Life Ku Plot Twist Banget
The beginning of life

Tonight was so hard for me after a very tiring day. I would love to tell someone who can hear my heart.

I used to have friends laugh together, sleep together, eat together until tukeran clothes. But now he looks like a stranger. Maybe because of a different kind of activity.

Alone, I feel lonely in the crowd is exhausting. Ah so really melow gini if hard to sleep a lot of things I think. How about the turn of the year and my life is still gini-gini aja honestly scared. The older I get, the more I fear the reality of life.

My resolution next year may be even better and I can find the happiness I have been waiting for.

The morning started after a long night. As usual I started the morning with the sound of chatter of neighbors and relatives who were choosing vegetables in a vegetable cart that happened to sell in front of my house. And surely that chat I'll be bothered with my current setatus. And it's common for me to hear it almost every day. Yaudah is to consider it as a trigger of spirit.

After the homework I'm done . And I entered the room to see bigutu hp my current activities. An unemployed person sometimes also likes to be reprimanded by my family because there is no activity.

And I always dreamed there would be a miracle in my life . Just an illusion that is an encouragement for my life now. Everyone scolds me for not imagining, but this is the only thing that can make me endure the harsh reality. Because to be able to support the system of others is difficult they can only judge without thinking.

This afternoon I opened my phone and how surprised I was after getting a notification that my writing that I quoted on the Twitter blog was glimpsed by many people and I was in contact with the book publisher to be my story became a novel

Indeed, I have been a long time and a lot of following the writing race on all digital platforms, writing blogs, creating short stories. Yeah, because I don't have a friend, I pour all my head into a piece of writing.

The story that will be published is a horror story and mystical habits that occur around my neighborhood. It turned out that when I shrunk the story it turned out to be a lot of positive responses .

Today my novel was published and started to be published . I got my first royalty some money and I feel really happy . Maybe for some people the nominal is not great but for me it is very big because usually I only get money pennies.

I still don't think my story is a book and I'm a writer. Wow very proud so if now anyone asks me what work with the PD I said I'm a writer.

I never told anyone I wanted to be a writer. Well because it must be underestimated the same them. Try what that writer thinks the people around me are working in UMR salary factories and young marriage countries. Kolot very indeed but they say do not have the ideals of height because the woman is nature of marriage.

I got this to my family that my story was published and I earned royalties. Ah but their response was not as enthusiastic as mine .

"You want to be a writer to be president, a woman at the end of her kitchen by being a writer you can be rich. Now you better find a rich man who can change our lives. Keep not the voters become the important people rich. A rich man's husband doesn't need to be a writer." Said my sister .

It hurts because there is no support from there. But I'm optimistic I can get through it. Because this is the beginning, it all started.

I now have money and some of it I gave to my parents. I used to have a simple dream that if I worked and the salary was great I wanted to be able to go to places I never stopped by . And now I'm going to make it happen while looking for inspiration for my next writing.

I will walk alone, to know how vast the world is. And I want to see the beauty of God's creation. And throw away the negative things that exist today

Would my parents allow that but I'd try because this is what I wanted to do.