
Many burdens that are now gradually reduced in the life of Aillen, she is grateful for the presence of sagara in her life.
The labyrinth of emptiness in his life is now starting to fill up and little by little the dead end is now a broad road that according to Aillen the end has not been able to he
But whatever it was he hoped sagara would accompany him until Aillen found the answer she had always wanted to hear.
“sayang” call sagara gently
‘’ yes dear”
“try you rem”
“make what?”
“merem first aja”
Aillen obeyed Sagara and immediately closed her eyes
Sagara picked up something in a suit that he was wearing keeping it right in front of Aillen
“now open your eyes”
Aillen looked towards the object in front of her, a questioning look she threw at the sagara
“open aja’
Aillen took the square object and opened it
“astaga this sagara?”
“iya, good right?” Sagara asked with a slight smile on her lips
“good but sagara for what?”
“ini gift for you dear”
“aku is not on sagara” birthday
“gifts are not always at birthdays dear” said sagara while taking objects in the hands of aillen for her to attach to aillen
“this necklace is kalum amore invinitie”
“kalung decorated with gems shaped semicircles of the moon with accents of flowers around it and half wings of pigeons that adorn the other end”
“why are the wings on this necklace only half of it?” Aillen asked as she rubbed the liotin on the necklace
“sagara has not answered aillen's question he completed the installation of the necklace and gave a little kiss on the white shoulder
Makes the owner feel the sting in his body
“ahhh”
Aillen always felt tempted by a touch of sagara made it feel like she lost control of herself
But not for a long time sagara let go of the kiss and began to sit next to Aillen
Hugging her beloved girl she swore in her heart if she would not let her lover feel the bitterness back and she would keep trying to give happiness to her lover.
One kiss he gave sweet and a small kiss on his cheeks and lips
Eyes that are now looking at.
“I do not suggest all will run without any problems approaching but, I will try to remove all things that will make you sad or sick ai” said sagara with sorrow
Aillen expected the same thing in her heart she asked God if this happiness was not just a pseudo thing.
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ABI ON*
I don't know what I'm going through right or wrong, but the more days it's hard for me to live the more I feel like this heart is resting without thinking about everything that's there now.
Feels like all the burdens are peaking, nessa's health is now starting to improve but it feels like all my sanity has now been drained to melt tomorrow.
After going through – weeks of nessa's mental therapy she is now able to attend college as usual but, on condition that she move from the previous faculty to the new faculty to avoid her meeting with Aillen.
There was a rejection of nessa but fortunately with a little persuasion from me she wanted to not have a faculty with me
Although with the promise I took him to college later it does not burden me at least there is time for me alone when he was in college.
I was walking in the park around campus
There's a little bit of my thinking about aillen here, because Aillen used to love sitting here a few times I caught her doing chores or just eating her lunch
“hahhh”
I took a deep breath to calm my mind for a moment from Aillen
It felt longing in this heart, meeting him was a wishful thinking just now.
I felt a great pain when I saw Aillen on the road with her current boyfriend, yes, several times I often see him from a distance when he is picked up from campus or just while walking in the city park
But Aillen was never aware of my existence there, it was always that man who distracted aillen completely
I don't know if the man knew if I was ever with Aillen or not because of his attitude when he met me he didn't give me time just to say hello there
“I miss you ai” mutter it uterus teruacap without wanting to stop from my mouth