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All of her was useless to Asrul, the door of her heart was already tightly closed to the woman. If only the word sorry may have been given but to start all it feels impossible again.
The day changed after being freed from the complicated relationship Asrul stood on the balcony of his room, his mind was still not calm.
Remembering everything he said to Siska was like a slap to himself. How not he also hurt another heart that might be deeper than Siska did to him, and for that he had to bear the consequences at this time.
For the past week Asrul has been thinking about what to do in the future, he can not always remain silent as he is today if he wants to be better.
Kamila's words were always ringing in his mind. Everything means a lot to him and it's true that he has to fight for it even though He knows it's not easy.
" It is not easy does not mean it is impossible, there is always a way when we want to try. Where there is a high will there must be a way "Asrul encourages himself.
That is always the guidance of Asrul until He has the courage to move forward, fighting for all that He has lost in the past.
Today at the residence Nayla is being held a Prayer together, commemorating the 11th anniversary of the passing of his beloved Mother as well as the birthday of his only child.
Asrul stepped slowly after peeking from a distance, he only ventured in after the event was over and the guests one by one returned to their respective places.
" Assalamu'alaikum's....... "
" Wa' alaikum salam "Answer to those who happened to be there.
All of them were shocked to see the courage of Asrul setting his foot in that place, there was only one person who smiled after seeing the arrival of Asrul.
Yes, she is Kamila. Kamila, who had told me that today would be held a Prayer together, also told Asrul by repeating the same words.
..." Mas Asrul, why is he here "Inner Nayla...
Alwi who has entered since he was busy opening gifts from his family, starting from Opa, Oma Om and also Tanteenya and also those who have been very good to give his best gift.
It was time to open a gift
" This is what yes, hopefully the contents of his latest mobile phone output " Muttered Alwi
He opened one by one the wrapper, his heart became curious from a big box to small and small again.
Her lips instantly sumringah turned her guess into reality.
" Horeee. From whom yes.....! "
Behind the packaging was a small paper and Alwi grabbed it.
" A letter "
He opened it and read what was listed there.
" Happy birthday Alwi, long life so son sholeh and always be the pride of the family. Forgive me for everything that has happened so far "
Alwi turned to the origin of the voice, appearing at the door of a man standing by looking at him.
..." Papa........! " Inner her....
..." Alwi's a bastard, Alwi has no father. Don't be friends with him, later we get unlucky. "...
The shadow about the ridicule of his schoolmate once again flashed in his mind, how much he hated the Man once. But the speech of the teacher in his class made him realize something, but even so it still does not feel easy to take everything for granted
" What are you here for "The voice of Alwi sounds cold.
Eleven and twelve, Asrul looked at his Son as if he were staring at himself. The fruit fell not far from its tree, the old saying that Asrul may begin to believe now.
How cold he is when he is angry, now like a movie roller he watches himself.
" Why are you silent, if there's nothing important sorry, I have to rest "
" Papa's coming here just wants to see you, if you'd like to talk to me for a while "
Asrul knew when he was angry he always wanted to be alone and did not want to be forced, therefore he also did not want to impose his wishes on his Son.
While Nayla who stood not far from there could only be was afraid her Son was overreacting. However they are Father and son, it is not good for Alwi to be rude to his own father.
Looking at Alwi who seemed to be unable to accept his existence Asrul chose to leave.
" Yes, son, Papa go first, sorry to interrupt. But my son once again Papa wants to apologize and Papa really really really. "
Asrul chose to go out and say goodbye to everyone.
" I'll say goodbye, thanks for being allowed in. Assalamu'alaikum.....! " Pampit Asrul's.
Nayla stepped into Alwi's room and saw that her Son was still silent.
" Eh Son.......! how good the card is good no, Mama help open it "
Nayla tries to distract Alwi by reminding him of the gift he got.
" Eh this is no cell phone from whom dear "
Nayla who did not know where it came from instead asked what she wanted to try to cover up.
" From this Man Ma.....! " Answer Alwi.