Lisa's Tears
CHAPTERS. 18 Yes or no

Lisa kept walking towards the parking lot without looking at it. While Arga just followed Lisa away without making a sound. Arriving next to the car, Arga immediately opened the car door for Lisa, after which she also entered, not forgetting she paired Lisa's seat belt, because from that Lisa was silent. Arga immediately spread a thick handkerchief on his lap, then immediately grabbed Lisa's hand. Lisa wanted to let go of Arga's hand, but in the end she kept quiet. Arga immediately opened the bottle, then washed Lisa's hands in her lap, then wiped it with a tissue, then immediately put Lisa's hand back on her own lap. Along the way there is no chatter, Arga just focus on the wheel

" I don't want to go home."

Arga only answered with a nod of his head, he continued his car to his apartment, he occasionally looked towards Lisa, he could see Lisa's blank look, Lisa, he could see, he felt that fate was never fair to the woman he loved. Just 1 month ago Arga saw Lisa happy again and laughed cheerfully, but now he saw a cloudy again approaching Lisa, he said there was no storm that did not subside, in fact, Lisa experienced a very heartbreaking event, even after the storm subsided, the storm will come again with the hurricane. After arriving at the apartment, Arga tells Lisa to come in and sit down. Arga went straight to the kitchen to get some water to drink, because this apartment Arga rarely came, because if Arga came here if he was feeling tired or needed time to be alone. Arga decides to buy food outside, in fact he could have delivered the order, but Arga wants to give time to Lisa herself

" Drink first, I'll go out to buy food."

Lisa was silent, without responding to Arga's words. Arga is convinced that Lisa heard it, even though there is no answer from Lisa, so Arga decides to leave. Arga felt the cloth on her wrist get stuck, but it turned out that Lisa was holding the cloth on her arm. Arga could see Lisa's wounded gaze, and slowly Lisa's eyes were misty, then a drop of tears came down her cheeks. Seeing Lisa crying, Arga also felt the pain that Lisa felt, without saying anything Arga pulled Lisa in her arms. Lisa does not return the embrace of Arga, but she tries to hold back her crying. Arga could feel that Lisa was holding back her cries

" Cry, don't hold it."

Arga painstakingly patted Lisa's back, trying to calm her down and to channel warmth to Lisa. Lisa's cry instantly broke out inside Arga's embrace

" To what extent will you get grief, and to what extent will you continue to weep for the man who continues to hurt you." Arga said

Lisa continued to cry, until her legs were limp, she would fall, but Arga swiftly held her back. Arga walked slowly herding Lisa to sit on the sofa. Lisa's cries gradually subsided, but her tears were still dripping. Arga did not have the heart to leave Lisa alone, he decided to delevery order, then he tried to talk to Lisa

" Sstt.. Just cry, everything's gonna get better."

Slowly Lisa puffed her head, she straightened her body, then looked at Arga in silence while wiping her tears violently

" Am I less attractive in the eyes of men? Why would Aska do this with me?"

Arga was silent, he knew that Lisa was having a lot of questions lodged in her brain, and she would only be a good listener

" Is Sella smarter in bed? Why are you silent? Or am I unattractive and unattractive to men?"

" Sstt.. A relationship is not just about passion, marriage is a commitment to mutual acceptance and complementarity."

" What do you think my dad is interesting and exciting?"

" You better take a break, don't keep thinking about passion."

" Say you love me, then let's do it."

Arga knows about Lisa's conversation direction, but she chooses to ignore it. Arga doesn't want to take a chance in narrowness. Arga is a normal man, getting a tantalizing invitation from the woman he loves, of course is a difficult opportunity to refuse, what else after the death of his wife, he never had sex again. Arga tries to control himself, thinking that Lisa is still in an emotional state, so that his mind can not be clear, then he himself must maintain his attitude, to prevent things that are not desired to happen, so that the mind can not be clear, he chooses to leave his apartment, to look for fresh air while waiting for Lisa's thoughts to clear again. Arga immediately stepped on his feet

" So right I'm not exciting? Then I'll find a man out there."

Arga's body momentarily pecked, upon hearing Lisa's speech. Arga is angry, hearing the woman he loves say such things easily, he knows that Lisa is depressed and wants self-evidence, but the way does not make sense. Arga immediately snapped at Lisa

" Don't be crazy Lisa..!"

Arga was aware that his clasping would make things worse, so he controlled his voice

" You're pulling Lisa, so you don't need proof."

Arga hasn't spoken yet, but Lisa has cut off her speech

" I just need an answer yes or no sir. If you want, let's do it, but if you don't, I'll find another man."

Lisa knows that she will regret her words, but Lisa only needs proof that she is worthy as a woman, and her husband's affair is not her fault. It was the only thing Lisa had in mind, about the regrets she would face tomorrow. To hell with her status still being a wife of Aska, why could her husband, but she could not. Even Aska used a cunning way to trap him, now it was her turn to seek out an outlet, after all if she sinned, then the greater Aska got sin, because as the head of the Aska family can not guide and can not give a good example. Arga faced with a difficult choice, he grabbed his hair because he felt dizzy. If Arga refuses, she doesn't want Lisa to be touched by another man, but if she accepts, she's convinced of Lisa's actions, lisa will regret tomorrow and her relationship with Lisa will turn awkward. Lisa sees Arga who is confused, she feels bad because she continues to use Arga, she does not want to burden Arga even more, she decides to find another man out there, he thought it would be better if they did not know each other and limited to one nigt stand relationship

" I'll look for a man outside, sorry to always trouble you, and thanks for the help."

Actually Lisa felt pain because she was rejected by people who claimed to love her. Even Lisa had already thrown away her pride, but she also could not wish more on Arga, even Aska who had tied a sacred promise with her, could throw it away and choose another woman. Arga finally agreed to Lisa's words

" Alright, let's do it, but don't regret it."