I Want Live In Your World
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I kept thinking and asking who I was and how I could be stopped in this world. The speed of the horse that was so fast running made me hold tightly to the arms of the young man I just knew if he was the commander of Cheng in that world. I occasionally stared at him, an aura so cold, making my bones shiver, accompanied by the memories of my true life as if telling me and pulling me home.

After the horse stopped at the residence of Commander Cheng as usual he carried my body, and put my body back on the bed. And this time he locked the door and we were the only ones in the room, I don't know what he's going to do again this time.

I try to get up. "Tell me how far you've known about your origins?" Commander Cheng asked, he looked at me coldly, and there was an owl perched on my window, and with a swiftness the commander threw a knife at the owl, the owl died on the spot.

I fell silent in fear of not being able to answer Commander Cheng's question. It was then with his cold hands that he took hold of my arms, and then cornered me on the bed, this time he too ruthlessly****** my lips with his lips so cold, so cold, and at that moment it felt like he was tracing my memory, every kiss he gave me seemed to let him know what was on my mind. The longer the kiss he gave the more I was unable to breathe and lost consciousness.

When I regained my senses I was greeted by the black shadow of Commander Cheng playing the knife. I was so scared.

"Still not wanting to tell me what you're thinking right now?" Commander Cheng asked, with a very cruel look.

"I want to go home, please return me to my world. Every time you touch me I realize that this isn't my world. You purposely set me up in your world. I know my face here is prettier than my world, but I also listen to the cries of the people I love in my world" I explained to her with half-flowing tears.

"People who love?" Ask commander Cheng.

"What about me who's only been able to see you, and always look after you?" Ask commander Cheng.

"What do you mean?" I don't understand what he meant.

"Look good, well, I've been by your side for a long time, I've loved you since you were born into your world, I was the first person to always take care of you, now is your time to be mine and always be by my side. But because of my mistake I was not able to fully bring you into my power, I chose a body that suits you. But, you purposely went and met the body lover you stopped by. I don't know what would happen to you if Prince Yin knew who you really are, that's why I always erase the memories of your real world, and yet you're so stubborn," commander Cheng explained with a cruel look.

"Let me go" I said.

"Alright, but when you're disappointed I hope you still have the motivation to live. Oh, no, you have to show me how you got to my world, how I fought to save you," said Commander Cheng, pulling my arm and holding my chin, my eyes clashing with his blue eyes. I felt like I was seeing a rough sea.

"Look around you" said Commander Cheng, releasing my chin, but holding my hand tightly. I saw it turned out that between where I was at this time I saw the figure of a girl lying in a coma. When I saw the girl I realized it was my body, and my memory came back. I remember how I suffered in my world. Where I was seen as a freak, even seen as a lunatic. When all women are liked by every man, I am the only one hated by all men in my world. And most painfully none of the men approached me and talked to me, I lived a lonely life in a world of warmth.

I remembered how I always begged the people I liked in the world to accept my feelings, but they were all mortal. I was also forced to sell my pride by expressing my feelings to a man I had admired for 12 years. But he is just like any other man who adores the beautiful face, and the perfection of women.