It's Not Me Who's Your Wife
Episode 38 Eating Afternoon

Raditya POV

Say hello

My finger touched the phone on the mattress, then surfed to see the notification on the glass screen on a flat object. This heart was very disappointed because there was no message from Ayy.

" Ayy, will you not know me anymore, "my mind is so hurt by longing for the shade of Ayy's face that if she is with me it feels like this heart is cold, it is cold, supported by the sincerity of his heart to take care of me, although the beginning I often snapped also cold but Ayy was not also desperate, at least answered a little silly, but it was because of his geekness.

This morning has been about a week at home, I run my own routine from starting to be ready to clean myself in the bathroom to the dining room, then leave the office with a loyal driver, he said, a few months later, he was replaced by Ayy. And so hard this heart forgets Ayy's shadow, then this hand takes the phone just to see Ayy's chat reply, just still zonk.

" When Ayy goes to college, won't open the phone," my mind tries to think good well, abis I believe Ayy has felt the vibration of my heart.

" Mister, it's noon, "my daydreams are up after hearing Darno's invitation of my loyal driver.

As usual Darno was busy carrying my briefcase, then opened the car door while helping until I could sit in the seat next to the driver.

" No, after Ashar I delivered to the apartment near Mas Raihan campus, "I asked, Darno did not ask much, he just agreed to my request.

Time continued to move forward, although the feeling was very slow, and during the factory I was very busy so not many people were waiting for time to meet Ayyana.

I, who had been told by the guards that Dania knew the whereabouts of Ayyana, did not become this shriveled heart, for she would be kept under surveillance, even if she had the same apartment as Ayyana, I'm still not worried about Ayyana's safety. Time has not shown the hours of returning home from work, I have contacted Darno to immediately bring a car in front of the workspace.

" Sir, are we heading straight for the apartment? " asked Darno, I just stared at Darno's eyeballs, until he wavered, like feeling guilty about his question.

" You will be in the basement, No," I said to neutralize the uncomfortable atmosphere in Darno's heart.

" Yes, sir" he replied shortly.

" I was in the basement and was picked up by Hendra and his wife, "I said without Darno asking.

*

While in the hallway of the apartment, this heart sparkles to see a beautiful face naturally and cool. Ayyana's face turned red to see my arrival which was unexpected for her, because until this afternoon she had not read my chat.

After I went inside and sat down on the sofa, Ayy continued to take care of me.

" Don't make Papi, Mami sad donk" said Ayyana, then he took off his circle of hands while my fingers were stroking his back trying not to let go.

" You can talk like that Ayy, while you have no heart, "I replied with both hands.

" I know myself Mas, let alone me as a temporary nurse, and who has been treated no longer need help, "he answered long, he wanted to escape from my arms, he said, just my hands are getting tighter embrace him, he can not break away, the reflex abis his head was thrown into my chest, the opportunity to gently tinker the shoots of his head and I also did not want to take off his body.

" Ayy, aakkuu do not want to be far from you, "a little stuttered my words and soft so that almost inaudible to Ayyana. Even though he was getting tighter, even the clothes on my chest felt wet through my skin.

Almost a quarter of an hour we let go of the longing, and then he took us out to eat.

" Gold, I warmed the soup first, "I've been sitting on the dining table chair left behind.

" Ayy, I want to see how to cook donk, "he obeyed my request and this body was taken to the kitchen which is one location with a dining table.

I helped put vegetables in the pot, and this was my first time doing it, as if happiness was enveloping the heart.

" Life is simple, being an ordinary person has its own happiness, "my people smiled faintly.

" She should change, get full of her work clothes, " said Ayyana, looking softly at me, I returned her cold face, wanting to kiss her, to give her a kiss, or continue to kiss her natural red lips, only I doubt if she refuses, even this slap on my face.

I who was in front of the respected employees, could happen in front of Ayy because of my carelessness, became sickly, therefore still have to set the heart not to be careless.

" Well, I don't answer," she blushed.

" Hmmm more beautiful you Ayy, "my inner.

I still do not have the courage to flatter him, my admiration is still always in the heart, or just in the form of chat through the mobile phone application.

" No matter what, right, washable, "I answered accordingly.

" Abis, I'm afraid that klo kuahnya stuck in the shirt and difficult to lose, "he replied lightly.

Then he sat down at the dining table.

" Ayy." I just looked at the two eyeballs that looked sparkling, because these lips were still difficult to speak according to the turmoil of the heart.

" Don't you taste the soup? " tanyanya.

" No, that's not it. "I said I didn't dare to go on.

" Then what is Mas? " the question remains lowered by slowly scooping the soup to put in the mouth.

" I want to stay with you, "I said, in my heart wishing Ayyana knew what I wanted.

He was silent as if confused to answer.

" Ayy, can you please just kayak again? " tanyaku.

" Dad, my father will take care of you according to written agreement, until you can walk, "he replied, this heart sparkles.

" Means I'll be in the apartment with you? " i just wish he didn't dare to refuse.

" I always need your help every day Ayy, "bluff my words, times he didn't listen because he didn't dare to pay attention to me.

" Sam, I just don't have the courage to keep taking care of you this time, Mas knows for myself, right, I've been in a separate place, "he said long.

" Okay, every day for lunch I still send you, also every afternoon I go home from the office I ask to pick you up, " I dare to talk long.

" God willing, during the same lecture, "he replied heartily.

" Have to Ayy, you have to put duty first, "his eyes widen to look at me, and his cute face hypnotizes me to touch him.

" She, you don't be naughty, "he said by keeping his head away from me, had been stifled by disappointment, even this face was heated by his rejection.

" Okay, sorry, I can't control myself, "I replied trying to stay away.

" So, you've been here long enough, you're going to the office again, right, "he said.

" It's just you who nganter Ayy, Darno earlier I told the office, "I lied and hope Ayyana does not reject me.

He accepted, probably out of a sense of responsibility to take care of me.

" Ok Mas, I'm healed I don't dare anymore, because my contract is done, "he said, I saw a sadness on his face, a thought about his status.

" Well, if you're healed, our status will be taken care of, "he continues his words and really makes this heart look like it was pierced by a dagger.

" Ayy, I'll turn it down, "I replied firmly.

" Kok, Barti Mas violated the deal we signed, "he always said a lot.

" The time that made me change Ayy's deal, "I replied with clarity.

" Mad, it doesn't seem that easy" he said slowly.

" I will struggle, accepting the consequences of my move, "I said with enthusiasm.

Even if I had to take the company off, I'd accept.

" Mum, I disagree, however you should put both parents and your extended family first" he said slowly.

" If I am tormented, "I replied, his chest aches.

" You said time would change it, "he answered.

And he got up and took the dishes and other cutlery at the table to take to the sink. I can only be silent with his words.

Ayy cleaned all the cutlery, I remained sitting in the chair while paying attention to the motion of his body that is very deft at work.

" Ayy, I wouldn't be sincere if you belonged to my brother, "what drives me to talk like that, just a hysterical in the chest all this time I can say, so it feels plong on the chest.

He's either still glued, his mouth is locked or he's very disappointed with what I said.

" Ayy, you don't like what I said earlier, you think of me as a barrier to your love with Raihan mas, right, "my insistence.

" The Buukkaan is Mas. "his face is reddened, and he is unable to continue his words.

" Already Mas, want me to transfer to the office or Mas contact Darno to pick up, "he said to divert the conversation.

Ayyana approached me, then her little finger rubbed the hem shirt I was wearing, then put on a suit.

Now it's like someone's paying attention again, after a week of more disorganized.

" Hey, Darno's in the basement? " sanyanya.

" Kan, you're the one who's going to run, "I replied.

He led me out of the apartment, then into the basement, and Darno was no longer in the basement, so I had a chat with him to go to the factory.

" Tuh, Ayy, Darno no, "my words, finally Ayy took me to the car.

This heart has become flowering again, because next to me there is a woman who has been missed.

He kept driving at standard speed, passing the streets of the capital that were never deserted.

These eyes were dissatisfied looking at the natural delicate face on his left side. I wanted to kiss her cheek softly, but there was no courage.

" Mas, I can only go to the office, later go home with Darno, " he said.

" No Ayy, you have to nganter, "I said firmly.

" She, understand, don't make the problem complicated" he said.

" I'll handle what you say, "I replied nyante.

Ayy was more focused on driving because of the dense road creeping in.