
The day changes with activities as usual. The morning welcomes a new day, with new activities.
Just today, Lusi arrived on a routine schedule to check his contents. Having almost entered the six months, the stomach is now more prominent.
A smile rose on the young lady's lips, with a twinkle of cheerful eyes adorning her beautiful face. There was something different about Lusi this morning, and she changed her appearance last night. A new performance that Marcel didn't know about, because last night when Marcel came home, Lusi came out with Nesti.
When turning around, Lusi's gaze unintentionally aimed at Marcel who was still asleep. Even though last night, Marcel slept first when Lusi came home from facial and hair care at the central salon owned by Oma Hesti, Mrs Jelita.
Chest Lusion suddenly throbbing pain. The woman who had been happy because of her new appearance and also a body that was so fresh, was suddenly sick. Imagining Marcel later away from him, spaced and did not touch Luci for about a month, making Lusi hurt.
Eyes that had been sparkling cheerfully, now suddenly glazed. There was a pinch of regret that shackled Lusi's heart. If at that time Lusi did not drink the devil made by Marcel, maybe everything would not be like this. Lusi's heart and body were crumbling to imagine, when he sacrificed himself for Renata, but Renata had betrayed him, stabbing him in the back.
Not wanting to be too swept away in a long disappointment, Lusi chose to get up and pass from the room. She had to make breakfast for her husband and herself. Although Marcel has hurt his heart, but Lusi will still serve the needs of Marcel as his obligation.
Until Lusi finished his cooking, the woman turned away from the dinner table, intending to wake Marcel up. However, Marcel stood right beside the refrigerator, and looked at Susi with a distinctive pillow face waking up, making Lusi shocked instantly.
"Marcel, are you awake?" asked Lusi with a surprised look.
"Yes, of course. Tumben you didn't wake me?" ask Marcel.
"I don't want to disturb your sleep" replied Lusi flatly.
"And you want me to be late for the office?" ask Marcel, walking to the sink and washing your face there.
Luci silently did not answer, choosing to sit in a chair and wait for Marcel to sit nearby. Lusi just does not want, if later he ends up arguing with the husband so early.
Marcel sat down, right in the chair next to Luci. As usual, Lusi scoops rice for Marcel, gives him chicken mixed potato parchment, and marcel's favorite vegetable stir-fry.
No talk made Marcel more free. Luci is getting more distant and seems difficult to reach. Wrong, Marcel admitted wrong. It's just, Marcel doesn't like to be left like this.
Very selfish, isn't it?
"I'm not angry, Marcel. I'm just disappointed. Don't bother me, I'm calming my heart down and keeping my inner sanity so that my womb is fine. Please, don't start a debate. Sit down and enjoy your breakfast before taking a shower and get ready for work" said Lusi later.
Lusi lowered his head, looking at his own breakfast menu. Although Lusi's heart throbbed pain, but Lusi tried to be strong.
"All right, I'm sorry. I'm guilty. But you also have to know, the feeling of love, can not be forced and prevented, I can not just leave my love, Lusi. I love him" said Marcel, stirring his meal and about to start breakfast.
Lusi already thought this. In his heart, where could he possibly be of value to Marcel? Even the sincerity that he had been pouring out for Marcel, in fact, could not make the man change direction.
"Then I'll back off. Meet Inora's mother and I ask that Shila be returned, Marcel. I don't want to live with a man who married me on the basis of responsibility alone," Lusi tried hard, holding back from crying in front of Marcel.
"Why is that, Lus? At least if we have to part ways, wait until our child is born. Besides why did you refuse my responsibility?" Marcel was not out of thought with the mindset of his wife.
"It's not just a responsibility, Marcel, it's also because I love you, too" said Luci, looking boldly at Marcel, "If only raising and giving birth to this child, I can be alone without you."
Marcel was in his place. What did he just hear? Lusi loves her?
"You .... " Marcel was stuck, not eating because he was shocked by what he heard.
"Just like you love Renata, that's how I love you. But I won't be selfish and impose my will, Marcel. I don't want you to marry me, support me just because of this child, I know enough myself and my class is not comparable to Renata. So you better, cut it out," said Lusi calmly, while eating as usual.
Although in the heart of Lusi feels sore, but he does not want his love in weak values by Marcel.
"Lusi, are you .. Are you kidding me?" ask Marcel in disbelief.
"Do I look like I'm joking?" ask Lusi later. Not only that, Lusi stared intently at Marcel, "I don't think I'll chase you desperately even if I love you, Marcel. I know, being chased though, won't make you realize."
Lusi moved on and passed away from there, leaving Marcel who was just scolding his breakfast menu. Lusi did not want to be stupid, by leaving his food. So, the woman brought a plate filled with her food, in front of the television. There is a tiny creature that needs food from his body.
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