I'm my Husband's Beloved
Chapter 36 I love you

Guuaaaaaarrrrr............

As if struck by lightning in broad daylight, Nana was fixated, the spoon she held fell. Silent. Nana tried to sharpen her ears back when the man who was still in her heart said back.

"Let's start all over again, come back to me" her ex-husband's voice was clear.

Yes, her hearing is not wrong, her vision is still good, the man in front of her is her ex-husband.

Tests

Can't afford to hold him back anymore. Those tears fell without speaking, a flash of memories surfaced in his head. It was as if the world was laughing at him. What fate is this? Should she be happy after hearing the words of her ex-husband. But why did he cry, his heart was sad.

Without speaking Nana took her bag and stood up leaving the place. He had not stepped his hand blocked by his ex-husband. Nana looked at him.

"Don't go" he said expectantly.

"Do you think I'm a joke, do you think I'm an item that if you want you'll take it back if you don't like it you'll throw it away as you please" he said, filled with anger, for some reason he felt angry with Rama's words, he felt more and more worthless.

"sorry..... I'm..... "

Not finished saying, Nana ran away leaving him. Rama is trying to catch up.

"Shiittttt." he forgot to pay for his meal.

After paying at the cashier he immediately ran out of the restaurant, looking for the whereabouts of his woman.

"Nana. Nana was out of the courtyard of the restaurant.

"He left me. That's the wound I've cut in your heart"

Rama recalled the night he gave the divorce papers to his wife. Although his wife did not cry in front of him he could see the look of sadness, disappointment from the look in his eyes. He prefers to cry behind the house, hiding his sadness. But at that time he did not love his wife so he ignored what happened to his wife.

But now that sense had grown even took root. A feeling that he realized too late or maybe it has been there for a long time.

He began to realize one thing, his wife was a woman who was good at hiding her feelings, he wanted to always look happy in front of people who were around him.

Sighing a long breath then exhaling it violently.

"What I've done, it seems wrong to ask him to refer at the beginning should I approach him first, be patient to get his heart, now he's gone, I'm making him stay away" he wrote to himself.

Hitting the wind with his hands, was like throwing something and then kicking the wind with his feet to let out his sense of regret.

The amount of work does not frustrate him, but this is only because of the woman he got out of control.

The phone is in his pants pocket. Then type something there.

Rama: [I'm sorry, sorry for everything I did to you]

Put the phone back in his pants pocket and then walk while looking for a taxi, but in this small town there are no taxis, grab and motorcycle taxi.

He refused to open the phone again, when he saw the taxi driver he immediately called him.

Ordering a motorcycle taxi driver in a colorful uniform he should use the application first, he paid double not to complicate it. The taxi driver was ready.

Rama tells her address, she chooses to go home instead of back to the store. Already there is Mr. Jo who takes care of his shop, he also does not really keep the shop that he does just hold binoculars to watch his woman. Rama believes in all of his shop employees.

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He came out of the bathroom using a bottle green home negligee, very fit in his body, he looks fresh with hair that is still wrapped in a towel.

Before long adzan magrib reverberated, he immediately took ablution to carry out his duties as a Muslim. Nana had finished praying and she picked up the Quran, read a few pages and then closed them when she was done.

Tok

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There was a knock from the front door. Nana folded her face back and walked out to see who was visiting her house.

Crek.

Deg

Seeing who was visiting, Nana was about to close the door again, her feelings could not accept the presence of the man who was currently standing before her. But there was a foot that held the door down before it was fully shut.

"Don't dodge, let's finish our relationship, you know my arrival to this city is only for you, to bring you back, to start a relationship from the beginning again with you" Rama revealed.

After arriving at the rental house and have cleaned themselves. Rama came out again, he did not want to delay again his desire, he was not a teenager who had to play chase with a woman. He will be gentle, he can not leave his job too long. Walking out in his casual shirt, his only goal is one of his ex-wife's homes. Many eyes saw him, of course no one was able to resist his charm.

"Sorry to hurt you, it may not be easy to forgive me much less forget what I did to you. But I love you, it might be hard for you to believe what I'm saying"

"I'm sorry to realize it too late, I love you Nirvana, I love you my ex-wife, please give me a chance once again"

Test test test

The crystal thread just fell down, he could no longer be strong before this man, could no longer be nice. His heart is hurt, it hurts. Nana cries in front of her ex-husband. Why is destiny playing tricks on him.

Rama enters and holds the fragile woman in front of him.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he whispered in his woman's ear.

After being calm enough. Nana said "It's over, we're divorced, your feelings are useless, it's too late, didn't I give you a chance to realize how you feel about me. You said you regretted being with me, and now that you say you're sorry to dump me, can I still trust you? "

Deg

Rama fell silent, Nana's words became a crushing blow to him. She remembers when Nana asked her 'are you sorry'. Rama did not answer at that time but his silence showed that he was sorry.

Let go of his arms and look at the woman who has been swollen.

"I'm sorry, this time trust me. What do I have to do so you can forgive me"

Closing his eyes for a moment, he looked back at Rama. "I have forgiven Rama. Maybe it was my destiny to be a widow at a young age. Now that I am a young widow, it is not bad" she smiled sweetly after saying it, so that she would look good.

Rama smiled bitterly to see his woman pretending to be good - fine. His ex-wife is a strong woman, he does not really know the woman.