Koi Wo Shiyou
29

*My head is full of thousands of words I want to express to you,

...and thousands of reasons not to disclose it*.

...

2 Months past the 2nd semester early.I will be difficult to meet Acha and Claude they are busy with the scholarship. and I would meet Lee and Mizu a lot because they accepted the offer to play in the musical theater club.

even until now I have not made up with Lee. I feel like I suck!

even to see Lee alone I can't. since when did I become like this huh? a girl who is always active can suddenly be as passive as I am.

ah don't know that I have to focus on learning I want to go to Japan as well so I can meet Acha and Claude again.

since Sunday Acha and Claude have rarely come to the club room.

today the training is over, I sit down and lean my body.I let out a long sigh and closed my eyes.

it turns out that without Acha and Claude the club activities are not as cool as usual.there is less of a tense effect of Acha and jest from Claude.

*tings

the sound of my phone rang broke my daydream.I immediately checked my phone and it turned out Acha who sent me a message.

since when did my call become a Princess halu I also do not understand.yes I have just walked there. have rarely also collected the same they 2.

arriving at the ice cream shop I could only look at Acha and Claude with annoyance.

"he said we gather 3" I said with an annoyed look at Acha and Claude.

"i'm not saying we just gather 3 tablets. Besides I invite Lee to be crowded" explained Acha while forcing her smile.

I saw Lee he just coolly stirred his drink without looking at me.

"Acha, you move yes, you sit next to Lee. I sit next to Claude dong!" I said as I pulled Acha's hand so she could get up from her seat.

"eh, uh, Ruby .. You're sitting next to Lee yeah" Claude said, holding Acha to stay in place.

I was finally forced to sit next to Lee who even from earlier seemed to not care about my arrival.

I ordered a chocolate milkshake and started chatting with Acha and Claude.

"oh yeah, how are your learning progress? on going to Tohoku too right" asked Claude ascertained.

"I make the language is good enough and my grades make sure to go up" answered Me happily because it was only this time I had a high learning spirit.

"if I only have difficulty making language value there is no problem because from the beginning no one has ever shifted my ranking" explained Lee with his cold face

"that's the best Lee" said Acha "Ruby you improve again yes!" continuing while clenching my hands cheering me on

"wait! just wait! Lee's! you want to go to Tohoku University too!?" I asked, looking straight at Lee

"yes" he answered

"Why!? there are many foreign universities! why be my rival" asked me again because I was afraid he was taking the same course as me.

"who do you mean stupid! I'm not stupid! I can get into Tohoku University even if I have to compete with you!" Answer me, I'm getting upset

"pfftt, we'll see" Lee said as he siphoned off his drink with an expression that looked like he was mocking me.

"so you doubt me!?" I was getting so emotional that I hit the table.

"Guys, guys, calm down a little yeah, we're out" said Acha trying to calm us down.

I immediately threw away my view from Lee, to be honest! he's getting irritating, or because I rarely talk to him, so he's more irritating than usual.

"lagian Ruby, aren't you majoring in education? you guys are different majors is not a problem dong.

"gtfttt!" Lee laughed a little and made me start to get annoyed again

"hey! I can go to that department! don't underestimate me. You cold, heartless guy!" I said with a look of annoyance towards Lee

"it's already Lee don't mash Ruby continuously. at your table throw for a long time" said Acha

"no, it's not that I haven't seen his emotions like this for a long time" Lee said, starting to laugh again.

my face was also hot to see Lee laughing with the release.My emotions so slightly eased and replaced with a smile.

after coming home from the ice cream shop me and Lee had made up, I went home with Lee while Claude and Acha they had a group study with his classmates tonight.

arriving in Lee's car I could only be silent mute. I was confused what to start a chat, because it had been a long time we did not chat.

but suddenly Lee clutched my body into his embrace.hugs that I had longed for from him. ahirnya I can smell the fragrance of his body again.I also returned Lee's embrace.

after Lee let go of her embrace I saw her crying made me not have the heart. This was the first time I saw her cry.I also took a tissue and wiped her tears.

"forgive me yes" Lee said in tears

"yes, yes, don't cry.we're ready again ko" answered me while continuing to wipe Lee's tears

Lee immediately smiled as he rubbed my head gently.

but suddenly his body came closer as if he wanted to kiss me. I could only hold it a little.

"Lee, we're in the car again" I reminded him but he ignored.

Lee kissed me for a very long time.I tried to push him but his energy was stronger than usual.The longer I thought there was nothing to do but return the kiss.

after kissing my lips Lee also opened 2 buttons of my uniform and kissed my neck to cause red marks.

"Lee, yes, this is in the car later to the people's will" I said while trying to push Lee.

"yes, yes, I do not continue" replied Lee while positioning himself as before.

Lee also started running his car towards my house. at that time he was driving his hand also holding my hand. It seems like he is happy to have made up with me.

yes, although I am also actually happy anyway.that's why the feeling of that time was not completely lost, even though I hate it though.

the feeling remains.It must be until when this feeling continues to appear and make me confused I also do not know.