LET ME DOWN SLOWLY
Why is it So Hard?

Marvin just nodded, he did not comment or ask again. Because he was busy putting the souvenirs into a goodie bag. But suddenly Marvin stopped his movements as he remembered something. 

"Oh, yes. I almost forgot that Vesha invited us together" said Marvin. 

Chandra stopped his movement. "Come on! It's been a long time since we've been together like we used to" Chandra said. 

"Hmm, moreover, we are getting busy with personal and work affairs. I'll arrange a good time for us to get together" replied Marvin. 

"Or tonight I'll discuss it with Vesha" Chandra suggested. 

Marvin nodded. "Come, tell me when Vesha can come with us. Let me also arrange my schedule and also the Sky," replied Marvin. 

"Ah, speaking of the sky. Why did you tell him to accompany Bokap meeting. Shouldn't that be your job?" ask Chandra. 

"If I go to a meeting with Bokap, who picks you up at the airport?" Marvin asked Chandra.

Chandra chuckled and nodded, right also what Marvin said. But Chandra actually did not mind if he had no one to pick up at the airport. Going home with a taxi can also be. 

Chandra looked back at Marvin who was busy with his innate gifts. Chandra felt so grateful for being met by Marvin and his two friends. They have always helped and never even distinguished Chandra's social status. Except when Sagara's the emotion on him first. But Chandra has forgotten and forgiven Sagara. 

Evening came, according to Chandra's words last day. He will meet Vesha at his house, Chandra does not tell Vesha that he will come to his house. 

Chandra's out of Marvin's apartment. Tonight Marvin did not stay at the apartment, as both his parents asked him to go home. Chandra smiled as he looked at his motorbike which he had not used for a very long time. 

"I miss you" muttered Chandra as he patted the body of his motor tank. 

The man immediately turned on his motorbike, a few minutes later Chandra was wearing a helmet and immediately drove his vehicle out of the apartment parking lot. 

A few minutes Chandra drove down the highway, now he arrived in front of Vesha's house. Chandra pressed Vesha's bell and said hello. Not long after Vesha came out, she smiled when she saw Chandra in front of her house. 

"Chandra," Vesha immediately opened the gate of her house. 

"Hi, how are you?" chandra asked with a smile. 

"Alhamdulillah, good Chan. You also how are you? Aren't you in Yogyakarta?" Vesha turned around to ask. 

Chandra smile. "I'm good too. Yes, I just returned to Jakarta this afternoon." Answer Chandra. 

Vesha was surprised to hear that. "Lho, you're not resting instead stop by here. Aren't you tired, Chand?" ask Vesha. 

Chandra shook her head. "I had a break this afternoon, Sha. Oh, this is for you!" Chandra thrusts a goodie bag at Vesha. 

"For me?" 

Chandra nodded quickly. "For you, and I'll leave this for your lover" Chandra said. 

Vesha also received a goodie bag for Bryan. "Well, thank you." answered Vesha with a sparkling face. 

"Wait a minute, yeah! I'll make you a drink first" Vesha added. 

"Don't bother, Sha. I'm not long either" Chandra said. 

Vesha smiles. "Wait a minute!" pinta Vesha's. 

Chandra was finally able to just resign and nod according to Vesha's wishes. Sure enough, the girl did not long come out with two glasses of iced syrup and also two jars of snacks for them. 

"Thank you" Chandra said, helping Vesha. 

"How are you related to Mr. Heinzee?" ask Chandra. 

Vesha flinched, instantly her gaze looked so sad. Not wanting Chandra to find out about her and Bryan's problems, he ends up smiling fakely in front of Chandra. 

"We're fine" replied Vesha who was still smiling. 

"You yourself how? Is it still a zombie?" Vesha chuckles at Chandra's teasing. 

"You are!" annoyed Chandra who also chuckled. 

Chandra finally shook his head. "Not since you rejected my love" replied Chandra. 

Vesha's laughter stopped, to be honest Vesha felt so guilty to Chandra. "I'm sorry!" he said it was a soft tone. 

"Eh, b-not what I mean, Sha. I'm just kidding, I'm happy if you're also happy with Bryan." said Chandra. 

Chandra grabbed Vesha's hand. "Sha, shouldn't love have. I am happy to see you happy, even if not with me. Promise me to always be happy" Chandra added, gently rubbing the back of Vesha's hand. 

Vesha smiled widely and nodded. "Pray me, that I may always be happy with the choice of my heart.  And vice versa, I will pray for you to quickly get a soul mate." 

Chandra laughs, and so does Vesha. We basically have to pray for each other. Because praying for the good of others is the strongest proof if we want the good for others as we want it for ourselves. 

Especially in the midst of the challenges of life that are increasingly diverse and weighty. This time Vesha needs cooperation with Chandra in overcoming it. Because cooperation is not only in terms of the outward nature, but also in the case of prayer. May God hear their prayers.

But be sure, if we pray for each other. Then it will be fulfilled in a special way and based on sincerity and sincerity, then the various promises of our Lord get. What is very felt is the presence of ease in the midst of many and various difficulties.

"Sha, when can we and the others get together like we used to?" ask Chandra. 

Vesha seemed to think for a moment. "Eum, Saturday or Sunday I can. I'll have my permission with Bryan" Vesha replied.

Chandra nodded. "Okay, I'll ask the others as well. I miss those days so much" Chandra said. 

"Hmm, a time when we can hang out with old friends." Added Chandra. 

The night is getting late, Chandra has returned to Marvin's apartment. Upon arrival at the apartment, Chandra immediately changed her clothes and cleaned her face and brushed her teeth. 

Chandra walked over while rubbing her face with a small towel to dry her still wet face. 

Chandra grabbed her laptop and turned it on. But at once also his gaze was so sad when he saw a laptop screen that displayed a photo of himself with a woman. 

At that time he also remembered the words of Ari, Chandra's friend when he was in high school. 

"I hear now Kanza is in the process of divorce with her husband" said Ari

Chandra rubbed her face as she recalled Ari's words. I don't know what Chandra is feeling right now, should he be happy to hear the news of his ex-lover's divorce. Or should he be concerned about what happened to his ex-girlfriend. 

Chandra rests her head on the headboard of the bed. His gaze was straight out the apartment window. 

"Why do I feel this way, God?" murmured Chandra while rubbing his face violently.

His one palm clenched firmly, then lifted up to smack his forehead softly. 

"Astaghfirullah, why is it like this? Have I not been able to describe the past? Or I still can't forget you, Khanza?" 

Chandra closed her eyes while sighing in anger. Chandra should never again dissolve in sadness about the past. Chandra should be more able to love himself than others to be met with the right people and able to love him. Chandra should not linger in sadness, because it is the self that loses. Kanza is already happy with other people, despite the latest news that Chandra knows, the woman will be divorced from her husband.