I Want Live In Your World
Reason

I was trapped in the dark, and it was painful. I ran in endless darkness that made me run out of energy. From the direction of my feet I felt a force pulling me down until I fell. I was so frightened but tried to move on, that I saw a small light and was accompanied by the hands of someone so warm. I wanted to reach for it but I was too tired and not energetic so I closed my eyes, but the light was now growing and accompanied by a voice as if not to lose against my fatigue. The sound was so sweet, the melodious flow of the sacred verses now made me open my eyes slowly.

"Emi..., um.emi...." A gentle voice belonging to a woman blends with the melodious strains of sacred verses. I felt my hand being stroked by the hand of a very warm woman.

"Alhamdulillah," the voice of the young man who had the voice of the holy verses, made my view clearer. My first love, which was a young man I knew coldly, could be warm to me. But water that has been mixed with salt will not easily change the taste. And so is my feeling. My feelings for her have been gone ever since I expressed them. The cracked glass will not be easy to put together again. Even though he tried to be as warm as possible, he would not be able to make me re-admire him.

"Son, this is your friend who's been helping us. He told us if you were in the hospital. No more reckless, my mother is afraid of losing you" said the mother in tears. I stroked the hand of Mother who was so rude from overworking her entire life. My tears were dripping, because that's what I can do right now, because I can't make a sound even though I've tried repeatedly.

And I looked at the young man that Mother spoke of hatefully. I wanted to kill him right then and there. I remembered the cruel words of the young man.

I was at a school reunion. I was too excited and hoped that people would respect and admire you like a beautiful princess, but I didn't realize I was so stiff, weird, and ugly. At that time a young man I liked named Arvin was singing on stage. I glanced at him and he glanced over arrogantly and arrogantly.

"Em, how are you?" Sapa Aini held and hugged me.

"Our champion has come" welcomes Aldi with a smile full of pretense.

"Good thanks, how are you?" My toot.

"This is how it is" said Aldi.

Just a few moments later we had no more conversations, and because I didn't understand how to communicate and mingle with the crowd I chose to step aside and pull over a little.

"Hi Em," Anin's voice surprised me. He came with a friend.

"Ough is this Emi?" Ask the woman."Know I'm Azami" said the woman kindly. I chatted with them long enough until Arvin came. My feelings are not bad, my heart is so very fast beating. I blushed a little and felt hot. "Let's eat," take Arvin. I who looked down even more blushed and stood up.

"Where are you going?" Ask Anin. I looked straight at Anin and saw Arvin holding Azami's hand.

"Oh yes I want to go to the restroom," I flinched and slumped in shame.

I was very embarrassed and did not dare to go out and meet everyone again, especially Arvin, Azami, and Anin.

"What are you doing here?" Ask Azami.

"It's okay just that my hands are hot and itchy, they seem irritated" I replied.

"really? Let me see" said Azami. He took something out of the bag and put something on my wound and hand. "It could be severe if you let it go" Azami said.

After he finished his business in the bathroom, he reflected and right next to me. Paying attention to how she improved her makeup, so very beautiful and kind. I also buy time by removing the makeup box from my bag.

"I first yes, later you follow us to eat by the pool yes," said Azami when she finished makeup. I just nodded, and said "OK," in embarrassment.

At that time I was trying to strengthen myself. Walk to the place Azami meant. I met Anin and was busy calling.

"Anne..." I'm trying to talk.

"Emi, you go there first, I have to do something. Just sit in a chair with my bag" said Anin.

"The situation will get more awkward" I said in my heart.

"Finally meet too" I said in my heart. I immediately sat on the chair that Anin meant. At the table there was so much food. I was so hungry but all the Anin, Azami, and Arvin people were not there, I didn't dare to start first. And then I saw Azami and Arvin at the other end of the pond, I was curious, and wanted to tell them at once if the food had come.

However, as I approached I heard how Arvin expressed his love for Azami, I was so devastated that my feelings had begun to fade. I just feel stupid for being overconfident, and so ashamed for wishing there was a little taste for me. I tried to turn around but my panic made me lose my balance and fall into the pool, when I also heard the sound of people jumping into the water twice.

After that I lay in bed and my soul was lost.

"Emak, don't worry about me. Let me sleep" I said in my heart because I felt guilty for Alerd as I recalled the events in the mysterious world. I also took off the infusion and ran. If seen by others it may be like crazy. Arvin immediately chased and at that time I was already on the descent of the stairs, and when Want to step in somehow my body floated. I ran because I remembered Alerd, and tried to return to the mysterious world. But what I got was me back wrapped in a snake and in the dark.