorry... The still-sobbing Inner Kingdom.

Angkasa approached Dwi, the presence of her lover, even though they are now fighting, but Angkasa put aside the first feeling of sadness with Dwi. He calmed his lover's heart first, he knew that even though Dwi was upset because Angkasa liked Raya, Dwi was still his dear friend.

A few minutes passed...

The doctor came out by telling the state of the patient.

"As a result of a very violent head impact, Raya had a speech disturbance, so for these few days, it was possible that Raya could not speak. It can also be caused by stress and fatigue. So Raya needs a break and don't ask or discuss problems, it's better for her to be happy and if she doesn't like something better avoid it for her." Obviously Doctor.

"Good dock thank you very much" said Papa Raya.

Dwi also let go of Space's embrace, and wiped her tears. Space released him, and immediately asked something and made Dwi confused.

"Do you want to see Raya?" Ask Angkasa while smiling knots. Dwi is confused, she is afraid that Raya's condition will get down when she sees Dwi in front of her, but she wants to see her best friend and apologize to him.

"I .. I .. "Dwi's mouth trembled in fear. Angkasa looked at him deeply, not usually Dwi like this, or maybe Dwi was surprised to hear the doctor's explanation.

"You why? I'm sure Raya would love to see you." Space gives encouragement to Dwi.

"I'd love to see Raya, but do you remember what the doctor said? He needs a break." Obviously Dwi, and a little berkilah with the right and right reasons. Space remembered the message and accepted it. It was only fitting that Raya could not speak, perhaps because she saw herself.

The atmosphere immediately felt cold and quiet, Kak Hari's voice broke the atmosphere.

"Everyone should go home and rest, and thank you for your do'a and your loyalty to wait for Raya to come to her senses. Let me take care of my own brother myself." Saying Kak Hari.

" Mama Papa, you better go home first, get some rest. Let's Raya with Hari. Later if there is good news again, Hari contact Mama or Papa." Timpal Kak Hari's.

"Well, let's rest first. Thanks son. And keep us on call?" Papa pats Hari's shoulder 3x, and is encouraging. Papa also invites Mama to rest first, so that Mama can fill the stomach first, because from noon until now it is morning, Mama does not sleep and also does not eat. Papa was afraid that Mama would fall.

Along the hospital hallway, Bram reminded Angkasa of his treatment of Dwi last night.

"Sincerely, you should never hurt your partner, like you did last night. Keep his feelings from concluding anything uncertain." Bram and immediately waltzed away, until his back was not visible.

Angkasa let out a long sigh and looked at Dwi deeply, looking at the woman who had been faithfully accompanying him. He's nice and a little spoiled, but he's also pretty petty, he does everything he can to get what he wants.

"Wi we have to talk, but first we look for food yuk. I'm a laper, you're a laper too, right?" Said the Space that was still running beside Dwi. Dwi agreed with Angkasa's words, and they went to the place to eat. Overnight was quite exhausting waiting for Raya to wake up from her critical period. And they chose not to eat, so this morning the stomach had been protesting for food.

Upon arriving at the place of eating, they ordered a filling meal. While waiting for the food to come, Dwi asked what Angkasa wanted to talk about.

"What do you want to talk about?" Asked Dwi while drinking the warm tea that just came.

"Later when you're done eating. I want to fill my stomach first, it feels like my stomach has been demo since." Clear Space. Angkasa does not want to make his appetite so lost, because it is about his relationship with Dwi. He also did not want to make Dwi's appetite so lost.

Fifteen minutes later the food came, and they immediately ate it with greed, especially Angkasa because it was more tired to wait for the Kingdom and hold its hunger from last night. Until the food was not left out in the least.

"You really hungry? To the point of being ravenous and clean on your plate is left with nothing but plates, spoons and forks." Dwi Celoteh with a bit of a plunge.

While Dwi still continued to eat it, but he stopped it because it was full enough.

"Yes, I'm hungry. You didn't finish the food?" Ask Space while drinking his warm tea until the last gulp.

"It's full, the portions are too much." Dwi replied while rubbing her full stomach.

"Oh yeah, what do you want to talk about? Does it matter?" Tanya Dwi was curious from earlier thinking about what Angkasa would talk about so early.

Space swallowed his saliva and let out a long sigh. The left hand of Dwi is held right on the table close to the hand of Angkasa.

"Dwis. You know, when you express your feelings, I don't love you yet, but at that time I just admired you. And you are always present with me when I feel lonely and when I need the presence of the Kingdom, you are always there. From there I began to realize you were a kind and understanding woman. But do you know? In my heart is still the name of someone, which I may find hard to forget. I'm sorry, Dwi, I didn't mean to break your heart. But I just want you to know that my heart still wants his love." Clear Space.

Dwi's heart hurt as much as it hurt, felt torn and torn, did not want it to feel like he heard this painful explanation from his lover's mouth, but it was the truth, indeed, she finds out that her boyfriend has always loved her best friend, but she hides it, she doesn't want the guy she likes to belong to her best friend, so she corners her best friend herself. And now finally the feeling was known to his own best friend and vice versa.

Either what Dwi has to do right now is whether she should back off and accept this harsh reality, or she persevered and forced Angkasa to always be her lover. But forcing will only hurt his heart and the other heart. I don't know if Dwi is confused about her choice.

"And I also feel that our relationship will not be good if it continues, I do not mean to break your heart that loves me so much, but I do not want you to feel such a deep pain." The Space Timpal still holds Dwi's left hand. Instantly Dwi's eyes were sad and filled with tears. The sky was getting tighter holding Dwi's hand. He knew it must be painful and broken. But honestly it's better than later Space will hurt Dwi more.

"Sorry Dwi, I didn't mean to break your heart. But I just want to be honest with how I feel right now and maybe long before today. I've been lying to my own feelings, and it's making me sick to Dwi." The eyes of Space were silent, and fell unbearably.

"So you mean, you want to break our relationship up here?" Lirih Dwi with her heart broken.

Angkasa lowered his head powerless to say yes to his lover, he just fell silent and released his grip that had been tight to become detached just like that. Dwi nodded her head and understood with Space's answer. Finally his heart was completely broken as it shattered. Dwi stood up from his seat and took the glass in front of him, he splashed it on Angkasa's crown, even though the water was still a little more, although a little but it makes the heart of Dwi who is upset feel treated even though it will not heal at any time.

Angkasa receives whatever treatment Dwi receives, even though he is slapped many times or hit he receives airily. What he was thinking right now, he wanted to be honest with his feelings, not want him to hurt his heart and the other heart deepened. Enough he ended up here.

"Sorry Dwi..." Lightly Angkasa and looked at Dwi whose face was irritated and her tears were still wetting her cheeks.

"Sorry not enough for me Space! I'm not willing to let you go. I don't want our relationship to end here, because my love is too big for you. You tau? Why is the situation as it is now? That's because ...." Said Dwi and his words were cut off just like that, he was afraid that Angkasa hated him, should he speak the truth with what happened with Raya.

"That's why Dwi?" Angkasa astonished while looking up at Dwi's eyes sharply.

"Ka - ka - because..." Dwi's voice stammered, she was afraid Angkasa was angry and hated her.

"Yes because of what!?" Snapping Space because Dwi is nervous and makes Angkasa curious.

"Because I made the Kingdom helpless!!" Ketus Dwi while clenching both hands.

"What!?" Space was aghast and immediately stood up, his eyes staring at Dwi very sharply, clenched with both hands. If only the male Dwi had already beaten Angkasa, but she was a woman.

Space felt inexhaustible, Dwi could do that, Dwi was too ambitious and emotional to make Raya helpless. What kind of man is the woman in front of him now, no heart to pity his best friend? What is the love that makes Dwi blind so that makes her best friend helpless? Really slicing hearts.

"You have the heart !! Is your heart rotten or is there nothing left? My admiration was lost knowing you were doing that. It's worth it that you're constantly crying over Raya and you don't dare to meet her. So this is what you're hiding from me and her family, huh!!?" Ketus Angkasa who was still standing and staring at Dwi sharply, his hands were still clenched he held back his emotions that would explode.

"Yes I am so. I did it because I love you too much!!" Ketus Dwi and he immediately left Space just like that. Dwi does not want her emotions to get peaked and uncontrollable. She also felt embarrassed because she had a fistfight with her lover in a public place. Though there were not many people, there were only 2 other buyers and 3 servants, but that made it low in the eyes of people. Because he confessed his crimes in public.

The sky drew and let out his breath quickly and then irregularly, he immediately saved 3 pieces of red on his desk, he immediately saved money, and immediately went away just like that to follow the departure of Dwi whose back was already invisible to his eyes.

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