LET ME DOWN SLOWLY
Memory of the Past (1)
Fate does not all know what it will be like. Even Chandra himself does not know what his life will look like in the future. It's not that Chandra will give up on what's happening in his life, which he knows right now only he has to be better than before.
Pain has taught her a special lesson in life. The taste is invisible, but heartache can cause adverse physical symptoms if it continues to occur uncontrollably. Chandra is grateful that she is surrounded by a family that loves her dearly, Chandra knows that healing heartache comes only from herself. The desire to rise, to face problems is the best way to move from adversity.
One of the antidotes to heartache is to make the heart rejoice. That's what Chandra has been doing, he prefers to make himself and his family happy. Chandra does that to keep her mentally healthy.
This morning Chandra and the others were enjoying breakfast. It looks like they are enjoying the food this morning, which was made by Ayu. The whole world knows that the most delicious food is made by the beloved mother.
After breakfast, Chandra returned to the room. He permission to check e-mail fearing any company that wants to cooperate with the company that was just pioneered by him.
Chandra was already preparing in front of his laptop screen that was on. He began to check one by one the incoming emails, and not let anyone be missed. But while he was focused on staring at his laptop screen, suddenly his phone rang a sign of the entry of messages from the green application.
Chandra grabs her phone and opens the green app. His forehead creased as he found out who was sending him the message.
[Degs.].
As Chandra's gaze changed, his feelings were not lost when he opened and read Ari's message.
["I'm confused what to do, Lan? He kept asking for your phone number. I don't want to give it without your permission,"]
That is the content of the message sent by Arin, Chandra's friend in the village. Ari also sent a photo of Kanza holding her son, and of course without Kanza's knowledge.
Long enough Chandra was silent, until he dissolved in his daydream. The flash of the story that made his heart so hurt again revolved like a movie with a big screen romance genre.
Chandra, who is being faced with the final school exam, looks so busy studying that her graduation score gets a high score. Because Chandra really wants to get a scholarship and study in Jakarta.
After a few days of school exams, Chandra tries to meet the lover who has barely met him for two weeks. Chandra doesn't know why, even if they're in school but somehow and where her boyfriend is. Not taking the final school exam.
Chandra tries to meet Ari, the best friend who happens to be his house close to his lover's house. Although Ari's house is close to Kanza, the man also has no idea where Kanza has been for two weeks. Unfortunately Chandra does not believe in his best friend, somehow Chandra feels there is something covered by his best friend.
"Ar, let's go with me to Kanza's house!" chandra said at the time.
Ari is surprised by Chandra's arrival. He panics when his best friend invites him to Kanza's house.
"Eum, but.." Ari's speech was interrupted when Chandra directly pulled her hand.
"Already, come!" force Chandra. "You're every time I ask you about Kanza, like a lot of minds. Are you hiding something, Ar?" search Chandra who still continues to pull Ari's hand.
"Eh, uh-no! There's nothing I cover from you, Lan. It's just me.."
The second step stopped, Ari bit her lower lip while looking at the house that was crowded. Then Ari turned his head and noticed Chandra who was staring in wonder at the house he wanted to visit.
Ari looks panicked, making Chandra even more suspicious if his best friend actually knows about Kanza. Chandra let go of Ari's hand that had been held by her since. Without saying anything more, Chandra immediately walked quickly into Kanza's house, and passed some guests who were sitting in front of the courtyard of his lover's house, on average they were neighbors around Kanza's house. Everyone stared in confusion and some stared pity at Chandra, because they knew that Kanza was Chandra's lover.
Chandra's steps weaken as she hears the name of her lover being called by another man when the ijab kabul. The next instant his steps stopped as his sense of hearing heard the word 'SAH' from the witnesses and invited guests. Chandra felt his body was not boned, lucky Ari was quick to chase Chandra and support the body of his best friend who almost fell.
"Lan" said Ari.
Chandra was still unmoved, as if not hearing Ari's call. Chandra's heartbeat was so tight, the longer he felt the air supply in his lungs was decreasing. Slowly he stood up again, and with heavy steps Chandra continued to enter the house Kanza.
All stared in surprise at the figure of Chandra already standing in front of the door. Likewise with Kanza, the woman's face looks very surprised and there is also a sense of sadness when staring at Candra's sad face.
"Kanza, please,"
"A-Arlan,"
The two called each other by name, the voice of both of them sounded so soft. A man known as the father of Kanza also rose from his sitting position. Kanza began to look panicked when she saw her father approaching Chandra. Kanza was about to wake up and catch up with her father, but her hands were blocked by the man who was now her legal husband.
"Follow me!" Kanza's father forced Chandra's hand.
Ari will not want to follow Kanza and Chandra's father. All the guests stood up and there were some who from the inside came out to see what would happen to Chandra and Ari. Ari's parents who were there also approached, they were afraid that their son would be treated badly by Kanza's father.
"Would you come here? Wanna ruin my daughter's wedding, heoh?" snarled the middle-aged man.
Ari glanced at Chandra who was still unmoved, then he tried to answer and mediate between the two.
"Sorry, Pakdhe. We have no intention of doing what Pakdhe Parman said just now. K-we're just here to see Kanza, because she's been out of school for two weeks. Kanza also did not take the final exam of school," replied Ari who was forced to lie to Parman.
Chandra looked confusedly at Ari, then he looked back at Parman. Parman stared intently at the two young men.
"You better get out of my house! I don't want any bullies on my daughter's happy day, and yours.." Parman pointed towards Chandra whom he still looked at.
"Never show your face in this house, and never disturb my daughter's domestic life. Because she is happy with her husband who has been able to finance all her needs and also our needs. It's not like you're poor and you don't have anything to expect to make my daughter happy,"
[Degs.].
It hurt so much Chandra's heart heard what the man who was considered his adoptive father had said. Even Chandra felt very confused why Kanza's father's attitude was like that. Didn't he agree that Kanza was related and became his fiancee. But why today the man said it was so painful for Chandra.
"W-Why, Dad?" tanya Chandra with a voice rather choked.
"Don't call me that, because I'm not your father!"