I'm Yours, Not His

I'm Yours, Not His
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"Don't touch me, please don't come near" Nadira rebelled so Rudian wouldn't touch her. "Go, please leave me alone.. Hix.. I beg you please don't get me in trouble, otherwise I'd rather just die".


"No! Don't say that Dira. I love you so much that I can't turn my back on you".


"Stop! Hentika.n" Nadira rounded his eyes to see Marsel standing on the doorstep there with a surprised face not believing what he had just heard. "Ma-marsels? What are you doing there?".


Rudian then turned his body immediately seeing Marsel standing there with an angry face.


"Ma-marsel since when you stood there".


Then Marsel approached the two, with tears dripping down he looked at them in turn still unable to believe what he saw and heard.


"Tell me the truth. What happened between you two? Why do you get to know each other and please explain what I just heard".


Rudian looked at his son, then tried to take Marsel away from there. But Marsel insisted on refusing and instead pushed Rudian's body behind the wall furiously looking at him sharply.


"Now answer my question, what is your relationship with Nadira?".


"Ma-mar...


"Jawab" Marsel raised his voice.


"Please calm down, Marsel, let me tell you exactly what happened to the two of us".


Marsel let go of his hand, he saw Nadira could only silently cry as he pleased behind them while bowing his head.


"Papa has known Nadira for a long time since you were in London. And" Rudian stopped. "And the first time papa met him at the club along with papa's friends".


Hearing Rudian's explanation, Marsel laughed mockingly at the two. "And papa cheated on me with this woman? The woman I want to marry who I think is a good woman?".


"Please don't say that, Marsel".


"Huhahh.. Haha.. I don't think the same of you two. You guys are really monsters in this life, I did not expect that papa could betray mama behind and you too, how could you do this with... Aaarrrkkkhh" Marsel squeezes her hair.


"Marsel, papa asked for help lest your mama know this. If your mom finds out, you don't know what's going to happen and what your mom is going to do".


"So you're still thinking about that after what you've done with him?" Marsel laughed a grin. "Ordinary area.. You two are amazing" Marsel was about to step away, but Nadira's hand stopped him immediately. "Who do you think stopped my steps?".


Nadira shed more tears, "I know I was wrong, I know I made a very big mistake against you. But please listen to my explanation, Marsel, please listen to me first".


Marsel took a deep breath, "Now what explanation do I need to hear from you? Hasn't everything been proven that you've been quietly approaching my father even...


"I'm not Marsel, so please listen. Before we met and got to know each other, I had already met your father and we both had time to run.. Running an improper relationship. But it all went on for just a few moments, I decided to end our relationship because I knew it wasn't worth doing with your father".


Again Marsel laughed at Nadira's explanation, "So, now you're trying to get close to me?".


"No! I didn't try to get close to you, Marsel, and I didn't know your father was him at all. But now, I foolishly put my feelings towards you".


"Haha... And you think I'm gonna believe this?".


"No, I know you won't trust me anymore. It's just that this is the truth that I'm telling you that I'm putting feelings towards you. Please forgive the mistake I'm going to make and I'm going to leave this house because I don't deserve to be here".


"No, I have to go. Please don't block my path".


"I'm not gonna let you go".


Marsel then left them and Nadira could only look at the departure of Marsel with sadness finally all ended like this and it all happened because of his stupidity.


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Until the next day at the dinner table the family members were just silent without a single person among them who opened the conversation. Darita, Rudian and Marsel. Then Marsel heard his phone ringing, the call came from the office, then he answered and immediately stood up and left them.


Darita snorted in annoyance, she looked at her husband just as quietly as Marsel had done.


"What the fuck is this a reward?" Rudian looked at him. "It should be an angry, silent mama like that, but why are you two the ones who are silent?".


Rudian did not answer.


"Where does the maid woman go? As long as Marsel is not home, I will drive him out of here and if he does not want to, then I will make his life feel like hell" Darita will stand up, but Rudian had already said that Nadira had left their home.


"What's? Is he gone? When's? Mama, don't know?".


"Night, he's gone out of our house".


"really?".


"mmm".


Darita smiled happily, "Good dong then, mama is happy to hear it because the maid woman does not deserve to be in our house. If so, my mom will go first".


"Where are you going?".


"Walking to mama's friends".


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While Nadira who was in his room where he used to come from, he was unceasingly crying as he pleased under the blanket while saying.


"Aarrkhkhh.. I don't belong to Rudian anymore, Marsel, but I belong to you, hiks..".


Lala went into her room and tried to give her best friend peace of mind after Nadira told her everything when she got there.


"Don't cry anymore! It's over and Marsel doesn't deserve you because you and Marsel are like heaven and earth".


"Aarrrkkhhc.. Hix.. But stupidly I put feelings towards him La. And now that this heart hurts so much La, I really feel broken to pieces. I want to disappear from this world right now".


"Basic stupid! You think just because you put your feelings towards her you want to end up like this?".


Nadira looked at him, "So what should I do La? I really don't know what else to do?".


"You wanna know? Now remove your tears and come with me" the two then leave the room.