Life Ku Plot Twist Banget
Insecure

My name is Yumna Kamila textile factory worker in cv. I am now 21 years old and still single of course.

Ah living in the village is indeed difficult with a status like this at the age I have been married even under my age many are married. In my village it is a bit colossal indeed the younger the married the better .

What should be my age is cool - fun to live must be pursued by a stifling reality. In the right family - right demands me to work hard.

The intention is to go to college to dream of taking a literature major in order to write a film script. kanya cool that my name is listed in the ending of the film scrip writer Yumna Kamila. ah but it's just a dream that does not know whether it will be or not.

Small salaries are not appreciated by people - people are sent here and there . Had sodara same neighbor doyannya proud of his son whose salary is big so I got a nudge same my parents who want me rich them.

"Tuh see his son wa Nia his salary is big can buy this it, raise the degree of this old man mah his salary fit - fitting an".

Ah if the horror is directly insecure feel a burden on the family. Yes, my salary is very small because I work in a small factory, the salary is also just enough for a seblak jajan aja boro-boro to give parents . for me alone sometimes not enough to want it anyway so it can help the family economy.

But I'm also good at cooking, all the family clothes I wash in , wash dishes, clean - clean the house can. But it's not that arrogant just this that I can do for my parents . I can't give you material maybe help the energy I can.

Sometimes like insecure see the success of people have a big salary, some are in college, have been here and there so this is it . I also like to think why my life gini-gini yes three years of graduating High School no change at all.

Nyari work here and there can not be lapet lamar there here and there is not acceptable once received in a small factory with a very small salary. But I'm grateful that maybe this is God's way of making me more patient.

If you think about the comments of neighbors, you like to feel really bad. He said life in the city was hard but I felt in the village was harder where all what you did and what you were dreaming like to be the talk of neighbors and toxic brothers.

Well if every family event I try to avoid so as not to make this heart grimace. But sometimes it is difficult to avoid all that so ngandelin jurus bodo very.

"Eh Yumna still works there, out dong his salary shrink see the Nabila mah his son wa big salary UMR". Her child is proud of her child".

I can only smile with their words. Gini life is so yes it must have been the scolding of my mother who was horrified it all.

"When are you rich they yum yum your fate kok gini very yes ".

Dizziness if already rich gini so like to cry alone in the room. Now the same room pillow so my friend to ngitarain all. If the wall can be hugged I want to hug.

There is always something that makes me insecure but I have to be more grateful so as not to stress me out.

Because I work in a small factory so the goods are sometimes there . I am often at home so I can help with homework . Sometimes there is also enough that I can be proud of I can do homework.

Not infrequently there are also my neighbors who complain that their children can not do anything in homework .

Like to be confused also yes the same people - women who do not work and small income like to be said to say that the girl is his nature in the same living of his parents until he married.

Who have no income can do homework, who have a big salary job can not do homework. Not married at the age of adult speaking, whose marriage under the age of speaking.

It was so hard and so heavy. What can be said is good but how ugly is worse.

Maybe because the community is more sensitive to the environment. Not everything in the village is ugly as well, in the village gotong royong very strong, in any case help each other . For example, if someone dies all help to prepare the tomb, there is a marriage help prepare it . Anyway in terms of gotong royong they are champions.

So for those of you who struggle in the village of spirit yes . you can certainly go through the talk of rumors desus consider a trigger spirit yes although sometimes also like to enter the heart.