I'm my Husband's Beloved
Chapter 37 Give me a chance

He looked at the woman who was currently smiling sweetly at him. A smile that made his chest tight.

"Give me another chance, will you? " ask Rama who sounds like a whisper.

Nana smiled gently even though her heart was not in line with the smile she was showing.

"We've been over since our names were printed on paper called divorce papers, our togetherness after that was just a bonus you gave me, and I was happy with our togetherness at that time" sahut Nana with a wounded heart but he remained calm.

"I haven't thanked you in person, thank you I was happy during your time as your wife, thank you one month that you gave me. You're my first girlfriend, I've never been together before" she said, chuckling, funny to herself she had never been together.

Rama smiled happily to hear he was his first girlfriend, but immediately the smile faded.

"And that's enough, I don't want to be greedy, you're not for me, fate doesn't want us to be together. Mas... We're over can't come back after I put my autograph on that paper"

Rama shook his head, looking desperate on his face, but he did not want to give up.

"We can refer back" Rama is still an effort.

"I can't play marriage anymore, I've done it enough"

"But this time I meant it - really, there's no more coercion than there used to be and I've broken up with her, our relationship was over before I came here for you"

"You dumped another woman to get another one, sorry I couldn't be happy over someone else's suffering, sorry.... " Nana remains in his stance he does not want to try a relationship a second time, that means Rama is not his match.

"Please give me a chance "

Nana shakes. "I'm sorry, it's all over" their eyes are glazed over. Rama does not want to lose the woman in front of him but seems to have to give up because of his female rejection. While Nana feels it's too late, it's only now that her ex-husband realizes his feelings after they officially divorced.

"Mas Rama back, mama must need more Rama at his side" continued Nana who was concerned about the state of her mother, she still thought that her ex-husband's family was bankrupt.

Rama did not want to force his woman further but that does not mean he gave up, he returned at this time because he did not want to make his woman depressed.

Sorry baby, I'm not leaving at your request, I'll keep fighting to get you back, if you were able to fight for our relationship why can't I, I just need more time. We'll be together again. I made sure of that.

"All right I'm home" stepped out after a moment of staring at the woman who only wears a home-made negligee but is still beautiful.

The door closed after Rama came out of his house. Nana ran to her room and threw her body on the bed, crying, all her emotions in her heart.

Why are you so easy to say love after we divorced, why did you just realize it, why you have to come again with the word love, you make me more hurt, you make me more hurt, all this time I've been fine without you, but now I have to how?

The crying became more. Until finally he fell asleep because of fatigue crying.

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Morning time.

Nana has cleaned her body and she also has to wear casual clothes, the house is also clean after the morning prayer she immediately cleaned her house. Today he entered the afternoon so he could rest first rather lying on the bed.

Picking up his phone from the bag last night, he couldn't open his phone. There was a message yesterday from Rama, he just read it without replying.

Ting

In a new message that turns out from Rama again, Nana reads it.

Rama: [Please bring me breakfast] that was the message from Rama.

"What breakfast? I'm not cooking yet, this is going to buy ntar again"

Rama: [If you want to buy, I also buy it, again do not feel good to go out]

"Huh? is she psychic able to hear my words"

Rama [Don't forget to buy me breakfast]

"Where does he want to go, where does he live? "

Ting. Rama sent me the address.

"He can really hear me, how can he? " Nana looked around, was there a camera she thought. He wondered what he thought Rama knew.

Nana read the address again. "Why does his address look familiar" he shut his mouth after realizing Rama's residence. "It's kan.... "

Nana wakes up from the fall, then goes out of the house to buy breakfast in the front alley. He ordered two packs of his favorite pecel lele rice. Then continue his steps to the address sent by Rama, an address not far from his home, only different alley.

He arrived in front of the white-painted fence, the largest house in the vicinity. The fence was not locked, Nana immediately opened the fence and went inside.

Tok

Tok

Tok

Knocking on the door impatiently, she was curious to see her ex-husband.

Crick

The door opened, he was surprised for a moment.

It is true that Rama lives here.

"Come in" Rama stepped in after saying it without waiting for the answer of the woman who knocked on his door.

Nana catches up with him from behind without closing the door back, she leaves the door open because it is not nice with the neighbors, let alone her status that the young widow will make the gossip light up.

"Thank you" said Rama saw the parcel in Nana's hand.

"I'll get the dishes" said Nana to break the awkwardness, they stepped towards the dining table, Rama sat down first while Nana took the dishes in the kitchen and also the drinking water.

"Eat" said Nana after she finished opening the package on her plate.

"Hemmm." and they ate their breakfast for the first time after the divorce.

Rama smiled in his heart, he missed their togetherness like this, really he was so stupid just realized his feelings after divorce. It is true that our people will feel lost after someone leaves us.

Nana remembered the scene from a few days ago. Wanting to ask but how, not asking made him curious. Nana occasionally stared at the man who was eating in front of her. Rama can feel if Nana occasionally looks at him, like there is something to say but the woman looks hesitant.

"Just ask if there is anything you want to ask" said Rama after he felt amused himself to see the gaze of his ex-wife.

After thinking long enough, Nana finally chose not to die curious. "Don't say that Rama who yesterday distributed furniture for free to all neighbors and replace it with new furniture" asked Nana while paying attention to the circumstances around, everything looks new.

"Yes"

Nana felt surprised then let out a long sigh.

Yes he said, rich people despite bankruptcy can still live a good life.