Just Love Figurant
Chapter 39
A determination so unanimous as to leave, when the heart is continually hurt in a very cruel way. A love that is so passionate, now as if numb, when knowing the facts about the taste that has been divided.
Lusi should have known himself before, that Marcel from the beginning never loved him. But unfortunately, everything is done, can not be returned as before.
With a heart full of wounds, Lusi packed all the clothes he had, clothes that were not Marcel's giving for him. Luci had to wake himself up, even though it was too late. Regretting the marriage he built with Marcel, it was useless. What is the focus of Susi, the woman must focus on her baby who is a few months away from being born.
The woman's cries broke, as the suitcase containing her clothes and care needs was lowered. The bed that bears witness to her hot nights with Marcel many times during her time as Marcel's wife, will probably leave her homesick. Honey, the last month Marcel no longer wanted him. So painful.
The woman sat on the edge of the bed, gulped alone and shed tears. It felt like his chest was tight, unable to accommodate all the pain he had felt all along.
"It should have been from the beginning, I just turned down your parents' offer to marry you, Marcel. I thought you meant to learn to love me. But in fact you lied to me. I don't know what to do in the future, but obviously, I can't do much to stay by your side" Lusi's cries spilled, scattering down her smooth cheeks.
"There's not much I can do, other than wish you and Renata all the best. May you be happy, Marcel," added Lusi, wiping Marcel's white bed.
Outside the room, Marcel sat down, not daring to look at Papa Alex for a moment. The man's face was battered, even worse than when he was beaten by the mother a few months ago. Several cuts on the lips, as well as bruises adorned his handsome face. Don't forget his disheveled hair, making Marcel so messed up.
Although Alex has not had a hand in raising and nurturing Marcel, but he was already emotional. Alex was a teenager, but the man never thought to hurt his wife, especially pregnant with his child. Truly, the failure of a father is, when he sees and hears firsthand, what the son does with bad behavior towards his wife.
Several times raw bogem, Alex lay on Marcel who did not fight at all. Even Marcel just resigned, and did not want to defend himself.
During his time as Alex's son, living under Alex's auspices, Marcel never denied, especially when he was guilty. There is, Marcel is more thinking of resigning.
"If Papa wants to take Luci away, Marcel please don't keep him completely away from Marcel, Pa. In any case, Marcel never had the desire to divorce Susi and leave her," Marcel said.
He said he didn't love Susie. Marrying him was just a formality because Luis was pregnant, that's all, nothing more.
"And you greedily want both of them to remain by your side?" alex asked, raising his eyebrows. His tone was flat and light, as if there were no problems between him and his son.
"Yes, Marcel can't lose both" replied Marcel.
The look in his eyes was sharp, looking at Marcel who slowly raised his face.
"Twenty-two years, Pa," answered Marcel later.
"Your age is no longer in the youth category, Marcel. You should be able to think clearly. You are also my smart and wise son in making decisions. But why, you just can't tell which is wrong and which is right for your future? Is having two women something that is justified? Are you proud to have two women? Aren't you thinking about how each other feels between your two wives? Well, you don't love Lusi, but explain to me, how did you feel when Lusi left you a few months ago, carrying her own womb?" alex said at length.
The quiet atmosphere, plus their long silence, managed to make the atmosphere feel gripping. Plus Alex called Aridha, asking his wife to take Lusi away for safekeeping for a while. Maybe Alex's wife is still on her way.
Marcel's heart never stopped without rules. It feels like the Mahabharata brothers' war drums in a history that has ever been described.
If he lost Lusi, and Marcel stayed with Renata, Marcel could not imagine how angry his mother would be. Just imagine Marcel was incapable. Indeed, his scandal with Renata, is a disaster that will clearly not be able to restore everything, including the trust of his parents.
"Marcel please, Pa. Let Marcel and Lusi raise our baby together. Marcel did not want Marcel's son without a father, like Marcel," said Marcel in a compassionate tone.
"You know great without Dad, under Dion's affection it's good to be an angel, but you're still doing something bad to yourself. I wonder what your intelligent brain is made of" Alex stared intently at Marcel, with both hands folded in front of his chest.
"Marcel please, Pa," said Marcel once more.
"If what you said earlier was a problem, don't worry, Marcel, my granddaughter wouldn't be less affectionate than a father. I would say, he would grow up and grow up under my care. I'll educate him well, so as not to be the same as you are a bastard, a bastard, a coward again a loser. You wanker!" alex is about to lose control of himself.
"I give you freedom, give you inheritance because you are my offspring, give you love because I could not give it. But what happened? You abused everything, just because of a woman's snare. If Inora had known about this, would she have stayed silent?" ask Alex.
A fear of its own arose in Marcel. If he is currently daunted by Alex's anger, then with Inora, if Inora does intend to finish herself off to become a corpse and stay in name, Marcel will not fight. The real fear that Marcel was afraid of was Inora, the mother who gave birth.
"Marcel resigned," replied Marcel later, with a feeling that could not be held back anymore.
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