I’M Your Crush
Chapter 2

... “You know you're in love when you can't sleep because reality finally feels better than your dreams.”...

...-dr. Seuss...

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At this time the clock has shown ten o'clock at night, but somehow these eyes can not be closed. I usually fall asleep at half-ten. And it's almost an hour I

I tried to close my eyes, but the result was nothing.

Ck, what's wrong with me, and my insolent mind even imagines and recalls the student's face I saw at the food bazaar this morning.

And moreover this is why, why my heart even thumped so quickly when I tried to remember his face. No, this can't happen. I can't possibly like it, right?

“Arrghh.”

“Well Hazzel, you can't remember him anymore. It's not time for you to like someone,” my own monologue. And trying to close my eyes.

“CAN'T, this is how to forget the face of that student. His smile was still vividly reflected in my memory,” my description.

“Argsbskknbsv,” I screamed softly with the pillow I was hugging.

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Weekends feel very soothing to the soul of this fall, want to get out of the house but the souls of the house make me lazy to move from my comfort zone. As of this moment, I just came out of my room at nine in the morning, your guess is very wrong. Yeah, I woke up five o'clock. And you know, my room activity since this morning was to find out about that calming-faced male student.

I let you laugh at me. But I have to keep these meetings from my annoying friend, who else if not Zoya. If Zoya finds out about my boomerang, she'll be very satisfied with me.

Last night I was awake until late, until I slept probably almost in the morning. Huh, after all night I was unable to sleep because that soothing smile of hers that was always waving bothered me when this self tried to close its eyes. Finally last night I was planning to find out who the owner of that soothing smile was.

But until this moment I also do not know what his name is, even he in what class and wherever I do not know. Absolutely zero information. All right now it's time to stifle these heavy thoughts for a while. Because I also plan to go out to photocopy my schoolwork.

This is what I hate about liking someone, I will become unfocused and unable to control the time I have. Hufft, I think the rice has become porridge. I was already stuck with that smile and that soothing look.

“You just woke up Ze?”

“Your discussion was just a moment, pretentious very busy this mamih girl.”

“Sana breakfast, your brothers this morning already at breakfast, stay you are not yet,” continued mamihku.

“Ya mih, briefly Ze want to clean first.”

Finished cleaning and breakfast, I went out to photocopy. There are no photocopies close to my house. So I had to drive somewhere else. That's what actually makes me very lazy if there is a task perfotocopy an.

While waiting for the photocopier to finish my order, I observed the people walking down the street, which was my hobby, observing people. It's weird enough, but I'd rather observe from afar than join in the crowd.

The area here is very crowded, because this area has a lot of dormitories and boarding houses for students, and basically this area is a strategic area, close to schools and universities.

In the middle of me observing the traffic of people on the move, again there was one point that made me sharpen this vision. I'm not hallucinating, right? There, at the point where my focal point was someone who made me sleepless last night.

This heart just beats uncontrollably, while these eyes continue to follow its movements. He crossed over, coming towards me. Yep! It's not wrong that it's really him. Is it fate to bring me closer to him? Ah, I guess I've gone crazy and stuck with this feeling. I've been to this area a lot, but why did I just see it.

I think seeing him in this area makes it easier for me to find out more about him. Well, I should get the information right away.

“Kak, excuse me. Hello brother!” My daydreams are gone, when the copier calls me, I think my order is done.

“Eh, yes brother sorry. Already yes?” I answered with a bit of grimace.

“Once brother, this.”

“How many legs, in total?”

“15 thousand feet.”

I pay and go home. On the way home I traced every side of the road, maybe I could see it back here. Some people say that love can drive a person crazy. Look at me I'm so ashamed of myself and I'm so very, very ashamed that Zoya knows how I feel. I kind of licked my own spit.

Arriving home, I immediately searched for information about the calming-faced man. Ah, I guess the name is too long, well I'll call him my crush for a while, until I find his name.

I searched on social media, and yes I finally found him in one of the feed posts in his class, but unfortunately there was no sign of the username in the post. It doesn't matter that I'll look for him in his friendship. But this is very difficult because some people lock their social media. Hufft, the Hazzel won't give up easily, I'll look for him until I can.