Kingston Is My Life
chapter 34.

Jeff occasionally glanced at Haura who was sitting next to him. "Khem!" Jeff cleared his throat to melt the awkward atmosphere between the two. However, Haura remained with her position staring out the window.

"Ec ... Houra ...." Sapa Jeff was a little nervous. He did not know where to start the conversation.

Haura just glanced at Jeff and then back again the original position did not intend to answer a greeting from his cousin's brother.

"God. Why is his face so cold. It used to be mediocre. Good thing love if I don't put him down on the street let him know what animals eat." Jeff grumbled at heart. "Lord ... Why is this karma so fast. Haura used to pursue my love, now I'm crazy about her. I don't know what allure Haura had until I got this crazy." The next one is sad.

Occasionally Haura smiled faintly when she heard a heavy sigh coming out of Jeff's mouth. Haura laughed inwardly as only this time she saw Jeff's sullen face, but it looked so cute. If only things were still the same as before, then Haura would bite Jeff's cheeks and lips are so tempting. However, things had changed, Haura could not possibly do all that while the wound in her heart was still gaping.

"Yura! Don't keep quiet dong. I feel like I'm sitting in the middle of a grave like this" Jeff said.

"You're swearing at me to die soon, huh?" Haura's murmur did not accept.

Jeff shook his head rejecting Haura's accusation that did not cross his mind at all. "N-not so, Haura. I mean it-"

"Don't talk anymore!" Haura cut off Jeff's itchy-sounding speech in her ear. Haura rubbed her ears many times.

Jeff swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. Haura like removing fangs and horns make Jeff can not wart. Jeff kept thinking of ways to get Haura to talk to him.

"Nurkey ... Ii'm sorry. You were in an accident because of me," said Jeff regretfully. He had seen the CCTV footage at the time. It turned out to be true, Haura had already heard her conversation with Arvin.

Haura turned her back to look at Jeff. "What do you mean?" Haura pretended not to understand Jeff's words. He wanted to hear it all from Jeff's own mouth.

"I've seen CCTV footage in the office when you heard my conversation with Arvin. Sorry, I didn't mean to trade you for Olivia. You misunderstood Haura." Jeff admits his mistake, and hopes Haura will forgive his mistake for the umpteenth time.

"Oohhh ...." That was all that came out of Haura's mouth.

"Cock just oh? You don't want to apologize to me, do you?" ask Jeff again.

"Don't just say sorry, Jeff. Prove that you are truly sorry for what you did in the past" Haura said without glancing at Jeff in the slightest. He just looked straight ahead. But his words can make Jeff's heart break.

"Good! I'll prove that I really changed, Haura. Please give me a chance to prove that I love you so much, and not just an outlet" Jeff said expectantly. He was very eager to make love with Haura. I even want to marry her now.

"I'm waiting for your fight, Jeff. But ... If to have a love affair with you, sorry, I can't. I'm getting married to Keanu soon. So, I can't possibly cancel that wedding."

Ckiiits!

Jeff reflex stepped on the brake pedal when he heard Haura's irrefutable remarks. "Cambi ... Please, give me one chance to be with you, and cancel the wedding. I'm ready to marry you." Jeff clasped Haura's hand gently, and looked at her expectantly.

"Jff ... I'm pregnant, and that's Keanu's son. Maybe I married another man. What about my son's fate."

"I will accept the child, and will love him like my own son. I assure you the child will not lack the slightest affection from me."

"I really can't Jeff. The wedding invitation has been spread, tomorrow the day after tomorrow is my wedding with Keanu."

"What! Why so suddenly?" Jeff was very surprised when he heard Haura's words that impressed suddenly. Tomorrow is the day of his meeting abroad. Why does Haura have to get married the day after tomorrow? Jeff should be able to foil the wedding. But, how to.

"What is sudden. Even the wedding invitations came out a week ago. Listen Jeff! Don't try to ruin my wedding. If that happens, I'll never forgive you, Jeff. Remember that!" Haura took her hand out of Jeff's. He can see the evil gaze of Jeff when he heard the word marriage.

Haura did not want her plan to fail. Moreover, he had promised Olivia to unite his love with Keanu. If only Jeff admitted his mistake from the beginning, Haura would have foiled his marriage plans with Keanu.

Jeff suddenly shut up. It was as if she had no hope of getting married to Haura. However, Jeff will not give up he must find an idea so that Haura does not become married to Keanu. Jeff had to negotiate with Arvin and ask for his opinion. Jeff was really scared of losing Haura.

After arriving at the residence of Pradipa Jeff just lowered Haura just did not intend to stop there. Because he knew that Rei would not let himself set foot there.

"Thank you for delivering me" Haura said sincerely. Although now he is very reluctant to call Jeff with the name of Brother again.

Haura's heart warms when she gets a touch from Jeff. A touch he missed so much for a month. The touch that always makes Haura addicted. The touch that made Haura hard to sleep, and the touch that made Haura's heart shake uncontrollably.

Jeff smiled faintly as he looked at Haura's suddenly stiffened expression. He was sure Haura still loved him. It's just that the pain and disappointment he experienced made Haura build a sturdy fortress in his heart so as not to be fooled again by the sweet words of Jeff. Jeff will make the fort collapse and replaced by a sincere love. Jeff promised if he could live with Haura then there would never be another Bastard in Jeff.

Breaking the heart of a woman who was fragile will not be easy. However, Jeff is sure that his love will be a beautiful welcome in time. I just need to be a little patient in this fight. Like Haura who was always patient with her cold attitude. Even Haura was still holding on as she said spicy and so piercingly in the recesses of her heart. How could Jeff give up this time if Haura alone was strong about her exams in the past.

Jeff has to be stronger than Haura so he can get his heart. Oiya, do not forget Jegf also had to fight to melt the heart of his future father-in-law. "The spirit of Jefferson Kingston!" Jeff said in his heart to encourage himself.

*****

The day has changed. It doesn't feel like now is the day Haura and Keanu's wedding will be held. Such a beautiful and beautiful wedding. The wedding took place at the Kingston hotel with an indoor theme. Again Haura deliberately rented a hotel owned by the Kingston family for her wedding. He will prove to Jeff that he really has forgotten himself even though it is just a camouflage.

Haura looked very pretty in a white sleeveless dress that was sprinkled with pearls. Very compatible with the black tuxedo suit worn by Keanu. Zanna, Rei, Sonya, and Mahendra are all looking so happy to see their children going to the wedding.

Seen from a distance Jeff, Kirana, and also Robert stared sadly at the bride and groom. Their gazes were extremely difficult to decipher.the different gazes of the three people. Jeff stared angrily and disappointedly at Haura who preferred Keanu over him. Kinara stared sadly as she could not make Haura look after her daughter-in-law. Robert stared guiltily at Haura, who had been abused by her son.

Haura and Jeff's attention collides, locking each other up. Jeff clenched both hands as he watched Haura turn her gaze away with a make out with Keanu. Jeff chose to go from there, he could not bear to watch the wedding of the woman he loved so much. Jeff was truly sorry for what he had done in the past to Haura.

Jeff will do anything as long as Haura wants to come back with him. Even Jeff would have to lose his power as long as Haura is not married to Keanu. There may be no chance for Jeff. Though Jeff can see from the look of Haura's eyes if there is still love for him even though it is not as big as before. Because Haura's gaze was not as beautiful as before.

Jeff left his family's hotel. He drove his car without a clear purpose. A famous Jefferson fierce is now crying over the fate of his romance that ran aground for his stupidity in the past. Jeff is so devastated right now. His heart was torn to pieces. If he is given two life or death options then Jeff will choose to die rather than live but can not reach his love.

Jeff could have ended his life at that time by crashing himself into the road divider. But ... The shadow of the mommy as she smiled at him thwarted her bad intentions. He loved his mom more than anything. Jeff has to admit his mistake towards Haura to his mommy and daddy. Jeff doesn't care if he's gonna get another fury from the daddy. The important thing is that Jeff has tried to be honest.

Jeff would have resigned if he had to leave power, and become a vagabond. Jeff will start from zero. Jeff will prove to Haura that he has really changed. Jeff still hopes to unite with Haura someday. Jeff knows very well who Keanu's heart is today who certainly still loves Olivia.

Jeff does not know that actually Keanu and Olivia already have children. It's just that Jeff can see in Keanu's eyes there is absolutely no love for Haura. Jeff even wondered why Haura was still continuing her wedding with Keanu. Jeff did not really intend to exchange Haura with Olivia.

Jeff said that because he was angry. His mind was still in chaos at the time. However, after meeting with Olivia, Jeff realizes that his feelings for the woman are gone because Jeff has started to love Haura. However, when Jeff was about to express his feelings, Haura suddenly had an accident and did not remember him.

Stupidly Jeff always prioritizes his sense of prestige rather than expressing his feelings for Haura. Jeff admitted that he was stupid. Suppose he listened to Arvin's advice at that time, Jeff would not regret this time.

*****

The wedding went well. After making a sacred promise, the newlywed couple has been legal, and officially become a married couple. Now there is a wedding reception. The bride and groom stand on a leash to receive congratulations from the guests present.

During the event, Haura was silent. Sometimes he just smiled at the guests who congratulated him. Haura had tried to look happy in front of everyone especially in front of both her parents and in-laws. But still he felt heavy especially when he saw the sad look in Jefferson's eyes earlier.

Yeah, Haura's thinking about Jefferson. Love can blind everything. Justifying what went wrong, and looking good on the bad side. Sometimes a woman will forget all the evils of the man she loves with just a thoughtfulness or expression of love. Because in fact, love will not bring up the mistakes of people he loves in the past.

Love is easy to forgive after being broken, if in the depths of the heart still reigns in his name. Love does not need logic, because love is a feeling that not everyone can overcome madness. It cannot be stopped if love has rebelled in the soul. It cannot be stopped if love is in control in our hearts and minds.

The beauty of love cannot be described by a parable. Because love is too perfect to be compared to something that is in the form of fanah. Unordered love will grow by itself, come uninvited like Jailangkung. Love will go away if the heart is tired in living it.

Like Haura's love was so great for Jefferson. As powerful as anything, as hard as anything, Haura could not immediately remove it. His love for Jefferson was enormous. A love that has been in his heart for a long time. Even Haura had to love in silence. Then, is now Haura required to forget her love? Nah! Haura was still trying to remove the taste even though it was impossible to remove it.

Moreover, in his womb has grown a life from the results of his love from the man he loves the most. A life that will strengthen the blood bond between the life and the man he loves. Haura had to think about the future of life that was in her womb someday.

Love is selfish. It will make a person feel a dilemma in a very difficult choice. Just like Haura felt at this moment. He was faced with all kinds of life choices. He was confused which one to choose. Will Haura remain the wife of Keanu Mahendra? Will Haura return to Jefferson after divorce? Does Haura have to get away from Jefferson after his son is born?

There is still a lot for Haura to think about. Love is present without knowing the status of someone he stops. Haura experienced something similar. He harbors love for the wrong person until he has trouble forgetting it. I don't know which Haura will choose which life. He's really confused. Now all Haura needs is a confiding friend.

Want to tell the mommy is impossible, especially to the daddy, surely they will be very disappointed. Ah it feels like Haura's head wants to explode if she thinks of all that. Just a confiding friend Haura doesn't have. What should Haura do? May the destiny of God be beautiful in time.