Life In Miracles
complicated

there was no conversation there all the way Aillen just silently looked at the window staring blankly

everything that has happened lately has made her feel very depressed

Sagara knows that her girl is under great pressure she wants to tell everything but she knows she has to slow down

they also drove up to the front of the house aillen like Sagara had been accustomed through this road without asking Aillen

feeling awkward about Sagara's attitude but now Aillen does not want to ask

he just wants to rest

they descend with Sagara who still has Aillen to go inside

"open the door"

aillen doesn't understand who Sagara is talking to

"your mother is not home, now you open the door with your spare key" he said gently

without waiting for a long time Aillen took the key and Sagara opened it

"why do you know you're not home" asked Aillen when they got inside

sagara is silent again

"i'm clearance to the kitchen"

without waiting for aillen's approval she got out of the chair and went to the kitchen to get a drink

aillen was silent to see Sagara who seemed to have memorized the layout in this house

sagara returned with two glasses of water and a plate of food

"drink this and eat after that take your medicine and then rest" he said with a gentle look at Aillen

aillen was still silent and stared fixedly at Sagara

"please I'm not a criminal later you'll know everything"

as bewitched, Aillen obeys Sagara despite the many questions in her head

and there's a familiar feeling in him when he sees Sagara

a warm and comfortable feeling that strikes while in Sagara

aillen did not know what the name of this man in front of her was but without hesitation she followed all her orders.

***

abi is currently with Nessa accompanying him to sleep

yes getting possessive after his promise yesterday Abi actually really wanted to see Aillen and ask her the news but unfortunately Nessa did not allow him to hold her phone either just to see campus activities in her group

Abi does not know how he must have applied for a leave of absence in the next few days to take care of Nessa and the letter of illness was made for Nessa's absence on campus

her feelings of unease about Aillen and Nessa grew stronger

"Nessa why so "that question keeps repeating itself in her mind without stopping

that choice was clearly visible in his eyes choosing these two equally meaningful girls in his life

honestly Abi does not have the feeling of a lover to Nessa but the love as an attached sister makes it unbearable to leave Nessa in this situation

but Aillen will suffer just as much if she knows about herself who is with Nessa she thinks

"arrgghh why it's this complicated" he murmured

"mas" said nessa who was disturbed in her sleep

"yes mas here"

"no where" he said, hugging Abi

"hmm yeah where you're not going"

Nessa didn't answer she just continued sleeping

Abi tried to fall asleep to calm his mind for a moment hopefully tomorrow will be even better

***

"i know Mom but I beg you I want to know about the real aillen background" said the middle-aged woman

"sorry Mom we were just told to give. aillen to mom and the rest we can't tell you anything"

the landslide answer given by the caretaker made him disappointed he wanted to help his daughter but there was no answer to the result

"well Mom thank you for the time then I say goodbye to go home "said him while standing up to leave the orphanage

"well ma'am I just want to tell you later there's gonna be a telling all aillen's past to her right away sooner or later without mom finding out"

the speech was successful in making the anxiety that exists in the self-maudi increasingly become

but he tried to cover up the shock

saudi left there with a troubled heart

many questions and puzzles about the origin of Aillen but he has not been able to conclude anything for years

not that the maudi did not find out about Aillen but aillen's parents kept this a good secret and she was only given very much to take care of her