
Antonio was my senior in High School, he was an ordinary High School male student, no special ability, stupid, naive, not very handsome, but he was a good person.
I was thinking about ending my life on the roof of the school.
Just as I was about to jump down, not knowing where, she suddenly appeared and pulled my hand.
I was shocked, lost my footing and fell into his arms.
"HEY! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING? WHY DO YOU WANT TO END YOUR LIFE? AREN'T YOU THINKING ABOUT HOW YOUR FAMILY FEELS YOU'RE LEAVING?"
He screamed and got angry at me, I knew from the way he was angry, he was worried about me and my family.
But it's useless, there's nothing to worry about, because my parents are dead.
"WHAT DO YOU KNOW? EVERYONE HATES ME, AND MY FAMILY HAS DIED ALL OVER, I HAVE NO BROTHERS OR ANYONE PRECIOUS, I-I'm alone in this world, no one will be sad, and maybe those who hate me will be happy about it, I'm useless, I'd rather just die..."
"There's nothing worthless in this world, every precious human life, you can't just throw it away, how do you think your parents feel when they see their hard-earned and caring child wanting to just end his life? I'm sure they'll be sad, even though the people around you hate you, and this world makes you feel alone, you have to stay alive for the sake of both your parents... until one day I'm sure you'll find someone valuable to you who will bring you happiness".
"Hiks-hiks, HUAAAA...."
It was quite embarrassing, at that moment I was crying very hard in his arms, his words came back to wake me up, and his embrace felt very warm.
"Hiks..hiks..."
[SLURP] *sfx sound nasal fluid sucked
"Never be sad again, if you feel alone, how about you become my friend? My name is Antonio Halliwell, you seem to be a student of the exchange, right? Nice to meet you, what's your name?"
After I became a little calmer, she introduced herself, she said she wanted to be friends with someone like me, her hands outstretched in front of me, in the hope that I would accept her friendship.
"Sorry, if you're friends with me, maybe bad rumors will circulate about you, and you'll be dragged in-".
"Huh? Who cares what other people say? Is your life controlled by others? No don't you? Be yourself!"
I tried to warn him of the bad rumors that would follow him if he became friends with me, but he did not care about it, and still wanted to be friends with me.
I want to be friends with him, if I still can then...
"N-my name is Kaminata Yuka, thank you Antonio..."
I took her hand and accepted her friendship.
"Yes, nice to meet you Yuka!"
She smiled sincerely as I accepted her friendship, her smile was so dazzling, and so beautiful.
It was the first time anyone other than my parents had smiled at me like that.
A sincere and pure smile with no other intention.
Seeing that, I was unable to hold back my tears and started crying again.
"KUMAAAAA".
I cried again in his arms.
"Yosh-yosh, don't cry anymore, I'm here with you..."
She caressed my head, it was so comfortable and her embrace was so warm.
It warms me in the midst of a world frozen for me.
He came to light my dark and gloomy life.
He is a light to me.
...........
After that I made friends with him, my mind was always filled with him, I could not forget his smile.
Even though bad rumors started to arrive, he did not care about it and remained friends with me.
He always protected me and was always there for me.
We always go home and eat together.
Since then, my life began to change, the world that was originally colored in ash, became full of color when he was with her.
I began to prove to the world that I still deserved to live.
I proved to those who humbled me that I was capable, and I began to tell the world and destiny that I was no longer alone.
Those who hurt me began to wane, and I began to make precious friends thanks to him.
I am truly grateful to him for saving my life.
It turns out the world isn't so cruel, depending on how you look at it.
He changed the way I looked at the world, and He was a precious person to me.
Then, on New Year's Eve, he expressed his feelings for me.
"Yuka.. I know this is sudden, you don't have to reply now, since I met you on the roof, I always think of you, I always worry about you... whether the girl I saved would think that I was interfering with her life, when we were friends, Aki was always worried about you too, but when I saw your smile, I thought that I should protect this smile, I thought that I should protect this smile, u know? You're prettier when you smile, so don't be sad anymore, and I love you...".
I couldn't help my feelings either, so I accepted it, and said that...
"I love you too".
I fell back in his warm embrace, in the midst of the snow that fell in winter.
It was her graduation night, so from today I will rarely meet her.
Maybe I will miss him, and feel uncomfortable without him at the beginning, but I am sure I can deal with this situation.
At that time, we often responded via social media, phone and talk to sleep and meet on weekends, it was really a very beautiful day.
He currently works for a video game company called Airsoft.
He said that his company is very good, they accept it even though he is a High School graduate.
He also said that he is proficient in programming, he said he learned it because he likes it.
I think he's trying really hard, so no wonder the company accepted him, I'm happy about it too.
Two years later, my graduation day came.
From today I have graduated from school, and from today I will feel the rigors of the adult world.
But if I'm with him, I think I can get through it.
Then when new year's night came, when the weather outside was very cold, we warmed each other in a room.
We exchanged love, and affection.
"I love you Yuka..."
"I'm also-mph..."
Suddenly he kissed me and then our lips and tongue touched each other.
[SLURP] *sfx saliva sound
"I'll put it in..."
"I-it's my first time, so please slow down."
"Yes..."
[JLEB] *sfx sound something in
"More. ah..."
The body goes very deep into my body.
"It's so warm Yuka, I can't hold it anymore..."
"I-I said p-pellan-ah-slow...Uh!".
He moved faster and gave me no chance to breathe.
"I'm going out!"
"J-don't be inside, h-hey-AHHH!!! N-no..."
[SROT]*sfx sound liquid out
"I'm sorry, I can't help it, you look so attractive to me..."
"D-basic monster.. huh.... huh..."
That was the night we warmed each other.
After that, Antonio introduced me to his parents.
They welcomed me with open arms, they were so kind to me, and considered me their own daughter.
Then came the day we got married, our relationship was blessed by both families.
They are all happy for our happiness and pray for our happiness.
After that we lived together as a happy family.
We bought a house that was quite simple thanks to the results of his efforts.
I wanted to help her but I had no money at all, the insurance money my parents left behind was up when I went to school.
After that, I gave birth to my first child, he was a boy, and very similar to his father, he was so cute and funny, I would love him. I named my first child Yuno, Yuno Halliwell.
Then three years later, I gave birth to my second child, she was a very cute and beautiful woman, she was my little angel, and I gave her the name Yuna, Yuna Halliwell.
I purposely gave the two of them a similar name, and wished they had a good relationship going forward.
We lived happily after that, as a harmonious family.
I finally found something valuable in my life.