I Want Live In Your World

I Want Live In Your World
Mysterious World


A gust of wind shook the intact leaves on the tree. I stood up to challenge the wind, staring at the leaves. Every now and then stare at the clouds that follow the wind. I thought back to why I was in that world.


There are beautiful things in this world that I don't get in the real world. I don't know which real and fake human world is because the two worlds I live in almost look the same.


In the real world I am just a bad-faced girl, hated by others, men, women, children to parents. They always looked at my face with disgust, with hate. I often avoid going out, I always lock myself in the boarding room. Only in quiet time did I dare to do work outside the boarding house.


I have a strong instinct. I know and easily feel the hatred of others to me. Other people and friends in my neighborhood often talk about me from behind. Sometimes they do things that seem like they want to show how old and ugly my face is not like their perfect face, and have a nice jaw, not like my upper jaw that is too forward. I cried when that happened. I also feel that my friends don't like what I do. At college if I was too active in asking or commenting they would start insinuating me in the classroom chat grub.


I knew about it, I felt every negative energy that came to me from the people around me. Until my body that receives negative energy makes me respond to the surrounding environment with negative energy. I often frown, because when I smile my face looks older, when my face is silent like a monkey. So I'm desperate to live in the real world. I pray that death will come sooner. I'm not excited to live.


Although it looks still like a kingdom, the inhabitants of this mysterious world are always following the development of the real world. The vehicle used was a carriage to carry nobles who wanted to visit from house to house in one residence, such as the residence of Commander Cheng. As for the house to the house of the residents they use a car.


As I have described before the inhabitants of the mysterious world follow the times in the real world. There are some residents who also know the trends - trends in the real world, such as KPOP Idol, drama, film and others. Vehicles that do not exist in the mysterious world are planes, transports, and motorcycles. To move countries they would use the speed of light and who could use the speed of light were only the nobility and kings, only the chosen ones. The inhabitants of the mysterious world live side by side with the real world residents, they can see whatever the real world residents are doing, for example if the real world residents watch them will watch, that was why the inhabitants of the mysterious world could keep up with the trends of the real world population.


But that kind of thing doesn't apply to the occupants who really haven't settled into a mysterious world like myself. I was also confused as it was pulled by those two worlds. I don't know which world to live in. In the mysterious world I have a very beautiful face, white skin, a tall and slender body, nobility, and is valued and respected by the inhabitants of the mysterious world. But there is a fear of its own when it sees in the mysterious world it is so easy to shed blood on each other. And I'm afraid that the inhabitants of the mysterious world aren't as good as the inhabitants of the real world. I doubt and be confused.