Life In Miracles
flashbacks

day before

"gold I want to talk for a minute" Nessa said as they passed by the house

Abi simply responded by stopping his steps without turning around

"mas I'm calm I want to talkin' everything's fine but not here"

with a feeling of wrath his hands still tightly hold the end of the clothes that Abi was wearing

there was a heavy sigh from Abi

"where are you?" abi asked in the same position

in disbelief Nessa did not waste the opportunity Abi gave her

"really mas! yaudah at home I'm aja mother again no ko "his answer with sparkling eyes

Abi leads Nessa to her home, with a happy feeling that Nessa is following Abi behind her

confidently he wants to express everything well and is ready to accept whatever Abi decides

although it is hard to know who the woman Abi likes but she will try to support the decision.

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"what do you want to talk about?" ask Abi to the point

" hmm actually I want to say thank you first because you already want to talk to me again" he said while looking at Abi with fear

"mas I've been honest yesterday I liked you and I want us to be more than just a childhood friend or a sister you said you were"

"your every concern and affection from the past to me makes me dependent on you mas and I don't want to lose it all" the heavier his lips to continue he said

moreover, Abi had just stared at her without speaking a word making suana even more unpleasant for Nessa

"i. .. I don't want to ruin all this but I don't want to just mendam this alone, I ... now sincere whatever your answer but I don't want our relationship to change mas" the lips now vibrate to hold back the crying that wants to slide

but at the same time he felt relief in his heart for expressing everything he felt to Abi

" you know nes mas never thought it would all be like this, before I want to say thank you already love the same mas but again sorry mas not want to hurt but the feeling of mas can not lie "

Abi hung his words

back he exhaled a heavy breath seat will continue it

"remember this yes nes mas will never change but you also have to understand if mas will not be available as before not because mas already do not love you but because the time Abang divided to make brother girl later"

it felt heavy in his heart when he heard the words from Abi his tears were getting more and more in his eye patch preparing to slide whenever he blinked

for a moment they exchanged glances, a shady look from Abi and a sincere love from Nessa to him

little made Abi's heart broken actually but he had to be strong for the sake of the future

nessa hugged Abi very tightly

Nessa cries with sadness in Abi's arms

each sobbing incised a slight wound in her heart, Abi knew this was because she was always there for Nessa because her parents were sometimes busy making Nessa need attention

and Nessa's parents leave her to Abi, from childhood always together and comfort each other

the memories one by one began to twist on the heads of the two of them making them drift in this sadness

and by itself Abi's hand returned Nessa's embrace is no less tight because for her Nessa is a weak woman

her hand gently rubbed Nessa's head giving the girl the strength to face ahead

"forgive me Ness" he said

Nessa just shook her head and further buried her face in Abi's chest

Abi let her cry until her heart was relieved and only she will discuss if the person she likes is her own best friend

for a long time he cried there, until the crying began to subside and replaced with the sound of regular breathing Nessa in Abi's arms, he tried to take off slowly the embrace

and seeing that Nessa had fallen asleep in her arms deftly she lifted up Nessa's body

walking her into the room, do not be surprised because Abi often accompanied her from childhood so Abi did not need to wake Nessa to ask the direction of her room

he opens the door with great difficulty and goes inside to put Nessa to sleep on her bed

with a very careful heart he put it there and enveloped it to the chest, for a moment Abi looked at Nessa's face moving a little hair that blocked the innocent face

"sorry mas Ness mas actually wants to be honest that the dear mas is aillen, but it seems that it is not now safe break Essa" he murmured and briefly peeked nessa's forehead

but without realizing it, Nessa actually heard his words just now

behind the blanket his hands clenched tightly, angry at Abi's words just now

he did not expect that Aillen was the cause of all this

anger covered his whole heart, why was the bad luck always on Aillen.

in his heart he kept asking,

"i hate you so much!" he murmured in the heart

the flashback end

"stupid! arrggghhh"

he cried when the memories stopped

yes actually he only questioned why everyone sided with Aillen instead of her even Abi was crazy about aillen at first sight

"excuse me ai mas but I can't accept this !"

tok tok tok tok

"honey you're in the kid?" the call was off