
'Guk guk' 'Kuk'
'Guk guk' 'Kuk'
'Guk guk' 'Kuk'
'No!!! Stop it-Arghhh!!!!'
"Oekk oekk oekk"
I woke up from my nightmare and began to cry unintentionally, a very terrible dream in which the incident was repeated in the dream.
Dream of the night I was killed by a pack of dogs. It felt like it was a long time ago that it happened until I started forgetting about it lately.
How could I have forgotten that? That's why I can be here.
Because the cry I let out was loud enough it made my mother come up to me worried about what was happening to me.
He picked me up and carried me while trying to calm me down, then He thrust 'that' at me again, Does He think I'm hungry?
But I rejected it while trying to avoid 'that', After that I tried to calm myself down so as not to cry anymore and make my Mother worry about me.
There was the sound of breath from my mother who was relieved because I was not crying anymore.
Then He walked towards the window while carrying Me, opening the curtains covering the window visible sunlight that barged in through the window glass.
A light that dazzles my eyes but then my eyes can adjust and be able to re-see.
There is a view outside the window, a view of buildings and houses, sunlight passing through every gap of the building, and, a gentle breeze blew against my stunned face with a sight I hadn't seen in a long time.
The alternating clouds covered the sun that was shining merrily on the blue sky sheet.
'Is this the Earth I know?'
The question came back to my mind, but right now I don't really care about it.
I was just grateful to be able to see this scene once again and get a new life.
I will try my best so that this life does not end in vain, and I can enjoy this life given.
Right now it seems like my mother is basking me in the morning sun, this feels warm and comfortable to me.
Every now and then, my mother stuck her finger at me like she wanted to play with me, I responded by clasping my mother's finger.
My mother also occasionally spoke to me, unfortunately I did not understand what He was talking about, but there was one word that He kept repeating for a while and it nodded to me, it seemed like He was calling me that word, He said, that word is "Yuna", is that my name? I asked myself about that.
I'm not sure either, "Yuna"? That sound like a girl's name?
'What? Don't-don't!'
For now I can't confirm it but I have a bad feeling with this.
Suddenly I felt something warm between my legs, My mother was surprised and took me to bed.
'Am I wetting? I didn't even notice!'
It was embarrassing and hurt my pride, but I was immediately stripped naked by my mother, I wasn't quite prepared and when it happened I saw it...
'It doesn't exist!!! Gone!'
Something I had before was lost in place and I cried over what had happened, I cried unconsciously and My Mother then calmed me down, it seemed like this baby's body was very easy to get my feelings out, I said, I can't control it perfectly.
'Goodbye my friend.'
I bid farewell to my friend who is gone.
Even so I have decided, at this time I have been given a second chance to live, I will never waste it, I will live it no matter what, and try to accept every circumstance that exists.
It was a promise to myself.
After the loss, right now it seems like I'm in my family's house right now.
When it was noon, my father came to pick up my mother from a hospital-like place, like my mother had been allowed to go home.
'Hm... There are cars in this world?'
On top of the car was a signboard I couldn't read. It was like the nameplate of a taxi in my previous life, it seemed like my father ordered a taxi before coming to the hospital, He had prepared it.
In the car there was already someone waiting, that person seemed to be quite old, visible from his already whitened hair.
After that the sound of the car engine was heard and the car had started to run, We got out of the hospital area and started heading towards the highway where already many vehicles began to be seen.
Vehicles look as crowded as the earth I know with towering buildings and various billboards and big televisions here and there.
It makes me nostalgic to remember my previous life, if it seems like a lot of time has passed where I was trapped in empty space, I almost went crazy there.
In the car full of laughs, my Dad and Mom who look well together and the voice of the driver who calms.
It's so much fun, if only my old life was like this, it would be so much fun.
Sometimes they also seem to try to play with me, and always mention the same word when calling me, which is "Yuna". It seems unmistakable that is my current name. I will accept that name with pleasure.
After a while the buildings began to look deserted and changed with the houses of the residents, it seems we have started to enter into the residential area in this City.
Not long after the car stopped and arrived in front of the house two levels are quite mini malis.
After that, my father and mother seemed to thank you to the driver who had delivered us, received the greeting Mr. the driver left and the car began to move away from here.
We started to go inside the house, when the door was opened to look quite neat and well-maintained house, my father seemed to take good care of the house because my mother was taking care of me in the hospital.
As we walked into the living room we saw some photos of my Dad and Mom, one of them showing them wearing a suit-like outfit and a white wedding dress. It looks like it's a wedding photo.
Then while being engrossed in looking at their photos, there was a photo of a boy who seemed to be five years old.
'Hmm? Who'sis this?' I asked myself
In some pictures they were seen with the boy.
'Is it Possible...?'
That's just a guess, is that one of my current family? My brother? But I haven't seen him since I came here and I've been in the hospital either.
Now we came to the front of a door, when the door opened the usual view of the room.
My mother went straight inside, after a short exchange with my father then she left us in the room.
After that my mother offered me breast milk again and this time I accepted it because I was getting hungry.
When I was done I started to get sleepy and then my mom laid me down in the cot that was in this room.
The last thing I saw before closing my eyes was my mother's smiling face.
I fell asleep quite fast until there was quite a noise that disturbed me to sleep, I opened my eyes and saw the face of a boy.
'Hmm? Who'sis this?'
His face looks similar to the photo I saw when I was carried here.
I heard my mother's voice scolding this boy.
'Looks like I do have an older brother.'
Her hair and eyes were dark black like the darkness of night, but very beautiful, her face also looked similar to my father but mixed a little with some tenderness from my mother, it seemed like this was indeed my elder brother.
After that he stuck his finger at me, I then just replied by grasping his finger with a smile.
Somehow her face looked red after that, and then she said something to my mom.
There was another sound of 'Yuna' as she said it.
My mother replied in a soft voice, then my sister went to respond to my mother's words.
Because I was calm I closed my eyes and went back to sleep.
'It looks like it'll be fun.'