If Destiny Had Wanted
Very excessive worry

Day after day has passed, now I am almost at the end to graduates only need to wait 1 month To graduate but, there is only news that makes me worried about my expectations

:"yey Alhamdulillah will graduate soon" said I was quite happy

:"again briefly The school exam continues to pass"

...Teacher's coming.......

:"ready..

:"give me greetings"

:"assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh" said all students"

and this is the news that makes me immediately badmood and worried constantly I just keep thinking about it

:"good son of my son everything"

:"because soon we will do the PAS exam, and do the practice exam"

:"When I arrived, I did it immediately"

:"oh God, the test of practice" said I who was surprised

:" well you will share the schedule for the exam practice prayer, ablution, teaching etc"

suddenly I was immediately very panicked because I was always nervous to do that in front of many people I was very embarrassed because I would do a practice exam in front of many of my students.

:"oh practice test again how yes" said I very deg

:"I have not yet read the Koran"

I'm just afraid because I'm in reading the Qur'an very often nervous what else, in front of many people can be shaking again Sampek fainted I'm very afraid of this practice test.

:"giman said this short letter is memorized, but tell al-nisa, Al Baqarah etc that I have not memorized"

I was very panicked and worried to get to the bottom of my dream when I read the prayer and short surah Alhamdulilah memorized but that surah that made me very worried excessive

:"what ayeah, tell me that length I have not memorized"

:"what else is the prayer after the ablution that I often forget ouch" I said very worriedly

:"Where is this"

:"want you don't want to have to speed run learn this if you don't want to be embarrassed"

yes I'm very afraid I'm not smooth I'll be embarrassed in front of a lot of people in because I don't memorize

"how to memorize often forget"

"you don't want to learn to be able to"

"this is why Widodo often forgets to make novels"

"cage forgot because of playing games or memorization"

:"good children do not forget to study for his practice exams"

:"well sir"

and I immediately thought about continuing to study and force so that I could graduate I would not be embarrassed if I did not memorize

you pray in yes guys bismillah can quickly memorize where Surah Al Baqarah can be mentally hit what else his student talk is often not really ruined deh have much to learn anyway

:"ok From tomorrow I will study and memorize for fear that I will be humiliated"

and suddenly I thought of the ugly images that made me so worried that I was almost down because of this test of practice

:"What aye"

:"this way" is a thought-provoking speech in my head

the practice test was for me a bad dream that terrorized me every day I almost made

thinking continuously it kept on being in my mind

:"that's Giman yes I can not yes this practice test Hadeh Gimana :)"

:"yep must learn inevitably to force yourself to learn"

:"yes should be able to memorize all"

I was then forced to study because I was afraid not to pass the Karen exam practice this I was immediately to memorize it but, somehow the mind Exam practice continues to terrorize me

:"I thought I had a continuous practice test like a bad mimip"

:"fell into terror by the Examination of practice"

I will keep trying to learn because the effort will bring results I will keep trying to fight this bad mimic

since the practice exam is the scariest to me what else this is concerning to pass I can only pray that this matter be facilitated

:"ok I have to study for the practice exam and forget everything temporarily and focus on studying" I said

arriving at home I continued to learn to memorize all of them but "Wellcome to mobile legend"

:"no I should be able to hold it"

:"mayo can not ml occasionally"

there's just a temptation that comes to me whether it's games and other I try to resist that focus of learning but

...telephone sounds......

:"waalaikumsalam why?"

:"why? yank"

:"again!"

:"buset is very busy like this"

:"yes now Lin memorized for the difficult practice test loh"

:"want me to help baby?"

:"I'm big, not a baby anymore!"

:"What the hell is that?!"

:"Y"

:"What are you doing?"

:"pengen hafalin let fit Exam practice is not shy in"

:"yes, I'm helping"

:"who really?"

:"yes, baby" said Seme

:"but must be diligent to read so that you can memorize"

:"yes I will be diligent in inshaallah"

:"yes, tar want to come?"

:"where to?"

:"buy something Sunday night mumpung"

:"maybe it is"

:"here's that?"

:"iyee come but don't go home"

:"gaggih"

and I decided to walk for a while to calm myself but, the thought kept haunting me I tried to complain and tried to forget

:"do keep thinking" I said in my heart

:"What aye"

:"why Wid?"

:"what's it"

:"what are you thinking?"

:"no, just that thought"

:"practice testing?"

:"emmm can be said, so"

:"calm tarr out shopping we learn yes" said si seme

:"eee yes"

I tried to forget the 2nd time but still the thought was constant even this practice test constantly haunted me

:"oh Allah, I want to try to calm down and forget about it for a while"

:"in the terror of Mulu dah Ama ni Exam kayak"

:"practice test,Examination practice Exam"

:"just keep it going to the endless"

:"do you"

and after Samapi came home I studied with him for this practice exam and I kept trying Samapi could and forced myself to study

:"cannot be forced you don't know well"

:"but what else I'm afraid of the practice exam not passing"

:"believe in God you can"

:"amin yes"

:"yes you have eaten first it as bad as his meatballs his mintak a lot"

:"the name is hungry too"

:"yes, eat a lot of things that have been learned"

:"iyee baffle"

...chapter 13 completed 💯...

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