Koi Wo Shiyou
18

If only I could keep you company...

when sad, when sad,

when happy, when,

...when old.

...

a week had passed, Lee was healthy and entered school as usual...

starting from not liking him to feeling comfortable with him .. is this karma for me? if this is karma I should feel tormented, right?

but...

why am I even happy? does this not mean karma? then what's this name?

a life full of puzzles that I do not understand. slowly land I try to understand it .. little by little ...

I am a fool in the lessons .. for sports there is nothing I am good at. But he who is perfect in lessons and sports can be close to me and warm...

I'm happy ...

want me to stop the time when we both joked with laughter and joined hands.Will he keep this up? or can things change at any time? will anyone take him away from me?

a question that haunts me to this day.

today the division of UTS results, I see my chemical and biological UTS results are devastated.

"Ruby! My UTS is safe, how are you?" Asked Lee and I also immediately showed the results of my UTS is very destroyed

"I-I'm remedial" I said limply, as soon as I looked towards Lee staring with his sharp gaze towards me.

"I'll give you an extra class out of eskul later!" Strictly Lee then turned back to face the teacher.

die I am .. surely later I will be angry with the same her .. yes want how my ability is just this.. I am a very sad girl ...

after school I went to the theater and left first because Lee was waiting to give me extra study at home.

"you can get this!" lee said in a loud tone as he pointed at my exam paper. "I'll teach you until the Remedial exam! I don't want to see numbers like this again on remedial paper!" Keep Lee

"I'm trying" I replied limply

"already, let's start learning.you have to ambush ya!" Lee said encouraging me. from the look of his eyes full of hope.I also like getting indirect motivation.

when Lee finished teaching me chemistry and biology, I finished all my books.

"Ruby I've been curious a long time"

"wonder why?"

"that's your school skirt short in huh?" Lee said with an intimidating look

"uh!? can you tell!?"

"Ruby I'm naughty huh" Lee said as he stood up from his seat and hugged me from behind, his left hand hugging my waist, and his, her right hand held my thigh and began to climb into my skirt, Lee's lips kissed my neck leaving a red mark on my neck.

"Le-Lee not now" I said, holding Lee's left hand, which was hugging my waist. My heart was beating faster than usual, I was embarrassed if he heard it.

"Darling, you're fishing. Why not now? your parents are also no longer at home right" Lee said as he removed his lips from my neck

Lee began to turn my body to face him, he looked at me so deeply that I could not hold it anymore.

I kissed her gently, Lee's hands unbuttoned my uniform one by one and pushed me towards the bed.

I took off her kiss and saw Lee was on top of me. Her breath and scent were clearly smelled. Lee started touching my body again.

after I finished I changed my clothes with casual clothes for home.

"Ruby is a red mark on your back neck clearly visible" Lee said, pointing at my back neck.

"some of you are why kiss in a place that looks clear anyway" I replied while taking a foundation to cover the red marks.

"hehe, I'm sorry dear" Lee said as he scratched the back of his head that was not itchy.

after I finished covering the marks on my neck, I also invited Lee to eat together because my parents were on duty out of town for one month.

after we finished our meal we chatted for a while at the table.

"when did your parents come home?" Ask Lee to open the conversation

"next month, they're out of town"

"continue? you alone dong at home for a month?"

"yes, how else? I'm his only child so it must be alone"

"Friday I stayed"

"he!? what's up!? there are no guest rooms!"

"sleep with you"

"Lee ... Seriously lah .. if you want to call Acha also later the same Cla-"

"no! no! no! don't take that gay man"

"just relax there I am with Acha. later you are the same Claude sleeping in my room, I am the same Acha sleeping in my parents' room."

"KILL ME!"

"why are you so scared of Claude"

"Ruby! you're up to her or not but the point is I don't want a room with her!"

"already we have 4 sleep in the middle room only, there is also AC later I degree in mattress unit there"

"that's better"

Lee also stood up from his seat and approached me, he immediately hugged me, my heart beat very fast as if it would want to get out of its place.

"I love you" Lee said as he continued to hug me

I also returned Lee's warm embrace ...

"I love you too" I replied, the words finally came out with their own lips.I can no longer lie to myself.

the dining room, the old dinner equipment and the spinning fan witnessed me expressing my feelings for Lee.

we dating? of course yes ... but this is not Ahir .. This is still the beginning of whether I will continue with Lee until Ahir? or even I'll be with Claude later in Ahir's story? an unanswered puzzle of life may soon find the answer.

human feelings are full of doubt in addition to our age which is still 16 years old can be said to be still unstable. current feelings of affection can change at any time and for anything.

but for now .. I just want him .. the man in front of me right now who is hugging me warmly ....

Lee ...

Can we ever together?

continues~