I'm In Your Eyes
Chapter 4

Raya stood on the front porch of the Space house, and turned her body looking toward the outside of the front yard of the Space House which was so vast. People if you visit the Space House must be at home, but not for the Kingdom, the Kingdom even wants to quickly get out of the house, he was afraid that Dwi would suddenly come and misunderstand the Kingdom and Space.

Soon Angkasa comes with a feeling of pleasure, she thinks Raya is there to accept her apology and give her a chance once again to mend her relationship. Even Space hopes they can be.

"Raya, is this really you?" Angkasa smiled widely and stood right behind the Kingdom with a distance of only one inch. It feels like Angkasa hugs the Kingdom tightly from behind, and whispers I love you, Raya. But it was impossible for her to do so because she knew Raya must be angry and did not want to see her again.

Raya turned her body, and accidentally her hair touched the nose and the entire face of Angkasa, kissed the hair Kingdom, her fragrance tempted the heart and mind of Angkasa. This was his greatest temptation, the woman he loved was right in front of him with the fragrance of perfume and hair and his body. Space's heart skipped a beat, as fast as the drummer hit his drum.

Raya was a little surprised, not thinking that Space was that close. Raya sees the lips, nose and eyes of Angkasa like the prince of her dreams. It feels beautiful that the Kingdom can fall in the arms of Space. Angkasa smiled sweetly. And her seductive lips made Raya swallow her saliva. It was really a test for him. No, I can't be tempted. She's my best friend's girlfriend. I love him, I love him, and I love him. But that was before I was disappointed in him and hated him for his attitude towards me last night. And I came here to solve my problems with her not to make out with her. The Spirit reminded him.

"I came here to solve my problems with you." The Kingdom slightly moved away from Space, and she walked closer to the small chair by the window. Raya sat down.

"Sorry, am I sitting?" Kingdom a little resuscitated the reverie of Space that still stands in its position earlier.

"Yes, Please." The space immediately approached the Kingdom and sat on the small chair next to the table beside the Kingdom.

Staring at the Kingdom the eyes of Space did not blink for a second.

"Just go. Did you come to my house yesterday? And did you come into my room? What did you find there? And what do you know?" questions burst out from the mouth of the Kingdom and resuscitate the reverie of Space. I don't know what is now in the mind of Angkasa, maybe imagine the beauty of the Kingdom that never changes, even more days for the Kingdom more beautiful.

"I'm sorry, I did go to your house. But why would I go to your room if you didn't exist. And I didn't read your diary at all." Space and Trepresents said they did not read the diary. Raya asked that. That means that Angkasa is indeed in the Great Room and reading the Great Diary.

"I guessed it. You want to lie and reason what else Space is! I didn't ask my diary at all. What I asked, did you go to my room, what did you find there and what did you know there!? Turns out you're really outrageous. You read my diary. That's Space privacy! You shouldn't and shouldn't do that! Why do you read my diary. What is Space for?" Raya was really angry, her blood peaked as if her head was about to break.

Angkasa's face paled and did not know how, but Angkasa as a man must be responsible and honest what he had done last night.

"Sorry Raya. I was looking for you, I forgot to meet you at the restaurant. And then I saw the door of your room open, and I accidentally saw your diary fall by the door. I took the diary, meant to put it back on the table, but when I took it, the sheet opened, just as it was written my name. And I was curious, I read your diary too. And I really don't believe everything that you feel the same way I do. At that time I was really happy Raya, it turned out that my love was reciprocated and I did not clap one hand. After reading it, I kept it back. I rushed to the restaurant. Before that your mom saw him, and I don't think he was suspicious of me. Sorry Raya, I was presumptuous and I will not repeat it again. But as long as you know Raya, my feelings are the same you are still the same as before and are getting bigger. I promise Raya I will love you, love you and take care of you with all my heart without any other woman in my heart. And for Dwi I will think of Raya. The important thing is that you accept my love Raya." Clearly Angkasa, while approaching the Kingdom and sitting on the floor under the feet of the Kingdom, both hands grasped both hands of Kingdom. Didn't want him to let go.

"Enough Space, enough. Honestly, I used to feel that. But after last night's incident, the feeling was gone and there was no way back. You better forget me, and so do I. Enough to get here. And for Dwi, don't you ever let go of her, because she's a very sincere woman who loves you and she's the best woman who's stopped in your heart." Kingdom released the grasp of Space, and he immediately stood up. When standing Raya almost fell, and Angkasa immediately sped up to help her.

Space stands, and is near in front of the Kingdom. He didn't want to let go of the woman he really loved all this time.

"No Raya, I don't want to be like that. Please Raya, just give me this one chance. Forgive me for my attitude last night, I'm afraid that I'm stupid, I easily conclude. I thought you would reply to my actions lovingly, but I was wrong Raya. Sorry Raya, sorry...." Space pleaded again, his hand holding both of Kingdom's shoulders. The Kingdom released back the Space hand that was on her shoulder. Raya moved away from Space, not wanting her to be approached by Space.

"It's Space, I don't want to listen to my apologies again, no matter what happened last night will never forget my recollection. And enough to end our closeness as friends, I don't want us to be close anymore." Those parting words made the heart of Kingdom hurt as well as the heart of Angkasa. This is the end of their story. But Angkasa wants to keep trying to melt the heart of Raya.

"It's not that easy Raya, you're the first woman in my heart. You're the most beautiful woman in my life. I don't want to hurt you again, just once Raya. And my promise is Raya, I will always love you and wait for you." The phrase Space really made Raya distrust everything, her words made her heart feel happy. But it was impossible for him to reply with the same thing. He didn't want to hurt his best friend.

"Enough Space. Don't ever repeat those words. I'm a woman and I don't want to hurt my best friend." Raya turned her back, and didn't want her to see Space's face again.

"Raya, Dwi who doesn't really understand about our feelings. He should have seen my attention from the beginning and vice versa. He should understand and be sensitive, if we love each other. And I was wrong, at that time I was often on the road with Dwi, because every time I invited you to walk, even Dwi who was always ready to accompany me. At that time you are busy with your work and plus volunteer events. While Dwi always took her time for me, she was also kind and friendly and attentive towards me, so I became amazed at her. Honestly at that time who shot Dwi first, and because I was amazed by her, yes I accept her love. Who knows, with the relationship we had, I could forget you in my heart, but I don't think it could, but the feeling is getting stronger." Clearly Space is long. Raya could only sigh. It is true that he was busy at that time, even until there was no time to go alone with Angkasa, the rest of Angkasa always went together with Dwi. It was also Kingdom's own fault, why did he release Space for Dwi. But Raya was already with the decision to maintain her friendship first. And Raya also knows that Dwi likes Space. From there too Raya gave up.

"The funny thing is, I often call Dwi by your name. At first Dwi was shocked and did not accept it, he got angry but I explained to him that it might be because we are friends so I often forget to call names, understandably, a mother also often mishandled the names of her children. Dwi was finally able to accept it and she was used to it that I used to call her wrong." Dimple Space and walk near the Kingdom that is still turned back to Space.

Raya shook her head, I don't know what she should do now. At that instant Angkasa wanted to hug Raya from behind, suddenly the ringing tone of the Kingdom mobile phone rang, and Angkasa stopped its action. He immediately picked up his phone.

"Yes Ma, what's wrong?" The universe is walking a little away from space. I don't want Space to hear the conversation.

No dear, Mama just wanted to remind me, not too long there, Mama saw and heard she wanted to go there. You better go home soon, son, it's not good that Dwi finds out and you guys get in trouble. Obviously, Mama's across there.

"It's good Ma, thank you." Raya immediately ended her phone, and approached Space.

I will always love you, even if you stay away from me. I'll be here waiting for you.

After Raya left there, 15 minutes later Dwi came with a sweet smile on her cheek. And Angkasa was still standing at that spot, his eyes still fixed in the direction where the Kingdom passed away from him. Dwi came, Angkasa did not see it at all because his mind was still for the Kingdom.

"Darling, what are you doing? ko daydreams that way..." Dwi hugged Angkasa, Angkasa also realized and he began to mispronounce the name again.

"Sorry Raya, I..." Space was immediately silent, as he remembered the Kingdom before his eyes, now even became Dwi. He was awakened because the scent of their bodies was clearly different.

"What did you do to Raya?" Dwi released her embrace, and her eyes bulged, her lips pouting. Space is at a loss to explain whether to be honest or lie again.

"No dear, I..." Angkasa thought about the answer earlier, he remembered Raya if their relationship ended not because of Raya. The sky lies again and again.

"I what?" Dwi is getting angry.

"I didn't do anything to Raya, I used to love Raya again, I missed my childhood when we were together. I was thinking that, so I said your name, Raya again. Sorry, dear." Angkasa immediately hugged Dwi, and muttered, Sorry Dwi.

"For this time I'm suspicious lest you put your heart to Him. Don't lie anymore. Do you love her, right? honestly, the Space!" Dwi releases Angkasa's embrace, and she forces Angkasa to be honest. Angkasa was silent, reluctant to be honest and agree with Dwi's answer. He was afraid that Dwi hated Raya and their friendship was ruined because of men like her.

"Why are you silent? You scared? Actually I've known for a long time that you love Raya, but I pretended to be stupid, because I didn't want to let go of you just like that. Because you are a kind and perfect man to me. And I love you so much. I don't want any woman to feel your affection, even Raya." Obviously Dwi, before Angkasa asserted Dwi's question, he first explained it. Turns out Dwi knew it first. Perhaps because of the attention of Space to the Kingdom that is excessive. And because Angkasa often call Dwi by the name of Raya. Angkasa was surprised that Dwi had suspected him and knew about it long ago. Why can't he understand it.

Dwi hugged Angkasa tightly, not wanting to let go of his warm embrace. Because that hug makes Dwi feel peaceful and warm. Then the hug was released by Angkasa, grasped both shoulders Dwi.

"What do you mean? Why would you do that if you knew, why would you let me accept your love and let me hold my feelings in equal measure. Here I feel fooled and I'm stupid Dwi, stupid why I accept your love." Angkasa's heart felt broken and felt played by Dwi. That's how Dwi, letting Angkasa sacrifice feelings just to heed Dwi's heart and feelings.

"I didn't mean anything, but I did it because I love you Space. Just because of that. And one more thing, I won't let you get away from me, I won't end our relationship. Whatever happens. You're just mine." Dwi was so selfish, unexpectedly it made Angkasa forget his admiration. His good heart is now lost because Angkasa itself has broken his heart with every time he calls his name always Kingdom and Kingdom.

"It's not appropriate for you to hold me back, because we're not bound yet. I am free to choose which woman is worthy of my heart. If I had known that you were that petty, maybe I wouldn't have accepted your love just yet." Space sighed, and passed leaving Dwi outside. The sky shut the door of his house. It felt lazy to talk to Dwi again. He sensed there was lightning striking him twice, first the same Kingdom and second the same Dwi.

Why is it like this God... Inner Space while shedding her tears.

"Please.open. I was emotional, I was happy." Dwi banged on the door of the Space house, she was afraid that Angkasa would break with her.

"Go Dwi, I want to be alone." Space was still crying incessantly tears fell down her cheeks. His heart is now broken, the woman he has always admired and refused to decide now hurts his heart, with her words. It was beyond belief. Dwi thought sincerely love him. It turns out only selfishness in Dwi's heart.

Turning to Raya, now he was already in his house. Raya ate her favorite dishes, greedily eating them without having to think about Space again. Raya must continue her life story cheerfully. Don't let her heartbreak make her life dim.

After finishing the meal, Raya immediately cleaned the dining table and washed the dishes as well as the dirty glass. Then she passed to her room and changed her clothes with a big t-shirt and her hot pan pants. Seen her room is neatly arranged, Mama is indeed number one for her. And she saw his diary on a long table in her room. Because of this diary book there is a big problem, if I did not carelessly put it, maybe Angkasa would never know my feelings. I'd better keep this book. I'm afraid Dwi read it. Gumam Raya, and he immediately saved his diary to his small safe, and the safe was given a key code, so that anyone could not open and read it.

The sound of a soft knock on the door rang and the door was opened, Raya turned her head, saw her Mama, and immediately sat on the sofa Raya. I think Mama wants to talk about something important. Raya approached him and sat next to him.

"What's the matter Ma?" Tanya Raya was curious

"Don't love, Mama just wanted to make sure your problems with Space were done and sorted out, nothing was hanging right?" Mama asked while holding onto Raya's thigh and looking at Raya's eyeballs, Mama was afraid Raya was lying, so She stared at both eyeballs sharply without batting her eyes.

"Already Ma. Mama take it easy. And I make sure that Space will not be anything else. And neither will I think about it anymore." It definitely calmed her Mama. Mama sighed quietly without any hesitation.

"Thank God, Mama's happy. All right, when it's over, Mama wants to go out first there's a show with the neighboring mothers." Mama immediately passed away and closed the door to Raya's room.

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