Let go of me
Who I Am
Andre thought of what he had to say in response to Alya's question to him.
" Dear ! I don't want to lie to you about my relationship with her, I do love her very much. "
Deg ! Somehow there is discomfort and also disappointment in Alya's heart, it turns out that he is just an escape. Andre put his heart on her because her face was similar to the woman he loved.
" But that doesn't diminish my love for you, you and him are different, and the place is different. He has his own place as well as yours, his love will be eternal because he is my past while you are dear. You are my life, my future and the one I love right now "
Alya was just silent, wanting to feel like he ran away or even protested with all the current reality but his legs seemed heavy and his tongue was also weakly unable to do that.
" How could that have happened, I loved him so much. I'm sorry, but I can't seem to continue this. " Say Alya steadied his heart.
" I don't want to be a shadow for others, or every time Mas sees me Mas will remember it, won't it hurt us both more in the future "
" No Al is not what I mean, I still remember it in my heart but not because I still love him. Someone has to live in the past, not. Shouldn't we just go through life and pursue the future, everyone deserves to be happy, has the right to make choices "
Andre grabbed both of Alya's hands and clasped them tightly. While Alya is plagued with anxiety, it is true that we do not have to keep remembering the past let alone it is painful, but what can easily forget the past if it is related to feelings.
***
" Well, what a good drama, Siska..... ! it turns out you managed to get what you wanted all this time. Hm Auntie salutes you so much, you can fool this guy just to get into that family again. Aunty does not expect for your money to do this, right yes no loss Your mother bequeath her skills to you "
A voice and also a clap of hands shocked the two. Mona's words made both of her shock.
" Siska..... ? " Say both at the same time.
Andre looked at Alya with a probing attitude, although Alya's face was indeed very similar to Siska, and Mona's speech was certainly able to influence him.
" Sikka.... ! So it's true you're Siska "Tanya Andre hesitates.
He wanted to reject all that, and he also hoped that the woman in front of him was Alya, not Siska. Although He still loves her but He will be very disappointed if it turns out the woman he loves is able to do everything to deceive him. Especially the death problem that was engineered.
" Well.... ! I'm Alya and not Siska. Auntie....! Why Aunty talk like that, does Aunt know that since childhood my name is Alya and mother and Father who gave that name "
" Siska...... ! I know who you are, you are.... ! Your parents left you to me when you had an accident do you remember that "
" I didn't expect you to do this to me Alya, well if that's what you want, maybe it's true we can't continue this. I don't want to have a relationship with a con man "
How disappointed Andre was, he immediately left the place, leaving Alya who was also confused by all.
" One more thing, from tomorrow you don't have to work anymore. Look for a job somewhere else " Andre said without looking at it one bit.
***
Mona left the place after winning and managed to run the action, He left with a happy heart especially soon He will get additional money as a bonus for the success of his business.
" What is this, who am I " Muttered Alya in shock.
Let alone others he is confused with himself.
" Father Mother why did you leave me, what happened Daddy Mother, who am I. Siska or Alya "Alya's inner scream
Her tears rolled down her cheeks, she didn't know what to do. Got to ask who.
***
Andre's day in the background is worried and also missed. There's always Alya's face where it bothers her eyes.
" Why do I always remember him, didn't he cheat on me. It made me fall in love with all his tricks. Alya......! You have to me "
Prang ! The room that was usually neat was now like a broken ship. Paper sheets are strewn even shards of glass where.
" Mr. Andre..... ! Father why, let me help you stand up "
Dira helped Andre stand with great difficulty.
" Dira.... ! Why did he love me, when I loved him so much. I hope she's not Siska because I love her so much "