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"Well, two months you're unemployed no activity, money no how is it ?". Grieved my mother

Two months passed I never got a position job that was confused to do again.

"It's hard to find that job".

"iya mama tau , mama just moan, already married already so old in the village mah shy time no one ngapelin , not sell, already married, very quiet in the talk about the same neighbors work 'not, do not have a girlfriend is ashamed mama in the neighborhood you think they are strange people, strange people, your brother used to be a lot of people who took you gini anyway".

In my heart really want to fight the talk but can not and do not know the mouth was very difficult to say yes have finally chosen to be quiet . There was actually also his talk, I was probably strange and I was also confused by the life I was living at this time.

This morning I got an email from the company for an interview and testing. Honestly, because a lot to fail and I was afraid of not being accepted again. Ah but try it first hopefully this time dapet.

Starting an honest interview with a really trying to stay calm and confident, I try to stay focused . Wiggling right left a lot of it turns out who participated in this interview and their faces are also the same as mine, they look nervous.

"Eh my interview as well?". Greet the man sitting on my right.

"Dad brother, "saut ku while nodding .

"You're stubborn anyway I deg-degan really well, find a job tuh hard yak".

"oh Iya kak as well as I deg-degan, yes it's very difficult to find work I've been loud here and here not dapet dapet".

While waiting to be called I continued my conversation with the person next to me. Oh yeah her name is April she's a very extroverted person as long as we wait for us a lot of conversation that we chat . And from that conversation I realized that life is not easy and I am not alone it turns out many people are struggling with his life but in a different way - different.

Interview begins

it's done and now I'm waiting for the results . said the results will come out an hour from now . I decided to wait for the results because if you go home first in the distance. The sound of the azan reverberating showed the time of Dzuhur and I rushed to pray. I pray very softly that the results will be good and I can work here.

An hour later

The result is already out I see there or not my name is listed in the appendix to this announcement. And it turns out there is no yes no I did not escape and of course I did not get accepted.

very sad in the heart of patience - patience maybe this is not my sustenance. But I'm human there's a deep sad feeling I'm tired of all this. Patience is something that has no end and I am confused by this situation can only cry that I can do at this time.

I got home and went straight to my room .

"patient yum this is not the time you have your own time and there must be a good end". My heart's voice trying to convince myself.

Night passed hard for these eyes closed many things that are at war in my mind. The world is too noisy for someone like me. I wanted to tell my father that the world did not live up to my expectations and desires . Blame on him that I'm not that strong to run this. But I can't have him but he's far to go.

I stared at the moon from my bedroom window, it was so beautiful. And I started asking myself this said the world is not as wide as moringa leaves and I want to prove the proverb. I would love to explore how beautiful and magnificent this creation of God is. But whether all that will come true or not is enough I fantasize because reality does not always side with me.