It's Not Me Who's Your Wife
Episode 28 Alone in Apartment

Ayana POV's

During the day when I was with a friend in this apartment, it did not feel lonely, but when I returned home from college this afternoon, my own life in this luxurious apartment building.

Then came the longing, to the aunt, uncle who in the village was also my brother, who in the UK, knocked on his heart, until his body slipped to the bottom of the bed side, and, then leaning on the side of the mattress with the head turned up, staring blankly at every corner of the sky room, the apartment room with full glass windows facing west, so that the night window has arrived, so that the night has arrived, can see the city of Jakarta from a room with a height of approximately 12 m, which decorated thousands of city lights, making the city that never dies more vibrant.

Just the afternoon was almost dusk, I was still interested in looking at the sky of the room with eyes getting hotter, my brain began to be crazy by the shadow of Raditya who was fighting warmth with the sparkling romance with Kiara.

I was sick, I was sick, I was sick of piercing the heart, until these tears started to slide from the eyeball, until they melted into the ear, I immediately raised my head to tears, and the body felt tired, tired too, finally I was curled up on the clean floor.

" I ask you to keep this heart out of despair, remove the painful shadow in the heart," my mouth continued to pray to the Lord, that I may remain strong and firm.

I also realized that crying continuously can certainly be depressed and chaotic, and I will become a laughing stock Kiara or people who do not like.

I got up from the cradle on the floor and approached the wide glass window, my eyes fixed on the western horizon to see the golden twilight rays of the sun that began to immerse themselves, with a strong twilight breeze behind the glass window, and I exhaled into the window glass, a small circular dew shadow appeared on the glass in front of me, and then my fingers touched the dew.

Long enough to enjoy the golden color in the sky, I began to retreat to take a tissue on the nightstand, my eyes stared at the flashing mobile phone, a sign there was a video call.

" Ooohhh, mas Raditya, lift, no, lift, no, lift. "the heart that longs from thousands of yearnings, makes this heart in favor of lifting the device, he said, though I intend to remove all the shadows of his face from the eyes and heart.

" Ay, "silent face is clearly decorated on the screen of the device in my hand, chest stubborn, difficult to neutralize.

" Gold, "my eyes are wet again, because they are moved.

"I.." he did not want to continue the words that made this heart grow.

" Why mas, good whether you are Mas, "my shadow he always has difficulty removing or wearing long pants and shoes to help stand up also walking.

" I'm sick, it hurts here," his hand pressed against his chest, with my eyes getting so sad, I actually exceeded him, but this mouth was locked to talk about it, because I feel it's not worth saying it.

I am aware of myself in front of him, if I am not worthy to speak my heart in front of him.

" I'll catch up with you Ay." the phone turned off, I believe Kiara or someone else is approaching, because she doesn't want to be known, she's trying to protect me, I believe, this brain keeps a positive mind on the man who is my husband.

Can vidcall from mas Raditya into a heart medicine that is again sad deep. Like being doused in this ice of the heart, makes me excited and not continue to continue, for the fate of the unlucky.

I have not bathed since coming home from college because it can only be confused, now like having excess energy to do various things, including wiping furniture in every room, like, bed linen that awut awutan fixed to be neat and then sweeping, had not had time to mop sayup sounding Adzan Maghrib, so rush me to the bathroom, which only takes 10 minutes to finish, so rush me to the bathroom, which only takes 10 minutes to finish, by flushing the body with warm water feels the nerves of the body that fast become slackened.

After fulfilling the obligation, heading to the dining room, last afternoon there was still leftover cooking for dinner.

" Em, there's a lot of rice, there's also a side dish," I thought, and then I called Rosa, I hope she hasn't eaten, let's cut it out.

" Ay, made fried rice only, I went down nich, I wanted fried rice, "a message from Rosa, who five minutes later had knocked on the apartment door.

" Have you made Ay's condiment? " ask Rosa, I agree.

Half an hour we both joked while enjoying the fried rice, then Rosa went home to the apartment.

I was alone again, but no matter what, I tried to encourage myself, Rosa was alone in my upper apartment.

Back all I cleaned, floor on the mop.

Enter the room deliberately wide curtains I do not close first, so I can see the flickering flickering city lights from a height of about 12 m, also the dark sky covered with clouds, of course the lights are not turned on.

Stretch the body for a while while opening the phone.

" There was another message from Raditya.

Turns out Raditya sent two bodyguards to look after me.

This heart seemed to twinkle with the attention of Raditya to me, although as long as I took care of him, he never talked about the contents of his heart, just that he always kissed the tops of my head, while helping to lift his body by holding on to the waist.

Sometimes I looked up my head, smiled at each other softly, and just kept quiet talking through my eyes.

For a long time tired eyes and without realizing the eyes were asleep with the body covered with blankets up to the neck.

At midnight from the window panes was startled by repeated elongated flashes, eye twitching and rising from the super-soaked mattress, like Liandra's.

I shifted my body to the side of the bed by the window, then lowered my legs and stepped towards the window.

Outside the lightning struck the light with the sound of rumbling that kayaked parallel to the room, long heavy rain spewed from the sky.

Quickly hand pulled the curtains that are still wide open, then in the darkness of the room with a size of 4 × 6 m, somewhat limped to the electric switch to turn it on, even though the middle room is already on.

Sepi itself with a 3 bedroom apartment, large again its size, except the guest bedroom only measures 4 × 3 m.

Midnight accompanied only by the rush of rain also booming sound, I made instant noodles, which are available in the kitchen drawer set below, with me make as special as possible, let the tongue feel delicious, so that the, because the tongue feels numb, while the stomach screams screams to be filled.

Again I called Rosa, who woke up hearing a thunderous voice.

" Let's eat me, right?" I asked after I opened the door to her apartment.

" Yes, in the bowl at the dinner table, " answered me.

And the fruit juice that was still in the fridge I poured into the glass.

I'm in the spirit of seeing Rosa eat voraciously.

" Sa, sleep here all together, we'll have a day off tomorrow, we can wake up all we want, "give me. Rosa assented while asking in the morning to make fried rice again.

" Ok, ready for the princess, "I said, we laughed chuckling among the sound of heavy rain.

" Don't go straight to sleep, you know we're expanding to the side" Rosa said, heading for fitness equipment in the living room.

I really do not dream of living in an apartment this luxurious, just I certainly keep positioning myself only as the person assigned to take care of him, so absolutely do not have the feeling that this apartment is mine.

Sweat all over the body, after it was dry we entered the room and went to bed and I really felt tired.

The voice of Adhan Fajr was heard, I woke up so Rosa to fulfill the obligation, with all sincerity I prostrated to surrender, and for some reason after surrendering, a wounded heart like getting medicine.

We both laid our bodies back on the bed.

" My life is like in a fairyland, an orphan who is only helped by the poor, can live like a princess, the equivalent of Rosa who is now sleeping next to me" I muttered, with eyes that can no longer be held back.

As the morning glint hit the large glass window in the room entered through the gap of the curtain, I squirmed and opened my eyes slowly, and rubbed Rosa's back.

" Sa, morning apartment dweller on weekend klo gymnastics?" tanyaku, because I heard the sayup sound of gymnastic accompaniment music.

" Yes, let's go, "please, I made some warm tea, and the two ate a snack.

Then after I put the training up to Rosa's room, because she wants to change training as well.