Koi Wo Shiyou
21

I want to be with you forever...

that's easy, though,

...something difficult.

...

today was the day of the drama and I was in the lead role for the first time.

the theatre club and the art club are very busy today except Mizu .. because he is a new kid at the art club he can enjoy our performance today.

when the theater game began, we started playing drama, singing and dancing because this time it was a musical.

I saw Mizu sitting on the bleachers enjoying our performance.all the audience smiled and applauded the last part of our show.

we gave the cover of a song we used to sing and then we danced.

after we finished, we all took pictures with our petrified art club boys during training and made all the equipment we needed.

after taking pictures Lee immediately disappeared to where then Mizu also not seen since.

I also change clothes and remove my makeup. backstage I still see Art club children who are still busy cleaning the stage.

"Lucien, where did you see Lee?" Ask me Lucien's head who's working on the audio equipment

"Lee? when I got him to the Club room earlier, he said his mood was not good.maybe because of jealousy you are the same Claude tuh haha" Lucien answered while taunting me.

"it's just theater.I went to the Art club room first, thanks Lucien ... bye ... " I said as I walked out of the staging area and into the art club room

Lee is very funny if jealous just because it haha .. I will entertain him later to meet. now I am free ... guess take Lee where to celebrate to my release.

when I arrived at the art club room I saw Lee sitting alone but when I was about to approach him slowly, I arrived to see Mizu approaching Lee first.

I also held back my steps so as not to go directly to Lee.

Mizu sat at a table in front of Lee and smiled.

"why? ko you keep diem?" Mizu asked with a smile towards Lee

"i am used to this. I should be the one you are why smile constantly when you look at me" Lee replied as he looked at Mizu

"the handsome boy time at the Art Club is very cool gini anyway" Goda Mizu

"yes, why? what business?"

Mizu stood up from her seat and approached Lee who was sitting in the chair and held Lee's shoulder.

"can I have it?" Mizu asked as she continued to look at Lee

"what's lg?"

"do you have a boyfriend? I've seen you with Ruby a lot, are you guys dating?"

"It's none of your business! I'm home first!"

"Lee! Answer first!" Mizu said forcefully while holding Lee's hand

"Apaan s-" has not yet had time for Lee to finish his words Mizu pulled Lee and kissed Lee.

but instead of avoiding Lee instead return Mizu's kiss while hugging her, my heart aches to see them

"Ruby's? what's in front of the doang? wasn't that Lee's girlfriend?" Lucien surprised me.

instantly Mizu and Lee took off her kiss and looked at us.

"this just wanted nyamper Lee ko was me from the toilet first" answered me and then entered the art club room.

"Lee, are you done with the club? go home" I said without looking at Lee

"I'm still busy helping others, you want to wait for me or go home first?" Ask Lee

"oh? or is Ruby going to help us?" Mizu asked with her usual smile.

"G-no I go home first yes. y'all guys get the spirit sorted out" I said then left the art club room

my tears fell while walking, I couldn't help it? why is this so ... Why should my Lee? she's beautiful, she can find another.

I accidentally hit someone in front of me.

"Ruby!? why cry!?" a familiar voice made me look at the man's face

Claude took me to the back garden of the school and bought me a drink.

"why? ko nangis anyway? just being the lead role should be fun" said Claude who looks to be a little entertaining

the account drank the drink Claude gave and then went silent for quite a long time.

"I want to go home" I said with a pushy look at the canned drink that opened in my hand.

"home!? you're not going to the same party as the art club boy later!?"

"oh, is there? yaudah you are with me yes" I said as I continued to stare at Claude's drink

"certainly!" claude replied as she shifted her seat right next to me and gently stroked my hair.

not long after that it was time for celebration.I just sat quietly between Acha and Claude.

I saw Lee was cool with Mizu without caring about me.

*haah I'm not comfortable* I said in my heart and then closed my eyes.

"Ruby's? what's up?" Acha asked but I did not answer, he looked at Lee and then looked back at me "the same problem Lee?" Keep Acha but I remain silent while playing my fingers.

suddenly Lee approached me. Ahirnya he sensitized .. that's what I think .. but ...

"Ruby .. later you go home by yourself .. I want to go to the bookstore today to shop for painting equipment for the art club" Lee explained

"I'm coming!" answer me in a soft tone while bowing my head

"Don't you go home later"

"I'M IN HERE!" My words raised my tone making all eyes on us.

"Ruby! you're home! don't argue!"

"Wouldn't! you can't both be with Mizu! i'm coming!" My words made Mizu approach me as well

"why am I both the same as Lee?" Mizu asked with her look that looked sad.

"Cannot ... Lee's got me" answered me in a slow tone

"your possession? you guys dating?" Mizu asked in a loud tone to make everyone round their eyes in shock

"i-" I haven't finished my words yet Lee immediately spoke

"That's right, don't make an issue that is not really Mizu" Lee said while holding Mizu's head.

I see around everyone looking relieved ... why would I go out with Lee? is something wrong?

"he said you had him" Mizu said, pointing at me.

"that's what he meant by friendship" Lee explained

I clenched my hands together and tried my best to hold back my emotions.

but Claude suddenly grasped my hand and I immediately looked at him and honestly it was enough to calm me down.

"that's how you became my girlfriend Lee" Mizu said, making us all look back at them.

"hmm, may" Lee replied as soon as one room clapped

I unconsciously slapped Lee's cheek because I couldn't stand the emotion. Without looking at them I held my bag and left the room crying.

Lucien, who had just returned from the toilet, saw me coming out of the room crying.

"Who? why?" Lucien asked curiously.I ignored his question and walked home.

arriving at home I lay my body in bed crying.

*tings

the voice of the phone made me check directly. I think Lee chat apologized ...

but it turns out ....

it seems like it has to end .. I also shed my tears again .. I saw there is a cutter on the table, I took it and then wrapped my hand with the name "Lee" while continuing to cry.

continues~