It's Not Me Who's Your Wife
Episode 43 Pak Raihan is just lunch

Ayyana POVs

The car in the basement is neatly arranged, and the parking lot is spacious, making the guest car can be accommodated, such as the car of Pak Raihan, which of course already has a visit card, which has a visit card, no difficulty when coming to the apartment. Because like Uncle this morning, because he did not have a visit card then had to wait for me to come home.

An uncomfortable heart since at Raditya's office, it grew after knowing that Mr. Raihan was behind the car I was driving.

Confused, heartbroken to face two brothers who always do not want to stay away from me.

Like Mr. Raihan, he always had the opportunity to approach me while on campus, every day there was just a way to approach me, even though he did not lecture in my class, and all I know is that he always lectures next to my house when not in my class, so that every day can approach me, usually taking a walk together or just talking nonsense.

Like yesterday afternoon, my class came out and found out he was right next to me.

" Ayy, is there no college? " he asked, I was hit by walking to me.

" O Mr. Raihan, yes this sir keeps coming home, "my answer is a bit nervous, my nervousness does not mean there is a heart to him but because Rosa and other friends get away, as if giving Mr. Raihan a chance to be with me.

" Ayy, I don't bring rice this afternoon, please anterin rice, "he never invited me to eat outside when he didn't bring rice, not because he didn't want to spend money, not because he didn't want to spend money, just that he knew that if I was invited to eat outside would refuse or I would invite Rosa and other friends, who I had done when he invited me to eat outside.

I was the flashback again, while the hand did not take off the steering wheel also confused heart facing two brothers, somewhat relaxed after the burly hand of the next man squeezed my finger.

" Mas."." I said without continuing, these eyes glanced at the face of the man at the side, so nervous because the eyes with black beads did not blink to look at me.

And I was grateful after getting out of the car and walking towards the elevator, the two brothers showed their maturity, until in the elevator added this heart beat irregularly, with Dania in it.

" Could it happen or did he know the arrival of the four of us? " i ask in my heart, could this be good luck for me? because at least it will reduce the brother-sister feud.

Raditya sometimes I see also not so sad after there is Dania, which I heard he has an apartment here, just I do not know on the floor and the number.

And because Mr. Raihan has not had lunch, I have prepared it, please go to the dining table with Dania.

Which makes the heart goosebumps, Dania talks not wearing.

" How can he talk to food there is poison, "my mind is upset.

" Uuuummm, the female base is always sirik, should be grateful, at least can eat together with the man who is being chased back," I muttered again, once this eye glanced resentfully at the bunda Liandra.

" Women are not clear origin, cook the dish only two macem only, are you not given money to eat us here, "long babble with a soft tone in my ear.

" Simply, lady Songong, have you not seen the other side dishes, for me that's enough," annoyed also by the speech that always considered me low in his eyes.

We ridiculed each other in a soft tone, hoping that the two men even Liandra did not hear, of course on my side did not feel good for the three humans, he said, moreover, Mr. Raihan and Raditya can also cover the heart of his regret, they look ordinary, although I know when I just met in the basement both sulked, even their faces look clearly hardened, like Raditya, like Raditya, he clasped his palms tightly, in my opinion to hold back the annoyance.

I walked away from Mr. Raihan and Dania who were enjoying lunch, then joined Raditya who was chatting with Liandra on the sofa.

" Dad, would you like some juice?" I asked after this bokoong sat on the sofa next to Liandra.

" Come, "his eyes are looking at me gently with lips on their backs with a smile, and Liandra is asking for it too.

I headed to the kitchen near the fridge to grab some avocado juice with just a little sugar.

And don't forget to offer Dania also Mr. Raihan, then I was busy pouring juice from tupperware to 5 small glasses, and put to the front dining table Dania and Pak Raihan, and then I was busy pouring juice from tupperware to 5 small glasses, who still enjoyed lunch.

While Liandra helped bring the glass that he handed to Raditya.

" Oom, this morning Liandra came to make the juice, "he said with a smile, looking at the soft cheeks.

" It's delicious, you're good at it too, like aunty Ayyana, "flatter Raditya smiled.

" Yes donk, abis pingin kayak aunty Ayyana, "he answered laughing cheerfully.

Both ex-husband and wife had finished lunch, then Mr. Raihan just sat for a while and continued to come out.

" I want to revise the material to lecture this afternoon, "the reason he was quick to say goodbye, just I saw his eyes reddened as well as his face tightened like an upset.

With Pak Raihan's hasty steps towards the door, regardless of Dania's call, he simply kissed her daughter's chubby cheeks.

" Dad left first, don't bother aunty Ayy, later to the campus join aunty Ayyana, "the message is soft. His little daughter welcomed him with a very carefree kiss on the back of his father's hand.

While Dania only cares about Mr. Raihan, not one bit moved to get close to her daughter.

Then I approached Liandra after the two passed from the apartment I occupied.

" Aunty, I sleep, "and I carry the body of the little girl, to be taken to the room, and then put into bed.

I pat the little girl in front of me, and close my eyes.

" Ayy, you're asleep, aren't you, Liandra? " lirih said she was afraid Liandra would wake up.

He asked for company to sit on the sofa.

Trained he returned to the sofa, with me close behind him.

" Ayy, I don't like it if you don't refuse Raihan to come here, "he said with a cold face.

I looked down with my mouth locked.

" You heard me not talking, "he said again.

" Iiiiya Mas, abis I am not happy to refuse," I replied stammered, while I had no courage to look into his eyes.

" OK, if he wants to come here, there must be me or Dania, "he said again.

I agree, then think about the existence of Dania here there is a positive side for me, at least Mr. Raihan always accompanied by Dania, even though Dania's mouth is very sore.

As if there is a way to overcome Mr. Raihan, but I do not continue to be complacent with Raditya, there are still many obstacles to be faced.

" Uuuhhh, do not expect more with Raditya you Ayy, you are only needed as a nurse, if it is made a wife, right, only temporarily, "guman in the heart, and it feels like pain is sliced open in my heart.

" Ayy, after Mas Raihan left, you kept quiet, "rejected Raditya.

I snarl from the daydream.

" Eeee, anu Mas. "I don't dare to continue the speech, which actually wants to say frankly just because I am aware of my position.

" Anu what's Ayy? " presses.

I lowered my head not daring to look into his eyeballs, afraid of becoming more and more tormented by love, because in my heart I gradually began to learn to stay away.

I do feel unable to face sharp obstacles if I have to not release Raditya according to the initial agreement.

" No, just ignore my words, "I asked, and it turned out that he did not want to press.

" Ok Ayy, I also want to enjoy this togetherness, without any problems, " Raditya said, his hand pulled my body and placed it on his chest.

" Ayy, with my heartbeat, "again the ink. I did not resist Raditya's embrace, by leaning my head against his chest, and then trying to listen to the rhythm of his heartbeat.

The clock ticks on the wall, I was lulled with the fingers of Raditya, and the flower blossoms in my heart, and the sinful feeling did not whack in my heart, because I feel as a wife who is martyred, so always enjoy the togetherness of the two, only so far he has not demanded far that I carry out my obligations as a wife.

" She's been together here long enough, going to the office, right? " my words are soft.

" I still want to enjoy being with you Ayy, "he said, making my thoughts soar.

" But I want to go to college again, "I said slowly.

I had a glance at the glass window behind the dining room, the sky was evenly clouded this afternoon.

" Mum, I want rain, "i said again, and I was reluctant for this body to escape from its grip.

" Ayy, want me like this, how do you not move to campus today, "he asked, this heart blossoms to hear his words.

" But, Mas, right, has to finish the office work, this time there is a nyari too, "I said slowly.

" There is Adnan, he can finish the job, "he replied, his fingers were*************my palms are soft, this heart is getting lulled at his cradle.

But always terlitas in the brain pain slashing pabila remember about marriage is only temporary, making this self has no right to be able to have it.

But no problem, I will still sincerely love this already penetrated the heart, even I will be sincere if he asks for his rights, even though I have to face a tough challenge.

" I could have been kicked out of this apartment, until Raditya would have been heavily escorted so as not to meet me, "my mind is really sad, just that I had to cast off all those scary shadows.

" Ahhh, I must clear the shadow, and I believe when facing problems later of course God will give way to ease, "my inner self.

This heart is sparkled by the fingers of Raditya at the end of the head that is still covered with hijab.

" Ayy, your hijab is removed first, right, there are no other adults, "the door, he dyed my sweet potato.

I followed his request, with a sincere heart.