If Destiny Had Wanted
I'm Already Mature

Year after year passed, now finally has reached adulthood. There are so many trials I face. Being an adult is not an easy thing, trials come continuously

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:"finally I've grown up, I don't feel like time is so fast"

:"I miss my past" I said in my heart

indeed the past is the happiest thing, even we miss it the most

The past where in fun

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I remember when I was a kid I always wanted to grow up fast when I slept I always said

:"duh, when can I get big fast"

:"so big quick pengengen"

:"later when I grow up I want to be a doctor"

yes it is a time in childhood we always want a big quick a lot of mimip

what we want, right? I used to be Mr. Widodo

I also talked to Mom

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:"makk"

:"yes, why baby?"

:"this is why Wid's picture is good, right?"

:"yesa nice picture of mama's son"

:"what's that picture, son?" said my mama

:"this is the picture of Dr. Wid want to be a doctor, want to be able to help everyone"

:"good cool mind mama's son"

:"the important thing is that you are now diligent in studying, diligently praying to God so that all Wid's wishes can be achieved"

:"amiss"

yes that's how about my mind I really want to be a doctor until that

small time play doctor doctor same patient with his friend it was his friend kwkwk

:"Widodo main yuk"

:"uhh yes naura play what?"

:"we play doctor-med yuk"

:"Corny"

I was so happy when I was a kid

even now it still pengen it back to the time of 2019 where we are happy

play kite, play marbles, anyway

very exciting and fitting that time was ever so

be quiet to play right in order to sleep the same

whose parents are in the same kayak kak kak Widodo?

:"Widodo main yuk" said my friend

:"ehh widodo can not play first"

:"must take a nap"

yes, that's how about every afternoon in told to sleep until yes fit mama my mother has slept this yes.

be quiet

:"finally my mother slept, this is a chance to play quietly" I said in my heart

:"ayo again Diki can get out"

I always just right in order to take a nap do not want, want her to play just continue well the turn when adult just lie in the let

can be broken at home

:"ehh bro main yuk"

:"excuse me, I can't play my job much"

yes pura aja so many tasks so do not play now aja kak widodo play like diem at home continue

Until often in anger mother because she likes to stay at home continue

:"astaghfirullah Wid, you want to stay at home, Go out and play with them"

:"no ah Mak bosen outside is good at home can play hp"

now sak widodo likes to be very lazy out of the house maybe, out of the house just

if you are hungry again, want to buy snacks or as his

for some reason yes first as a child like Banget out of the house turn fitting adult, ehh even like nolep

:"ehh widodo main yuk, play ball"

:"not to mention the same ball cuy"

:"why males?"

:"again not good body cuy"

":oh no longer feel good ok gws ya"

On the other hand, it does not hurt so lie in temen so that it can collapse at home, while WiFi and mumpung there is WiFi neighbor so

You never thought the more mature it's the farther the parents are

it's brother widodo who feels or exists as well

now fit adults a lot of thoughts that make us uncomfortable kayak

:"whatever I want to be is adult"

:"was a child wanting to be a doctor"

:"now I can only hope"

our adult selves often feel that we are not ready with what will happen but become adults

we have learned a lot about how to

More serious in pursuit

dream

but there are people who want to bring us down whether school friends, or even coworkers

when we're happy to fit there are people who want to bring us down somehow

when we succeed in achieving the dreams we achieve

there are people who are jealous to see us succeed

widodo wanted to be very proud in mama but

:"the widodo can't"

:"why can't you?"

:"widodo is just afraid of being disappointed with what happened"

:"grown up isn't as beautiful as I thought"

:"I want to go back to my past, where I always don't think about problems"

even at school or at home there are always many trials that come continuously like there is no stopping.

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being a good person is often betrayed

or even in the trampling

but you guys never been to the mind anyway?

maybe that's how God became us adults

but sometimes being an adult is a bit difficult sometimes there are people who go to school while working

it was when I saw it that I was an estimate of what my fate would be, but I could only pray and continue to pray

only fate knows it we must not give up

although sometimes being an adult is not as beautiful as we imagine in childhood

sometimes being a difficult adult is holding back from emotions

sometimes being an adult there are emotions that are difficult to control

what is difficult according to Mr. Widodo in becoming an adult

difficult to control emotions, sometimes we are often made angry by anyone whether it is a sister or someone else

sometimes we are often angry because we are set, we are always angry when we are told to tell, but make no mistake we are angry at being told

because we're not kids anymore.

:" your widd is already great, you must be more serious in pursuing anything"

:"yes yes mak"

sometimes I get upset in the face of my problems sometimes at home, sometimes at school

even always complain because adults always miss the past

sometimes into adulthood we often forget time because we are too busy, whether it is school, or work there are also those who attend college while working

we must keep the spirit yes in the pursuit of dream dreams'we pursue.

...chapter 8 completed 💯...