Let go of me

Let go of me
Honest to Mom


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Although not much because they have to share rice but at least the two can eat together.


" I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry for my mistake Mother also bore the consequences "


Asrul knelt before Bu Dian who was sitting on the edge of the bed.


" It's okay, a mother will always forgive her child's mistakes no matter how big they are. So you don't have to apologize, son, because you're not wrong. But please son, tell Mom what really happened. Is there anything that disturbs your mind so you're like this. Please son, if you still think this Mother is your Mother, then please tell Mother what problems you are facing right now "


Asrul did not dare to raise his face, he was afraid to cry when he saw his Mother's face.


" I--- I'm actually me. I don't know Mom, what's really going on. It's just that lately I've been feeling guilty about what I've done before. I feel guilty to Mother, for never listening to Mother's words, I. me - choose my ja-lan sen-self "


Asrul could no longer bear the pain that gnawed his esophagus, He shed his sorrow by hiding his face on both knees Mother.


" I also feel pain Mom every time I see her with another man, I feel angry when I see there is another man who treats her well, I.......! "


Bu Dian stroked Asrul's head fondly, his heart also sliced to see the sadness of his Son.


" Daughter, do you mean Siska or.......


Asrul shook his head in a sign that his mother's guess was wrong.


" What is Nayla........ ? Do you feel heartache when you see her with another man so "Tanya Bu Dian slowly.


" Yes ma'am, I'm sorry. But I also don't know why it could be this way, feeling it's just present. I have to how Mom.......!? "


Ms. Dian tried to smile even though her heart was of course painful.


" Do you love her Nak "Task Bu Dian again.


" Love her........! "


Asrul looked at Bu Dian's face and then gazed in any direction ensuring his feelings. He then shook his head.


" I don't know Mom, I don't know either. I don't know if this is love or not, I can't tell which is love or not Mom. I once gave my love to others but it turned out that it was wrong, now I am confused Mom, whether this is love or not "Askul replied


" Have not been forced, Son, let it flow by itself until you are sure of it" replied Ms. Dian


" But Ma what if it turns out all this is true but I'm too late to realize it. Too many wounds I gave for her, is there still a chance for me Mom to fix all her "Tanya Asrul again.


Ms. Dian was confused as to what to answer, she also admitted so many wounds that they had inflicted on Nayla's heart, but Bu Dian also does not want to make his son mentally fall again by saying things that are likely to become reality that they must accept.


" Kiddo, it is never too late to do good, which is important now we improve first and always do our best. I'm sure God will always have a way. "


Asrul felt relieved after telling his mother everything, He was also grateful that his mother would listen to his complaints patiently.


" Yes Mom, thank you for always being there for me, Thank you for always forgiving me even though I often hurt Mom intentionally or unintentionally, again, I'm sorry, ma'am "


Asrul kissed both the palm and the back of Bu Dian's hand in turn, He was very grateful because at his birth He was born from the womb of a kind woman like her Mother. In the future he promised to love and listen to everything that the woman said.


" Same - same darling. It doesn't need to be like that. Your mother, of course you will always be there for you. Every mother will always love her child, forgive her child. Because the child is the care of God who must be cared for and loved. So from now on if there's anything, please don't be alone. Share with Mom, God willing there will always be a way out, son "


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POLICE STATION


Miss Dewi has been in a hurry because she wants to meet her Princess, it has been the last few days her feelings are uncomfortable. Every time always imagined the face of the Princess well it was in a state of sleep even though it was awake.


After asking for permission Bu Dewi walked to the room where her Princess finished her days there.


Siska was sitting in the corner of the room with her head resting on the iron bars.


" Lad......! Call Mom Dewi slowly.


Ms. Dewi was very concerned to see the situation Siska, with a special dress of prisoners her body looks skinny unkempt. His eyes that are like the eyes of a panda and his hands that he put on his stomach indicate that his condition is not good.


" Sikka.....! " Call her again


Siska opened her eyes and saw the arrival of her mother. With a bushel and a bag in her hand, Bu Dewi stood outside the bars.


" Mother "Murm Siska.


" Yes, my son, I'm here. I came to visit you and bring you your favorite food. " Mrs Dewi opened the provisions and gave it to Siska.


" How are you doing now, son, are you okay. Do they still often visit you here "Tanya Bu Dewi


Siska shook her head, because indeed since the court ruling that Siska was proven guilty with so many mistakes that he did, both Asrul and Bu Dian had not visited the place at all.


" Mom, do you have a way to get me out of here, I don't want to stay in this place for the rest of my life. I want to be free Miss "Pinta Siska


Mother Goddess was also confused, there was nothing she could do to free her Princess from that cursed place. Even if you spend all the remaining treasures still will not be able to release the legal snares received by Siska.


There was only one way that was in the mind of Bu Dewi and it was likely able to make Siska out of that place but only temporarily, could not guarantee free for her long.


" For that thing I'm thinking about, son, I hope to find a way out soon so you can be free from a place like this. Now eat first, that you may have energy. Don't think too much, I promise to get you out of here soon "


Madam Dewi hopes her plan this time goes smoothly.


" I'm sorry, Mother, I can't get you out of here and be free, but God willing, I'll let you breathe fresh air outside in some other form " The Inner Bu Goddess


All mothers will still feel sad when they see their children are unhappy.


" The message here is just love our mothers while they live, because we don't know when death will come. Always apologize because we do not know when we hurt them, whether we realize it or not. Love you Mom 💞"


Thank you for everything, please support her tomorrow, dear friend Nayla. Free vote Nt and Mt, good enough for the author's encouragement in writing the next chapter.


" Greetings dear all her 😙😙 "


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