I'm my Husband's Beloved

I'm my Husband's Beloved
Chapter 16 The last step


The road seemed quiet, Nana stepped foot in the opposite direction to Rama's car. He doesn't know where, no taxi has passed. Seen by the bus stop, Nana decided to wait there. With a shunt he walked towards the stop.


His mind went where - where, what caused Rama could leave his woman in the middle of the road. His eyes were glazed - glass, did not feel his cheeks were wet.


Nana stands up to stop the taxi.


Kenpa no taxi passes.


A car stopped in front of him. The open glass door displayed a figure he was familiar with.


"Good up" said Damar.


Yes the man is Damar, from a distance he saw like he knew a woman standing on the side of the road, after passing him Damar rewinded his car after he realized that the woman was Nana.


Doubtfully Nana got into Damar's car and sat down beside him.


"Where should I take you? "ask Damar after the car drove.


"Luxury apartment" answered Nana.


"You live in his apartment, how far along are you, you sleep with him?"


"Should I answer your question?"


"Rama left you on the street?" Nana looked at it as she spoke from the look in her eyes 'where do you know?'. "You're confused how I found out? " Damar chuckled softly.


"Nothing funny" exclaimed Nana Ketus.


"I know where Rama is right now, want me to take you there?"


"No need" he replied still ketus, somehow the man beside him sucks.


"Looks like you're a good woman - fine. " Stop for a moment. " Leave Rama"


Twice you told me to leave Rama, who is this man.


"Rama of the hospital" He continued.


"Who's sick?" Nana asked started to worry, what mom or dad thought. Why didn't he know his in-laws were sick.


"His love had an accident. He just returned from abroad" Damar said.


Deg


Nana's speechless. His heart was like being hit by a hard thing.


"Thank you" he said after arriving at the basement of the apartment.


"Hmmm... . . " Damar noticed the woman who had just passed her car.


I'm sorry, not that I don't see sincerity in your heart, but that there must be a sacrificed heart.


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Arriving at the apartment, Nana leaned against the door she had just closed. Without being asked for tears to come out, there was a roaring cry. His body sits on the floor.


After being quite calm he walked towards the dressing table, sitting there. Opening the small drawer on the table, he took a small photo that he printed a few days ago, a photo of him sleeping on Rama's lap.


Should give up at this time.


Take some more paper from the drawer.


There is still one step left, I cannot stop halfway, I must continue. I can just give up. Let's just say today I don't know what, he's still my lover, even he's still my husband.


Nana cheers herself on. He tried to smile when his tears wouldn't stop coming down. Looking at her reflection in the mirror . His eyes look swollen.


Take a change of clothes in the closet and then step into the bathroom. Wash your face while brushing your teeth. After finishing getting out of the bathroom and then going up to the bed, lean back while taking his phone.


Nana [What happened? Everything is fine - okay]


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Next morning. As usual make breakfast for himself before leaving for work.


Nana : [Darling I had breakfast, did my lover have breakfast too, muaccc... ]


Nana: [Let's pick me up]


Nana kept smiling even though her message had not been read from last night.


Back to the first step, positive thinking.


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Nana passes her day by working, sending constant messages she does. His face always looked gloomy. Kity and Anton see a change in Nana's attitude, but they don't want to interfere too much in Nana's problems. Every time Nana asked always answered it was okay.


For two days there was no news from Rama, the message was read only. But Nana did not give up she still sent him the message as usual.


While he was at work, someone came to see him.


"Sorry to bother you, but come with me to the hospital" said Damar Rama's friend.


"For what?" asked Nana, because she knew Rama's friend named Danar did not like it.


"At least meet Rama, force him to eat" Nana laughed wryly in her heart.


He could not eat as much as he loved. Not a bit of me was in his heart. He doesn't even remember me at all.


"Wait a minute" Nana replied finally, she agreed to Damar's invitation to the hospital. He also wants to meet Damar. Look at the man she missed.


Nana has obtained permission from her manager. Quit the restaurant after changing clothes. Damar was waiting for him next to the car.


Sighing heavily, he steadied his steps following Danar who was walking in front of him.


"Come in" said Damar after arriving at the vip room where Rama's lover was treated.


Nana ventured into the room after Damar opened it.


He looked like a man who had not met for two days, the man looked messy, his body looked thinner.


Just two days not meeting you've been like this. And that's because of the woman lying on the bed


Nana walked closer. Rama looked up to hear someone's footsteps.


The look they meet. Nana sidestepped her ego.


"How is it?" nana asked, looking at the very beautiful woman lying weakly in the hospital bed.


"He won't wake up" answered Rama staring at the woman lying down.


"You've eaten? " Rama did not answer. Nana stepped towards the sofa, there was already a packet of rice, opened it and placed it on the plate.


"Come, she'll be so sad to see you like this, don't you want to be the first person she sees when she wakes up" Nana tried to persuade her, although he was not sure it would work but judging from the look in his eyes Rama loved him very much.


Rama was still silent, not how long he got up from his seat and stepped towards Nana who was waiting for him.


Nana painstakingly feeds Rama until the food is exhausted. Rama drank mineral water from Nana's hands.


Maybe it's time I take the last step, 'be a good listener when he talks'


"What's going on? Tell me?" nana asked with a thumping heart, there was a fear to hear Rama's words, but she had no choice, she also had no time, one month left a few days.


"He's in a coma, I'm wrong. He should have come home in a few months, but he was forced to go home that day because he knew our relationship, he was in such a hurry that the taxi he was riding in had an accident because he wanted to see me immediately. I should how? I made it like this. I'm the cause"


Tes... arrived something fell from her beautiful eyes without realizing the man beside her who was currently covering her face with both hands.