Life In Miracles
bitternesses
it's like a nightmare, but baby, it's the reality!
aillen was worried about her mother's behavior but all of it was answered and gave a deep wound to aillen's heart making her head spin so hard that she was unable to face the reality
"aillen mother does not want to cover all this from you son but it is time to tell you the truth!" said his mother with tears flowing down her cheeks
aillen thought hard trying to digest what was going on
" mother means what the hell Aillen does not understand! mother" her tears now flow on her cheeks that she can no longer hold
" please forgive mother is the fact that you are not my daughter, but mother guarantees mother loves you more than her own baby" he said confidently
aillen felt a great pain in her heart her consciousness began to fade a little but she tried to keep her heart strong
"ba... good mother then who is the parent of aillen mother?" ask her doubtfully
"for that mother can not tell you dear mother only saw you at that time in front of the house and there is nothing after that dear"
his condition increasingly makes aillen heartache many questions and many negative thoughts that cross his mind until his head is getting dizzy and the weight of his vision begins to blur, the darker until he fell from the chair lost consciousness
"aillen ai ... aillen wake up baby don't make you afraid dear aillen!" yelled his mother while shaking her body the fear spread throughout her body
"parman parman rasna anyone please help! aillen fainted !" recite again
soon the driver and his assistant came and called the doctor to check on Aillen
***
things started to calm down after Aillen checked
"aillen is just a little pretentious and it triggers his old disease to recur until he is unconscious, wait until tomorrow morning he will just wake up" said the doctor while prescribing the drug to Maria
"fine thanks doc I will buy the medicine soon" he said
"parman please bring doctor adji back"
" well mistress" after shaking the doctor's hand left the room and maria walked over to Aillen
"pardon your dear mother does not mean to hurt you" he said while gently rubbing the hair of aillen who was sleeping.
he moved and walked towards his room leaving Aillen in his room
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aillen
"uhk ... room?" my head ached and I tried to blink my eyes to adjust the incoming light
"where's mom?ahk.." My head and body ached and limp ah yes when I fainted
now as I remembered it my heart began to feel pain again and my tears fell unbearably
it hurts so much I can't believe the person who raised me wasn't my real family and and my own family could throw me away
"ahhhhh.." I shouted as much as possible to release all the burden of my mind until my mother came to my room because she heard my voice
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the door opened violently "is it a pity does anyone get sick? or are you uncomfortable?" maria asked worriedly
"mommy I don't understand bun with everything mother told me yes that this is all just a dream and I'm the mother's child will he be the answer bun replied huhuhu..."ask me while shaking her hand that is embracing me
he just kept quiet and even joined in crying which made me more hurt.
"forgive me dear mother" that was all she said and we just hugged each other letting go of her tight cries
after a while I let go of our embrace
" i'm sorry mom Aillen wants to be alone first if you can come out for a while" I asked without looking at her face
"but ai..."
" aillen please bun"cut me again
" well if that's what you want but remember don't do stupid things aillen and mom loves you so much it's a fact don't think that you're alone.
I didn't respond to anything and mother passed away leaving me alone,
I lay down my body and my tears broke again I cried as if I was drowning in grief and locked myself in my room.