I'm my Husband's Beloved
Chapter 23 Loving without being loved.
It didn't feel like Nana had been living in her hometown for three months. Though only a year he lived in the city but he felt different during there, maybe because he could love someone he had never felt before. It turns out that love is like ngprank, can be happy can also hurt.
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The front door is knocking, who think Nana who came to visit, even though her friends have not known the move. Nana also can not contact them, because their mobile number is also wasted with her old card. Because it was too sad he forgot to save the number of his friends
Slowly walk towards the door and open it. Who do you know but who, say do not know but have seen thought Nana when looking at men in front of her.
"Who are you looking for? " he asked because he felt between familiar and unfamiliar.
"Find neng" he replied while spreading charm.
"Huh?" Nana's breaking up, what's this guy looking for. Nana noticed the appearance of the man in front of her, high lumaya, brown skin mateng more to black, pretty face.
Nana became goosebumps looking at the man in front of her smiling an indistinct smile. Nana's mind h served where - where.
Is this guy a debt collector? Did you have debt.
"Include neng, my name is mamat, I live in the back block of the house neng"
"Oh neighbor, please sit down, just outside, yes, it does not feel good to the people if inside" said Nana to avoid unwanted talk, even though it will still happen.
Nana calmed down a little because the man was not a debt collector.
"Yes neng, it's okay" then they sit in the front seat of the house.
"What's wrong, ma'am? " ask Nana.
"I'm frankly yes neng, I want to propose to be a wife" he replied firmly.
"What?" to Nana's surprise, she jumped out of her seat.
Didn't I hear wrong, haven't even known to have been playing bed.
"Yes neng, I know your widow has no problem with that"
Whahuh? Even though I'm a widow, I look that cheap. Is there no price anymore.
Closing his eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath and then exhaling it violently. His heart was getting upset, why the widow should always be looked at one eye.
"Sorry mas, I still have no intention to marry again, I still want to be alone" replied Nana still polite.
"Maybe we can date before marriage" is still a business mas mamat.
"Sorry mas, I really still want to be alone" Nana tried to convince the man in front of her.
"How about we get to know each other first" Mamat was determined to marry Nana, for him Nana was very cute with him.
So forced.
"Sorry mas, I don't want to connect first, I still want to be alone" Nana ran out of words to reject Mamat.
"Then we....... "
"I have to work mas, I live first yes" Nana cut and then passed away, entered the house and closed the door, letting the men in front of her gawk.
"You're selling expensive, I can still get a virgin" the man who came out of Nana's yard.
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Nana today entered noon, she was ready with her work uniform. Walk through the workshop that was opened earlier.
"Neng, how to get married again" seduced wawan who had seen and heard a little chat Mamat and Nana.
"Ah... brother likes to seduce Nana" replied Nana manyun.
"Huft. What if I do not do well, even though my widow is also choosy" he murmured softly.
Continuing his steps back, sure enough after opening the gate, a little man filled with a sweet smile towards him.
"Eh... neng Nana, want to work? "the question is gentle and polite.
"Yes mas.... "
"Mas Jaka anterin ya neng" bargained the Jaka.
"Thank you, Nana got on her own bike, excuse me" Nana stepped past, towards the front door of the workshop, because her bike was in the workshop.
"Bang Nana left first" said Nana to Wawan who was serving a bike beat.
"Yes, be careful" replied Wawan.
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The Infood Company.
In Rama's room.
His face looks annoyed holding back anger, after getting a report from Jo sir his men. His jaw hardened, his hand firmly holding the phone.
"They're nothing compared to me? " the murmur of Rama that can still be heard Dimas. "Will he be with a man like that"
"But if you're in love, you want to be sir" said Dimas, who deliberately made his boss hot, tell him who is a playbooy, tortured himself. Because since the left of the mistress, the boss was often not focused while working.
Rama stared at him sharply, making Dimas lowered his head, then left the boss' room.
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Customers today are not so crowded, Nana is checking the goods, suddenly someone greeted her.
"Darling. A familiar voice in his ears. Suddenly his eyes were sad.
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In restaurant.
Nana looked at her former in-laws with a happy, guilty feeling that was definitely a bit uncomfortable. Considering he hasn't said his goodbyes properly.
"Mama..... How are you?" Nana asked the news, she could see the look of regret highlighted by the middle-aged woman's eyes before her
"Good mom. Mama apologizes for not being able to take good care of you" Mama replied, there are regrets that she felt.
"No, my mother has been very kind to Nana, all this time my mother sincerely loves Nana" answered Nana honestly
"But my mother's son has hurt you" she regrets.
"Everyone has their way. Maybe it's Nana's fate path, met with the wrong person before heading to the right person for us" Nana knows Silvi's mama has her own burden, she does not want to make Silvi's mama even sadder.
"You're so kind and sincere, your son must regret parting with you" Nana just smiled softly at her mother-in-law's words.
There will be no regrets ma, he who wants this divorce.
"Hopefully you will still think of your mother as your own, your father advised me to take care of you after she is gone, but it was my mother who decided to marry you, now she is sorry, she said, sometimes the relationship can't be forced"
"Mama does not need to regret, instead Nana is grateful to marry Nana can be a better woman, and Nana can also feel in love, it hurts yes ma, loves without being loved" said Nana softly, mama Silvi just looked at her. "But it's okay because Nana can also feel having good in-laws like mom and dad" said Nana happily. Nana is the one who hides her feelings.
Maybe this is why your father was so worried about leaving you alone. Your heart is kind and innocent. Even though it looks like it doesn't care.