Kingston Is My Life
chapter 41.

"Never set foot in the Kingston residence again!" Robert confirmed his words as an order. He did not even glance at the face of the son who was following him from behind.

"Mas. Don't-"

"Let's go home." Cut Robert off when his wife wants to protest about his decision.

Jeff just stared at the backs of his parents who were getting away. He realized, maybe he did not deserve to be part of the Kingston family is famous and friendly in public and also in the real world. While he only looks good in public, in the real world he is very bastard.

Jeff rubbed his face rough. He must indeed accept the punishment for his actions against Haura. Jeff will accept rejection from both his parents. However, Jeff would not give up on getting sorry from them as well as both of Haura's parents. Even Jeff promised to get Haura's love back. Losing the baby really makes Jeff's heart crumble. What about Haura later after finding out that the child she was carrying is dead? Haura would be more broken than she is. 

"I'm sorry Haura. I will not give up on fighting for our love. Even if there are no children among us, I will still fight for you. Now the most important thing is your health. As long as you are healthy, my mind will calm down a little. We can make the child again, but ... If you are not, I will not stand on this earth." Jeff meant it.

While in the VVIP, Haura was still unconscious. He is still under the influence of drugs after undergoing the curettage process. Rei immediately told doctor Dimas to move Haura to the VVIP room which is certainly with very good service. Rei wants the best for his beloved daughter. He felt so guilty about his daughter.

"I'm sorry Daddy, Baby. Daddy can't control your emotions, so you're going through something bad again." Rei said softly.

Zanna just stared at the husband with a pus. His gaze turned towards the princess who was still faithfully closing her eyes. Zanna could not imagine how devastated Haura would feel. He knows what it's like to lose a child. Zanna just prayed that Haura would be okay, and could accept the reality.

Soon, Haura opened her eyes slowly. His head still feels dizzy, probably the effect of the rest of the anesthetic. Haura began to recall events before she was unconscious. He groped his stomach to make sure the contents were fine. Because before he was unconscious he felt a tremendous pain in his stomach.

"My baby?" Haura said weakly. He ignored the presence of the Mommy and the Daddy beside the hospital bed who was looking at him with pity.

"Mommy, how's my condition. My baby's okay, right in here?" asked Haura while rubbing her stomach.

"You're patient, honey. God loves him more." Zanna said ambiguously.

"What's Mommy mean?" Haura did not understand what Mommy meant. More precisely Haura avoids bad speculation about the content.

"You miscarried, dear." Zanna said with condensed eyes.

"No! There's no way Mom. My son is still there. She's in my womb." Haura refused Mommy's words. He was not sure that his son could still be saved. It's just that Haura can't afford to lose the fruits of her love with the man she loves so much. Erratum! More precisely the result of his one-sided love, first. But Haura still loves the boy.

"Darling ...." Zanna's words were choked. He hugged Haura who was crying hysterically.

"Mommy lied! My son is still there. I didn't miscarry. Hicks ... Hicks ... Hicks ...." Haura was crying in her arms.

"Mommy understands how you feel, honey. You are patient. Maybe this is the best way for your future." Zanna tried to calm the beloved princess. He also felt lost, and was not given a second chance to see his future grandson who was still the size of a sprout seed.

Haura paid no heed to Mommy's words. His mind is so fucked. The baby she conceived, and she hoped to present to the world, has now been taken by God. Haura doesn't have the spirit of life anymore. Back when he was fragile and desperate after hearing the fact of Jefferson's evil plan that only wanted to exchange him for Haura, he still had hope to live after there was a prospective child in his womb. But now, his life spirit had left him. Then why else would Haura live in this world?

Haura fell asleep in the arms of Mommy. Maybe because he cried for too long to make his eyes hot and sleepy. Slowly Zanna laid Haura on the bed with Rei's help. Rei's heart ached again after seeing for himself how devastated Haura felt after hearing the news that she had a miscarriage. Since then Rei just kept quiet did not dare to interrupt Haura's words. Because he was sure that Haura was still disappointed in him.

"I can't bear to see Haura like this, Mas." Zanna held onto her chest that was painful. Next to his hand again justifies the haircut that covers the face of the princess.

"I'd much less bear to see our daughter so badly slumped." Rei wiped away the rest of the tears flowing in both corners of Haura's eyes.

"We must be able to support Haura so that she remains passionate about living her life in the future." Zanna will continue to accompany Haura to cheer the princess' mood to keep her happy.

"Yes, Honey. After this we should keep Haura away from the Mahendra and Kingston families first. I'm afraid they're just disturbing Haura's calm. Enough of us to straighten out the problem of fake marriage against Mahendra's family. I will not make Haura struggle in vain with all her plans to marry Keanu and Olivia."

"What do you mean, Mom? You don't be weird. Better focus on Haura's health, and the search for Flora, our son." Zanna did not want Rei to do something that would only add to the problems in her family.

"You take it easy, honey. I'm not gonna do anything. Believe it." Rei deliberately did not tell the truth to the wife. He did not want to make Zanna more burdened with his plan that would realize Haura's dream, and would not waste his efforts.

Rei will make amends by uniting Keanu and Olivia with Mahendra's blessing. Rei will straighten it out later, now he will only focus on both tasks. Rei would not be negligent anymore, nor did he want to be cheated for the second time in keeping the princess safe from the striped-nosed man. Rei will be a 24-hour Haura, certainly with the help of bodyguards and nurses.

"You must be strong, Baby. You're a great woman. You must rise, and not fall. Although everything feels difficult, but trust me Daddy and Mommy will always be there for you." Inner Rei cheered on the beloved princess.

"Mas, you're overreacting to our son. You shouldn't say that." Kinara protested after reaching home.

"He deserves it" replied Robert coldly. He will not tolerate Jeff's fatal mistakes. Moreover, he had to lose his future grandson who had not had time to see Robert.

"But Jeff has admitted his mistake and he is very sorry, Mas. Give our son a chance to correct his mistakes. He has already dared to confess in front of us and both of Haura's parents. Even Jeff didn't fight back and didn't dodge your time and Rei beat him all out." Kinara did see regret in Jeff's eyes as he revealed the truth.

However, a mother will still forgive her child's mistakes regardless of what she does. It was just that Kinara was extremely disappointed at the unspeakable deeds done by her son. Kinara was disappointed, but not at the limit of hating and wanting to drive Jeff out of the Kingston residence. Kenara was very angry with Jeff. However, a mother will not have the heart to throw her child out of the house.

"Here it is, let him reflect on his mistakes. If he was truly sorry, he would have changed. Let's see how much he struggles to get forgiveness from the Pradipa family." Robert will see Jeff struggle after this. He kicked Jeff out of the house not without reason. Robert just wanted to see the seriousness of the regret that Jeff felt for his actions.

"Terserusah Mas only. The important thing is I'll keep seeing Jeff at his apartment. I'm sure Jeff must be there." Kinara left the house to meet the son. He had to drive his own car. Because Kinara was in a hurry to meet Jefferson immediately.

"Basic, lady. Always be unkind. How can he train a child to be strong, if he continues to pamper him. Ckckck." Robert could only shake his head. It was better for him to just rest to relax his mind that was mummified by his own son.

The Medical hospital.

Haura had already woken up from her sleep. But he just kept quiet with a blank look. It feels like Haura has no spirit of life anymore after the departure of her son's voice. Though he had imagined how he took care of his son after growing up. But ... God willed another, by taking his future son before he was born into the world. I don't know what God planned on him that made Haura so lost.

"Darling, eat first. Mommy's bribe." Zanna thrust a spoonful of porridge into Haura's mouth. But the beloved princess did not open her mouth at all. This made Zanna even more worried about her situation. "Dear, eat a little. Don't torture yourself like this. Mommy knows how you feel, even Mommy's worse off than you." Zanna's words managed to distract Haura so she looked at her full of question marks.

"Mommy ever miscarried too?" ask Haura curiously.

"Not a miscarriage, dear. But ... Mommy lost it." Zanna can't seem to tell me how she lost Flora. Even just saying his name, his heart ached greatly, and both his eyes condensed.

"Do I have a sibling, Mom?" Haura felt that Mommy was hiding something from her.

Zanna nodded slowly. "Mommy will tell you everything just like you. But you have to promise, after this you have to return the spirit of living your life. Don't just dissolve in sadness." Zanna stroked Haura's face gently. Haura just kept quiet without answering her words.

"You actually have an older sister. Unfortunately he has to leave us for good. But, Mommy's sure that your sister's still alive."

"What! How could? What's-her-name? Why did Mommy never tell you? Is my brother sick and dead? Then where's the tomb?" ask Haura streak. He was very excited to wait for Mommy to tell him a story.

"The name is Flora Kania Pradipa. He's a beautiful boy, just like you. Because of the selfishness of Mommy and Daddy who only attach importance to work, and leave Flora to her nanny named Lili." Zanna paused her speech to breathe a lot of air because she felt claustrophobic when she remembered her stupidity.

"Daddy's company was not as profitable as it is now. Even Pradipa company is the smallest company in the city of J. Mommy and Daddy are fighting together to grow the business within our company. Until one day Mommy and Daddy went out of town for a business that would work with famous companies from abroad. We had to leave Flora to Lili at home."

"In the city of B, Mommy and Daddy managed to cooperate with the company Volens, the largest company in the city of A. Of course we are very happy because the Pradipa company beat Mahendra's company." Zanna slowly told me everything from the beginning.

"Wait, wait. Mom, Mahendra's company did Mommy mean Keanu's papa company?" Sela Haura was getting curious.

"Yes, Honey. The Pradipa company was still under Mahendra. But, since we won the tender in city B, and beat Mahendra's company. Pradipa company is growing rapidly, so our company becomes the largest company in J city. Who succeeded in overthrowing the position of Mahendra's company at that time." Light of Zanna with brief. Because he still wants to tell how he lost Flora.

"We're back to the original story." Zanna looks very serious. "However, after we were on our way home from town B, Mommy and Daddy got a call from Lili saying that Flora was kidnapped. Mommy and Daddy were very surprised by the news. Until Daddy you drive a car at high speed to get to the city of J. Because of the economic factors that are still mediocre we are forced to drive our own car, and do not use a driver."

"When I got home, Daddy was very angry. He blames Lili for tao becus looking after Flora. While Mommy just cried not knowing how to. All Mommy has in mind is Flora. How he was, and who kidnapped him. We've been trying to locate Flora with the help of the police. But we still didn't find him. Until 2 days later we saw news on television that reported the discovery of the corpse of a small child whose age was equivalent to Flora. He was found charred in flames near the forest in town B."

"Mommy and Daddy were so bad back then, honey. Even Mommy has no passion for life. But your Daddy always accompanies Mommy. Support Mommy, and entertain Mommy at all costs. Mommy's condition has improved. One year later, Mommy was declared pregnant by a doctor. Of course Mommy is very happy. The spirit to live again rose up in Mommy. But, until now Mommy still does not believe that Flora is dead. Mommy's sure she's alive." I don't know why Zanna's heart said that Flora was alive.

"Why does Mommy think that Brother Flora is still alive?" Haura grew curious about the heart of the Mommy.

"You believe that a mother's feelings will never slip, and the bond between mother and child is very strong. As far as they go, our hearts remain united. Feeling Mommy says that Flora is still alive. It's just that Mommy doesn't know where she is."

"What makes Mommy sure that Brother Flora is still alive?" Haura asked again.

"When Mommy touched Flora's burned body and face, Mommy thought she wasn't Flora. Mommy knows exactly how Flora's body is shaped. The body that Mommy always carried was very different from the charred little boy's body."

"Does Daddy feel the same way?"

"Yes, Daddy feels the same way. However, when we wanted to do an autopsy on the body, the police and doctors banned it for all sorts of reasons. Forced Mommy and Daddy to give up and believe that Flora is gone."

"Why didn't Mommy and Daddy give more money to the police officers and the doctors to do the autopsy? Isn't it with money that we can get what we want?"

"Honey, at that time the economic situation of Mommy and Daddy's household was still mediocre. Where there is someone to pay them. Even the police immediately closed the kidnapping case without wanting to find who the kidnapper Flora and who had killed her."

"At a time when the company was already victorious, why did Mommy and Daddy not peel back the kidnapping case. It could be that Daddy ordered all his men to investigate the case in the past."

"Since the company's heyday, Mommy and Daddy have forgotten about Flora, and just focused on you. Your presence makes us very happy. But, now Daddy's investigating the case."

"I wish Brother Flora was alive, Mom. I hope he's okay. Since I was a child I wanted a sister. Why is Mommy telling me this now?" Haura just realized. Why hasn't he asked that since.

"That's because we don't want to make you sad. Forgive Mommy and Daddy for keeping everything a secret from you." Zanna rubbed the top of Haura's head gently. "Darling, I'm sorry Daddy. He didn't mean to yell at you and scold you."

Haura did not answer. Honestly, he was very disappointed with Daddy's attitude towards him. However, Haura realized that Rei would not scold her if she did nothing wrong. Even the mistake Haura made was fatal. "I've forgiven Daddy, Mom. The one who should be apologizing is me. Because I've made everything mess up."

"Shuuuu! Forget it better you rest. Tomorrow you are allowed to go home. Don't be sad anymore, okay. Believe that God has planned something beautiful for you in the future. Hum." Zanna did not forget to give spirit to her beloved daughter.

"Thank you, Mom. After I get home, I'll ask Mommy a lot." Haura is still curious about the story of the Mommy about Mahendra's company who lost the tender with his family company. He felt something was wrong with all that.

"Okay, honey." Zanna covered Haura's body to the chest. Then rubbed his head until Haura was completely asleep.