If Destiny Had Wanted
Afraid of being disappointed with my expectations

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi....

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Almost 9 months I was in school and almost for the breakup I was very happy because in a little while I will be looking for new friends because yes you know that is so

:"yes thank God for graduating soon"

:"again 1 Week to FIT"

however, there are trials that I face like I am very afraid to face the practice exam because I am very nervous when doing the practice exam in front of many people who, in fact, are, makes it hard for me to concentrate.

:"oh done fitting, practice test Gimana yes" said I while restless

:"how when I arrived when I was called Arrived I forgot the same reading ouh TBL, TBL, TBL"

I always think about this practice exam in Because this practice exam is not playing, after the practice exam then I will take the National exam yes it is the graduation exam

:"o Allah, do not come to this test in many ways, I am not strong"

...Suddenly my friend came to advise me...

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":"God does not burden a person except according to his ability. He gets (merit) from (virtue) he does and he gets (torture) from (evil) he does. surah Al Baqarah verse:286"

:"you do not have to complain because in the Test come believe me, God is giving a test to raise your degree" said my friend

I can't speak anymore I can only answer "yes" I was immediately mentally exposed

:"I'm just afraid of what I hope doesn't live up to my expectations"

:"I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint parents"

:"believe Widodo Allah is always there to help you continue to pray to him and you will be spared"

:"iyaa thank you

the sound of the School bell rang which signaled to enter the class but, there were only students who were late

"it's time to go to class, lesson time is about to start Thank you"

"Now it's time to go to class, class will start soon.thank you"

must be almost everyone in his school bell school is also like this, right? almost all the hehehe who here the same bell wrote in the comments column

:"and yes when he goes to class bro, let's go gas"

:"gas Come on, bdw our Math teacher can not come" said my friend

:"who is you!"

:"he was right that the teacher's mother told him"

:"yes Alhamdulillah kos hour"

at once all the classes were excited and happy because our math teacher could not attend.

who wouldn't be happy if their math teacher couldn't come

instantly all my classes were busy alone there were chatting about games, gossip, especially for the girl girl

I myself Even choose to sleep in class because it feels good heavy rain like sleeping oh yes bdw in school just like it was raining again

:"maybe the teacher also can not come because of the rain" I said in my mind

:"bodo ah want to continue to sleep just good tau"

but there was just a disturbance, whether in the class noisily, her singing girl made ear pain anyway it contained a lot but suddenly became quiet because there was lightning

...duarrr........

and everyone was surprised and decided to shut up and sleep too and I was happy because the class was quiet

:"huh finally deserted as well" said I was very happy

:"Waldo"

:"what else!!!" I said a little upset

:"what!!!?"

:"ehhh mas seme"

:"yeswhy?"

:"cold no?"

:"yesa cold tau" little spoiled

:"this jacket is Pakek"

:"thank you, what are you packing?"

:"I'm hugging you"

:"joking kwkwk I brought 2 kok"

:"sign the cake! you are this"

:"yes, what are you doing? in class"

:"no, just sleeping"

:"sama I'm here yuk"

:"That's all gass"

and I went straight to her classroom where she sat together and chatted together anyway it rained heavily for 1 hour

:"why you? how does his face look worried?"

:"I don't papa just think about the practice test"

:"why?"

:"worrying that I can't do it you know that I've been gerogiing in front of so many people"

:"you sure can I always support you, tar study together for his exams yes"

:"I'm worried about expectations"

:"It is not necessary to think that tarr can even hurt you think it continues"

and then I announced that now we are going home early and it was still raining and me and seme decided to go home together to her house

:"Wid, come home to my house tomorrow will be 2 days off"

:"do I mean, do I live in my house?"

:"hehehehehe yes it is" he said

:"maybe, but I'll go to my grandmother's tart in temurin again"

:"I'll call you first"

:"the speed is yes tarr we go straight home"

I also immediately asked permission to my grandmother through my uncle by asking permission and allowed as long as not to be naughty and polite at home people

and I quickly went home to my house to learn and play as usual

in Because it is still the Storm Storm Trials I am very sleepy because the weather is very good for sleep

:"mas I slept first ya ngatuk loh"

:"Knowledge is sure"

:"do you know?" I said surprised

:"you know, just look at this your WhatsApp last seen at 2"

:"hehehehe"

:"that's there and I'm going to sleep"

:"can't you eat?"

:"no, I had breakfast this morning"

:"yes, as soon as you sleep"

and I also decided to sleep and seme my house is very luxurious and rich I was happy to be very happy because I could get him who is kind and sensitive

and suddenly he came from finished eating and brought a lot of snacks I was surprised

:"ehh what do I bring a lot of snacks"

:"we play games while eating snacks"

:"shouldn't the heavy thunder rain!"

:"how about the movie?"

:"just like mas"

:"It's not connected to the internet yet"

:"kalo so I can follow it"

:"ook sip hehehe"

and I had fun with her and I still think about it on the practice exam

I hope I can pass this prayer yes friends so I can pass with the best grade amen ya rabbal allamin

Keep learning and praying because in your very hardship God is always there to help you.^^^^^^^^^^^

...chapter 12 completed 💯...