
...“You know what it's like right now in my position, loving yourself in silence, admiring it only from a distance.”...
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‘Klik’ yash I finally posted the story that I had planned.
It seems like I am currently like a story guard, my focus is currently only on the column that displays anyone who has watched my social media story. Grr, it's ridiculous.
“Ze! Have you had dinner yet?” Ask my mother who suddenly and bend her head into my room.
“Emm, not yet mih.” My reply
“Ayuk eat first, let together also the same adekmu.”
“Before sometime, later Ze.”
“Iss ayuk ah hunted! There was a neighbor love fruit salad, we eat together. If you later mah address enggak kebagi, spent the same adek-adekmu.” Say mamahku again.
“iih want the fruit salad.” Reply I do not want to not be part of the fruit salad, because you could say this fruit salad is my favorite dessert. And make my neighbor very tasty, because the fruit is fresh, hihi.
“Eatya game.” Answer my mother while leaving me
I was immediately caught up with my mamih who had headed to the family room first. I also forgot my cell phone.
In the living room there were already my three sisters, who were looking at me with different expressions.
“Then very brother! We are laper!” My sister, Sania, is the third child.
“Laper what drool?” Ejek My sister named Wisang, she's the second child.
“Kak ayok buluan sit, later worms in his pelut kak Tani buni again.” This time my last sister, Arkan, also mocked Sania.
“Iya-iya this sister sits down,” reply me finally.
As my mother prepared food for my sisters I took the time to open my phone, and open my social media. About ten minutes I posted but there is no name ‘dzayan’ in the column of my story audience.
“Huftt,” I heaved a heavy sigh.
“Kak, simple first her hp. This will be his follow-up.” Mamihku.
“Iya mih,” I just bagged my phone.
After approximately 15 minutes of activity this dinner is finished, quickly indeed because if the night we only eat a little. Usually it's just for me personally rarely for dinner, for fear of being added puffer.
After cleaning everything and washing the dishes, I immediately gave my mother permission to return to the room.
When I opened my phone back —daebak, who I was waiting for earlier, he finally watched my story. AAA.. I just posted it 30 minutes ago. It's very fast for unknown people to watch.
“Enough Hazzel, enough. You are too much! He only saw your story!” My monologue again reminded myself not to be excessive in liking someone, because it could be dangerous.
At least with him watching the story a sign that he is still active on social media as well, hufft.
I want to keep making stories like this, just imagine when his face watching my story makes me smile.
FALLING IN LOVE REALLY DRIVES ME CRAZY!!!
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“Oh no!! The clock has shown at 06.40, and it,” gruntuku who just came out of the bathroom.
I really am overwhelmed today. Usually at this hour I am ready in my uniform, and this morning I woke up late.
“Ck. This child's habit is melt, if it has been mepet new rich worms overheating.” That's what I heard when I shook hands with my mom.
Yes I justify my mother's words, I am also upset with myself when in this condition.
Just go straight to my bike and drive it very fast (don't imitate guys!!)
Fortunately the red light I passed by always showed a green light, it made me breathe a little relieved. Finally, in about five minutes I arrived at school, this is my record!!! Whereas if I drive at a normal speed it takes 10 minutes and this? making myself goosebumps, thank goodness I survived to the goal.
When I entered the gate there were no picket teachers who usually welcomed the disciples, only guards were preparing to close the small gate.
My breathing was hunting, it was really exhausting, but I breathed a sigh of relief again when I saw that not only was I going to be late in there were still many other students who had just arrived.
I immediately ran a little towards the finger print machine, this machine is a machine to record what time students come to school. This machine was only installed about a week ago, that's why since yesterday I was angry early, this is another reason for me to come early. And now it looks like my presentation is ‘merah’.
In front of me at this time many hordes of male students were crammed into each other for an early presence, I as the only student only relented.
I also moved to the other machine, just now I'm going to stick my finger already there are other students who sneak into my queue. When I wanted to reprimand her and raise my face, I was fixated.
No, I'm not fixated on the student who broke into my queue but on the person behind the student. He's someone I've been looking for since yesterday! For what? Right now our distance is very close. I feel like I'm gonna faint on the spot.
When he got closer to the finger print machine, he looked at me, from his gaze like saying ‘can I go first?’ I'm really limp right now, I think I forgot how to breathe. “ZOYAA PLEASE AKUU!!” I cried out in my heart because we are currently doing contact eyes!
After I realized from my behavior, all I did was nod faintly. Really, right now I'm so gagu, it seems that if I make a sound, my voice will sound trembling, and it's very embarrassing.
After he put his finger on the machine, I immediately stick my finger after him. Aaa. I want to scream now! How not, it turned out that he was more handsome than I expected, and I was actually in front of him at such a close distance. That distance was really close, and this is my closest distance to a man!
I stepped limply towards my class, smiling and holding onto my chest, my heart completely pounding irregularly. It seems like my face is very red at the moment, but fortunately the corridor I went through was quiet, because all the students had already entered their respective classes to start the lesson this morning.
When I got to my class, I just sat down and smiled at Zoya who was looking at me strangely.
“Zoyaa!!” My hysteris wiggled Zoya's arm enthusiastically.
“Gosh why the hell Ze? How strange were you this morning, again sick of you? Your face is so red.” Zoya said with the back of her hand attached to my forehead and cheeks.
“GILAA ZOYA! I JUST MET MAS CRUSH!!!” I kept control of the volume of my voice so that only Zoya could hear me.
“Seriously?! Where?” Zoya asked no less enthusiastically reply me.
“In the place of the finger print earlier, and know we were contact eyes!!! After that we actually deket, it feels like I lemes really there.”
“See my hand is still trembling,” connect me again while showing my hand that is still shaking.
“Crazy..gilaaa!! How on?” Zoya Heboh
“She's so cute gosh Zoyy, really all that and prefect it.”
“So I finger print also his fingerprints!” Added again.
“Pantes aja aja red face like a boiled crab.” Zoya spray
“Neither can Zoy, if rich gini I will actually fall in love with him.” My speech
“While tomorrow we have a fourth semester exam, I am afraid I will not focus on studying if rich gini.” Imbuhku again with drowning.
Yeah, I just realized that tomorrow my class is fourth semester. Only our class does it, remember we're an acceleration class, so it's different from the others. And this is my fear, I'm afraid I can't learn well if I fall in love.
Ah yes I remember one fact that after the exam I will enter the fifth semester, it shows that I have also entered the 12th grade, and that means? Huhh?! I just remembered one more important fact! I will be the same age as Brother Dzayyan!!! Why did I forget this fact? MADCAP.