Let go of me
Dosa
Let go of me "18 "
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After work, Nayla stopped by the mosque that she usually stopped by. It looks very crowded, because it is being held a study for Mother Mother.
Nayla came in and mingled with the other Mother Mother, listening carefully to what the speaker was saying at the event.
" For wives, respect our husbands in any situation. A wife seeks the field of reward by filial to her husband. Heaven is at the soles of the feet of the husband, because the husband who has borne our burdens before God, when He decided to take us from our parents. If your husband makes a mistake, forgive him. Do' so that He will always be on the path of Allah. Never fight it, because fighting a husband is a big sin " .
Nayla listened carefully, every word the ustazah spoke. It all felt like a slap to her, because honestly she could not be a good wife completely.
" O Allah, if only Mas Asrul could appreciate this marriage more, the Servant would be very grateful. The servant will rightly make this marriage a field of reward "Inner Nayla hopes
" Heaven is on the soles of the feet of the husband "
That was the piece of the lecture that Nayla always remembered, the word was so deep in her heart.
" What kind of husband used to be O God, what if a husband one of the wives must submit to him as well. Does the servant also have to uphold his name ?" Nayla's mumbling
" Astaqfirullah hal adzim "
" Pardon the Servant, O God, for always doubting Your destiny. Give the Servant patience in facing Mas Asrul, the man whom You sent to be the servant's soul mate. You are the One who turns back the heart of Your servant, soften the heart of Asrul, so that He will have little regard for him by his side. O Allah, grant the best Servant according to You, O God. Aamiiin "'s ".
Nayla raised both her hands, sweeping both her palms to her face at the end of her do' anya.
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Time changes, day changes night and so on. The morning of waking up cleans everything, going to work and so on.
Nothing special, but strangely Nayla still feels at home to survive.
It was not that he did not want to avoid everything, but fate did not seem to want that to happen. Likewise with the heart and mind that are always not in line.
For a year just walking in place, nothing has changed. Only one thing has changed, which is the determination of someone who wants to have his true love.
" Nayla...! " Come home with me...!
"Sorry Mas, thank you in advance, but the taxi I ordered has almost arrived ". Nayla said politely, along with that a car stopped right in front of Nayla.
" Oh yes, I go first ! Assalamualaikum "Pamit Nayla when going to take a taxi.
The taxi drove at a moderate speed, splitting the streets of the big city. Nayla got off as soon as the taxi she was in arrived at her house.
Again Nayla heard an unpleasant sound in her home. The door of the house is also open. Nayla goes in to see who's coming to see. He was surprised to find the same thing over and over again.
" I thought, they must be again. It turns out you haven't changed Mas, you still have the heart to do this in this house. The house we live in together. What my sacrifice for these 1 year does not mean to you "Inner Nayla cf. Matt.
A smile rose from Siska's lips upon seeing her best friend's arrival. He knew that his best friend would be heartbroken to see their affection.
" Well, how about we go to the room. I don't think I can bear it here "Siska said as she glanced at Nayla's expression.
Nayla tried to be ordinary. He passed the two people who were drunk in love without excuse.
" Nayla wait....! "
" Do you have no manners, pass others without excuse. You shameless woman.....! " Snapping Siska
Hearing that, Nayla stopped her steps. He wanted to land a bogem on the pretty face of his best friend, but He had no energy for it.
" It turns out to be true, you're a shameless woman. Why do you still want to survive until now, when your presence is not at all expected here. The man you were with never thought you existed, then what you expected from all of this "Siska said with a mocking smile.
Again the anger is always there, but the logic always refuses to do so. Nayla smiled at her best friend for a moment.
" For that you should just ask the man beside you Siska. Because only He has the answer, why until He does not want to let go of me. He always stops me from getting out of here. Or do not let your lover has begun to have a taste in his legitimate wife, so that he can not be separated "Nayla replied to his best friend very sweetly.
Asrul was very surprised to hear Nayla's answer, he became misbehaved. Confused what to answer if the question about it was raised Siska, the woman he loved so much.
Likewise with Siska, he began to doubt Asrul's love for her. After all, the answer Nayla said had a point, why Mas Asrul did not want to let go if there was no love between them.
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Thank you for your time, for stopping by Nayla's work. Nayla expects the generosity of her sisters all, to leave a trail of yes as support for Nayla in writing ahead.
Who has given his support Nayla said many thanks. Your kindness is only the best Do'a that Nayla promises may change blessings for you
Aamiin ya robbal Alamiin